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  1. tobyharrixon

    my 30th birthday is 30th January, planning to return up into the stars & asteroids then...

    my 30th birthday is 30th January, planning to return up into the stars & asteroids then. Tinnitus, unexplained foot pain & crippling depression is too big a hole and I can't face what my life has become.
  2. tobyharrixon

    First Time Caller: Tinnitus from Volleyball Impact, Now Worsened by Plane Pressure

    Try not to do the Valsalva manoeuvre. Here are some safer alternatives - https://dan.org/health-medicine/health-resource/smart-guides/beat-the-squeeze-equalize-like-a-pro/6-methods-to-equalize-your-ears/ Try chewing a lot of gum/continuously sucking on a sweet.
  3. tobyharrixon

    Severe Tinnitus Spike After Car Ride and Struggling to Cope

    Are you thinking the car engine's low frequencies were to blame for the spike? Car/vehicle low frequencies are tricky, as you mention, sometimes overprotecting is worse, as you trap all the vibration in your ears. I've made that mistake myself a number of times. Overall, I don't imagine 10...
  4. tobyharrixon

    do you mean you don’t wanna live like posting/checking on the forum all the time or do you mean...

    do you mean you don’t wanna live like posting/checking on the forum all the time or do you mean giving up completely aka deleting yourself?
  5. tobyharrixon

    i know how you feel. but have you tried absolutely everything? i find it hard to motivate myself...

    i know how you feel. but have you tried absolutely everything? i find it hard to motivate myself to try anything now but i guess that's all we can do. i am planning to give up myself in January tbh, but I should try my best before then, even though I'm not doing that now. But that's all I can...
  6. tobyharrixon

    Moving to London with Tinnitus — Access to Healthcare? Other Experiences?

    I am with UCLH as mentioned above, and it is pretty much just telling me to be strong and try to live my life as best I can despite tinnitus. They are being as helpful as they can, but my mindset is pretty stuck with how bad the tinnitus is. I am not sure what any ENT or Neurology can do...
  7. tobyharrixon

    just wanna smoke weed and make music... what's stopping me? oh yea this brain piercing sound

    just wanna smoke weed and make music... what's stopping me? oh yea this brain piercing sound
  8. tobyharrixon

    tired of waking in a panic every single morning

    tired of waking in a panic every single morning
  9. tobyharrixon

    man i cant tell u that on here and i don't want to facilitate any action you take. sorry.

    man i cant tell u that on here and i don't want to facilitate any action you take. sorry.
  10. tobyharrixon

    I completely understand you. I will turn 30 in January. Can't accept this is my life. I've found...

    I completely understand you. I will turn 30 in January. Can't accept this is my life. I've found a method to end my life when I'm ready. Also dealing with chronic foot pain which makes even going for a walk and sleeping even harder. I get stressed and panicked every day but that just keeps...
  11. tobyharrixon

    Another Unfortunate Rambling Story: A Year of Tinnitus Setbacks

    I’ve grieved losing the future I wanted and everything I worked toward. I try not to feel anything now. I had awful luck but still tried hard, then I messed up, then more bad luck, then I messed up more, and all of that brought me from mild tinnitus, where I was almost getting over it last...
  12. tobyharrixon

    how often are you taking clonazepam? thinking to start it myself but worred about dependancy etc.

    how often are you taking clonazepam? thinking to start it myself but worred about dependancy etc.
  13. tobyharrixon

    I've only had T for 1.5 years but am 29 so yeah also young. Quite a few people on the reddit...

    I've only had T for 1.5 years but am 29 so yeah also young. Quite a few people on the reddit tinnitus are young too. But yea wish I had got further/more stable in life before this hit.
  14. tobyharrixon

    im sorry. i just worry about any meds making it worse, as you know. i have taken meds and regret...

    im sorry. i just worry about any meds making it worse, as you know. i have taken meds and regret it. i wish i had just combined all the natural remedies to create as strong effect as possible because that is better than potential med damage. i guess maybe try gabapentin as suggested above? all...
  15. tobyharrixon

    sometimes i hit stuff bcos im mad at T and then it makes a bang and spikes T lol :)

    sometimes i hit stuff bcos im mad at T and then it makes a bang and spikes T lol :)
  16. tobyharrixon

    Ideally avoid meds as you know. You could try all the herbal remedies possible. Lemon Balm...

