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  1. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    I'm in bad shape. Totally losing it. My noise induced spike is now reaching 8 weeks with no signs of easing off. It's the same as it was on Day 1. Does noise induced spikes settle or you just get used to it? I'm a weak person, I have no emotional resilience, just turn into a quivering wreck...
  2. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Only part time and not enough to sustain our outgoings Coffee Girl. Normally I'm not too bad at work but on Fridays people get excitable so they get louder and that's on top of the sneezing and coughing and general loud blabbing and complaints about nothing big in their lives like having to...
  3. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Well, back from the cliff top again this afternoon. Wrote out four goodbye please forgive me type letters. Obviously haven't gone through with anything. Just waiting on an Archangel to show up. Tinnitus was that bad today I just had to get out of work. Annoyed at myself for being a full...
  4. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    I've nothing to lose I guess. Was it only 6 months away John?
  5. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    No, nothing masks it. Showers perhaps, but that's it.
  6. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    It will be one long silent group hug.
  7. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Thank you for all the kind responses, support and time you taken have my brothers and sisters.
  8. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    I've arranged all that Michael, but I feel no better.
  9. Allan1967

    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Today I am torn apart. I have a beautiful strong wife and 3 children that I love dearly. I want to end this waking nightmare but I know I will leave behind a trail of devastation that will stay with them for all their lives. I am torn between ending my nightmare and knowing I will condemn...