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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Sadly you’re right Ed. We are the most fucked people in all of fuckedville and nobody gives a fuck or cares about unfucking us. Which basically leaves us well and truly.....fucked.
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Nobody really knows Allan. That’s the only truth. As much as I love John the chances of T being cured by next summer are very very slim. Because as we all know there is zero urgency, due to the prevailing attitude even amongst our own, of Tinnitus doesn’t kill...... it merely annoys and can be...
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    I’m tempted to agree with you JB but I hope we’re both wrong. My fear like you I’m sure is enduring several more years of this only to find it was all pointless and in vain. Sometimes I really envy the ones who just ended it in the ‘mad’ early days of tinnitus.
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    I’m with @JohnAdams on this. If there’s any chance this ear juice really works and they know it, they have a moral obligation to reveal it. Some of us desperately need hope. Even if it’s 2 or 3 years away.
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    In fairness Jazzer you my friend were probably the person that first helped me glimpse this. When I met you I realised here’s a guy whose suffering as much as me and yet he’s still here after 4 f***ing years! And I saw clear as day what was keeping you going.....love.
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    I reserve writing the entire word for my really hot tempered moments Ed.
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Another thing that keeps me going is the dream that one day we will all be cured and will meet up like survivors of some long brutal war. We won’t even have to say anything.....We will all just know. Stay strong Allen.
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    Dangerous though when you have an addictive personality. I went down this road early on. It was f***ing lovely! Oooh i’ll just have a nice Valium for breakfast, maybe two or three for lunch and oh f*** it i’ll have another three for dinner! Needless to say this saga ended up with me slumped...
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    My Dearest Tinnitus Sufferers — I'm Torn Apart — I Want to End This Waking Nightmare

    @Allan1967 I'm truly sorry Allan. For you, for me, for all of us who suffer horribly from this earthbound hell. Don’t let the ‘coping’ bullshit deceive you. Many many people, like me, are pushed to the fringes of society by this monstrous disease. Our lives decimated. Devoid of self esteem and...