Recent content by 2049v

@sandyknight, My situation is somewhat similar to this. I have become disabled due to hyperacusis and tinnitus, but no individual, institution, or authority recognizes or even takes it seriously. What was the initial cause for you? Has it been the same level since 2016?

I hate my life. It feels so surreal still. How about you? I hope you are doing well.

@tomytl, hello man I'm still trying to find a room. I don't have much time left to leave my current flat. There is so many things I need to deal with. Landlords, government departments, employement agencies, employers etc. I still suffer so badly but I need to solve some problems such as housing...

@tomytl, if I survive I want to run my food and drink business later in life. That's already what I wanted to do before since I like cooking, making food and serving people but my health problems made me quit my job and cancel the business plans. I don't want to do it in the UK because it has...

I'm trying to find a way out with the simplest way. I think I will be able to that but it's really tiring, painful and difficult. As some other people here say I'm trying to take it as one day at a time but it fucks me up regardless. I don't want to live but life doesn't give me that chance and...

@tomytl, thank you for wanting to help man honestly. I also use it whenever I need. I already recieve UC. The first one in your last post. I also contacted the local councils but they are even worse, what they tell me to do is gonna put more stress on me and makes it harder.

@tomytl yeah man still struggling so badly. I'm still loking for a room. Asked hundreds of people and agencies, nothing so for. I'm dealing with government BS as well because of the benefit payments. I'm trying to stay strong because there is no one can help. I still want to die every single day...

@tomytl, yeah exactly. I totaly agree with what you say about the non sufferers and also about how it feels surreal. This shit makes no sense man 😂😂😂 Honestly why the fuck ear would have soul destroying ringing? Ears meant to hear not to create torturous sounds. Never knew about such thing until...

@tomytl, I need to find a place to stay first. No one one really helps man. This thing makes you lonely as fuck. Once you fall everyone turns their back against you. Let me see how it goes. It's so hard man.

It's not technically legal for agents to do this but nobody cares. If I don't find a place by November 15th, I'll be homeless. The government is also slashing people's benefits left and right. They're planning to cut mine as well. I don't know what to do, I'm trying to get out of this hell. It...

Because I'm on benefits, landlords and agents don't want to rent me a place. I've asked over 250 people and got rejected by every single one of them. I'm not joking. I'm now applying to places in London without even looking at them, but the moment they see I'm on benefits, I get rejected...

@tomytl, I'm alive because I haven't died, let me put it that way, but life doesn't stop. The doctor hasn't given me a surgery date yet. It will be decided based on the progress, and if I end up in an emergency situation again, I'll have emergency surgery. Right now, it just hurts.

@tomytl, thank you for the info man. How is it going for you?

@tomytl, that's what I thought. Have you met anyone who has hardcore tinnitus?

@tomytl, that's good man. I know there are some similiar things in London as well but I'm still dealing with other stuff. Maybe you can find some useful information there.