Hey @PeteJ, sorry this is off-topic from your question.
I’ve been reading some older threads and came across several of your posts from 2019, when you were at your lowest point. I was wondering how you managed to pull yourself out of that mindset of not wanting to be here anymore. Seeing that...
Maybe because I'm still early into this but it's not changed really. Its weird because I can go into the bathroom or living room ( when the TV is off ) and actually feel the silence for a while. Of course, I'll take that every chance I get.
One thing is certain, and thats you not doing a...
Agreed, and just to add, @Sonia554 is a true optimist. Several times now, her posts have helped me significantly reduce my stress and anxiety levels, usually right before I go to bed—which is pretty handy 😂 The result is a better night’s sleep and a calmer, more refreshed following day. I guess...
I wanted to share this video with you-
Also, I keep reading about the fact there are only a small number of people who actually come back to tell of their success. I guess they just want to forget it ever existed for the time it did.
Hey, MindOverMatter
I know this is a late reply, but have you had ear wax removed manually before ? I've just been quoted 280 pounds ( UK ) but it would be done at a very reputable private hospital group ( Nuffield ) performed by an ENT specialist. I'm thinking I should just go for it.
I just read your latest message. I am super happy that progress is in full motion for you.
Without getting carried away, things are looking up, Sonia! Very much so 👌
Please feel and absorb the love and understanding from the people here, @jul.fri.
You need your family’s understanding now more than ever, but that doesn’t seem likely to happen any time soon. So, I encourage you to keep sharing here for now, where nobody will doubt you or brush off your...
Please understand, I don't for one second not think about your own situation! As you say yourself, this has been your biggest challenge ever. You are combining this with helping others at the same time, and that is testament to what you are clearly all about. You battle, you persevere, and you...
Your words are ALWAYS so encouraging. You would genuinely make for a superb therapist. I really cannot emphasize that enough !!! I feel calm again, which helps eleviate everything I'm experiencing, including the sound.
Yes, the mental side is so much more destructive. The phantom noise plays...
Well it all started by my left ear becaming infected around mid-July'ish after an earwax blockage. But I only became aware of the whooshing late August time. I can honestly say I've seen no change either way since first noticing it. It's my mental state which appears to be the biggest worry, I'm...
I'm always conscious about how I lay on my pillow when I go to sleep. I'm paranoid about my ears closing up as I believe it might cause some harm for some reason or another. When I wake up, normally around 4am, I'll simply lay there until I drift off again, hoping that whooshing noise doesn't...
Oh my goodness, I thought it was a support group lol🤦
I live in a sleepy town in England, Its such a beautiful and picturesque place. We are blessed to have nice surroundings.
Thank you for being a friend and so supportive. 🥲
Hey Sonia. Have you a link for the community Facebook page, please ? I would like to read it.
How are things right now ? Your battling skills are very important for me and my recovery. I really do hope you feel in a better place.
First and foremost, I am truly relieved to hear that you are gradually getting back on an even keel. That must have been a terrifying episode for you, and I know how petrified you must have felt. I felt awful reading about what happened. This individual is clearly not thinking straight, and it...
SONIA! It’s a spike and nothing more than that. Remember when you went shopping and a siren went off? Everything calmed down then, and this will too.
Your ears are very sensitive right now, so they will react to loud noise like this. You are highly distressed and understandably thinking the...
I really cannot emphasize this enough. Please keep posting! Not just here but on places like reddit too. Your positivity has actually rubbed off on me. A post you recently made on here to a 16 yr old in high distress is a perfect example. So very well thought out, full of hope, caring &...
This story offers so much hope, and really does help debunk this 6 month cut-off theory !! Thank you for sharing it. Honestly, your compassion and empathy is highly appreciated !!
In one of your posts you said you had earwax removed earlier this year ? Did you have it irrigated ? I'm wondering...
I don't wish to be all doom & gloom Sonia, I really don't. But I've dropped into a pretty bad depression. I just can't see an escape from this hellhole right now. I'm going around in circles. Its not even particularly loud at the moment but its there, and that frightens me. I'm such a defeatist...
Thank you Sonia. Both links are certainly full of optimism for sure.
May I ask, how would you describe your situation regarding tinnitus before this happened ? I read one of your posts describing how you'd lurk here sometimes even without that last encounter.
I really do appreciate you. Thank you!
Just reading these stories, even though you mention some worry about there not being many more, has been massive for me and already puts me in a better place than before I read them. I had a really tough time last night at work on night shift. I had convinced myself that the game was up and that...
I first became aware of mine a few weeks ago after I had an ear infection. I foolishly continued to play quite loud music through my headphones, so I'm not sure which is the culprit. I've also read how Ibuprofen, which I took during the infection 'could' cause this.
I was reading in one of the...
I totally agree about wishing those who recover shared their stories. Positivety is paramount to us. I have had so many dark thoughts, I've even looked into Pegasos recently. Its a scary world, Sonia. But I keep balancing that optimism which does counteract those thoughts. I keep note of them...