    Ideally avoid meds as you know. You could try all the herbal remedies possible. Lemon Balm, Passion Flower, Gotu Kala, Valerian. Like buy all the loose herbs or supplements and combine them as much as you like for a stronger effect. Also, you live in Turkey right? Is there somewhere naturally...
  17. tobyharrixon

    death is tempting but so hard to achieve

    death is tempting but so hard to achieve
  18. tobyharrixon

    i feel you but easier said than done really. no way is easy and not always guaranteed

    i feel you but easier said than done really. no way is easy and not always guaranteed
  19. tobyharrixon

    hey Kam, I would say it's likely the Mirt is making it worse, you could try tapering off and...

    hey Kam, I would say it's likely the Mirt is making it worse, you could try tapering off and detoxing your body to see if that helps?
  20. tobyharrixon

    New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing

    Making a presentation...
  21. tobyharrixon

    Does it require you to hear the frequencies your tinnitus is at?

    Does it require you to hear the frequencies your tinnitus is at?
  22. tobyharrixon

    New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing

    Those of you outside the US, would you consider traveling to the US for treatment?
  23. tobyharrixon

    when you say catastrophic do you mean you hear it over everything?

    when you say catastrophic do you mean you hear it over everything?
  24. tobyharrixon

    i haven't taken pred, but have been very close to after reading people's comments on here. don't...

    i haven't taken pred, but have been very close to after reading people's comments on here. don't blame yourself - some people to get improvement from it. just seems unpredictable as to who
  25. tobyharrixon

    Reactive Tinnitus and Sound Distortions: How to Move Forward?

    Hey, I know it’s a bit late, but I was wondering if your spike went down after the massages?
  26. tobyharrixon

    Tinnitus from Short-Term Medication (Trazodone, Clonazepam)

    I’m also interested to know this.
  27. tobyharrixon

    Tinnitus Spike After Antidepressant Reinstatement

    @dumbmother, I'm sorry to hear about this. Which antidepressant may I ask?
  28. tobyharrixon

    why'd you say this?

    why'd you say this?
  29. tobyharrixon

    can you wear earplugs?

    can you wear earplugs?
  30. tobyharrixon

    Has Anybody Recovered from a Tinnitus Spike Caused by Pure Tone Exposure?

    Damn. We really should not be on these apps, should we?
  31. tobyharrixon

    PSA: The Dangers of Pure Tones, Tone Generators and Frequency Sweeps

    Riddle me this. About five years ago, during university, I did a project where I represented data using pure tones. I worked on it for multiple hours a day over several days. I listened to individual and stacked pure tones, probably no higher than 10 kHz from what I can remember, all through...
  32. tobyharrixon

    Has Anybody Recovered from a Tinnitus Spike Caused by Pure Tone Exposure?

    Hi, Due to some very unfortunate luck, I was exposed to high pitched pure tones from my phone while using TikTok (which I have now deleted) and Instagram (also deleted). Both videos started playing without warning, and I was exposed for about two to three seconds at a low volume. I already knew...
  33. tobyharrixon

    did this ever resolve? i jsut had a similar thing

    did this ever resolve? i jsut had a similar thing
  34. tobyharrixon

    Supplements & Tinnitus — What Do You Take? What Should I Take?

    Did this spike ever improve? I had taken it in the past without any issues, but I took 60 mg the other day, and my tinnitus has been spiking for a couple of days now.
  35. tobyharrixon

    New Tinnitus Tone After Hearing Test — Temporary Spike or Permanent?

    Hi, I’ve read a lot of conflicting reports on here, but I recently had a hearing test where the tones started at a slightly uncomfortable volume. Afterward, the audiologist told me they began at 35 dB. Since then, I feel like I have developed a new tone in my head or right ear. I have had...
  36. tobyharrixon

    Can Yokukansan Make Tinnitus Better?

    Hi guys. This is my first time posting here, but I was inspired by this thread and got some YKS myself — this one. I haven't noticed any improvements yet. I noticed nobody else mentioned this brand of YKS, but they should all do a similar thing, right?