Anniz
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Anniz

Member, Female, 25, from UK

I got the job! I didn't have to search for too long and a perfect position for me. Nightshift here I come :) Apr 18, 2021 at 7:37 PM

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    1. Anniz
      Anniz
      I got the job! I didn't have to search for too long and a perfect position for me. Nightshift here I come :)
    2. Anniz
      Anniz
      interview on monday for a new job. Wish me luck guys, it's nightshift so better chances of a quieter environment!
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    3. Anniz
      Anniz
      Lost my hearing on my left ear twice today for a couple of seconds. Any experiences? New to me.
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    4. Anniz
      Anniz
      quit my job today. No idea what's next. I just can't deal with my tinnitus and that specific work place.
    5. Anniz
      Anniz
      @Orions Pain oh yeah. my neighbour plays music every single day, loud. Today they started at 12am and it's now 12 midnight. still no stop.
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    6. Anniz
      Anniz
      imagine if human freezing was possible. "wake me up when cure for tinnitus has been made" oh boy..
    7. Anniz
      Anniz
      Love you all, im not even lying. I hope the universe or God treats you all , we are in the same boat. MY favorite community!!
    8. Anniz
      Anniz
      Drunk today and ears ring, but tonight i dont care. Let it ring!!!
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    9. Anniz
      Anniz
      @roy1159 im sorry life had to be this way... i know you dont know me, but i'm thinking of you, i wish your family could understand this. :(
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    10. Anniz
      Anniz
      @kuromi When I wake up my T feels like my head is inside a machine but during the day i barely notice it? Is it the same for you?
      1. Bill Bauer and kuromi like this.
    11. Anniz
      Anniz
      Day by Day has never meant to me more than it does with T. Today was tolerant-cry-tolerant day.
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    12. Anniz
      Anniz
      I learned that I have to forgive myself. Producing music was not evil or wrong. It's like cooking and causing a fire, it can just happen.
    13. Anniz
      Anniz
      Just had a way louder T spike that lasted 4 seconds. I hope that T is not coming or is a sign of anything that can happen. :l
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      2. convolution
        convolution
        It was likely fleeting tinnitus, very common (I used to have it even before my onset)!
        Mar 4, 2021
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      3. Anniz
        Anniz
        @convolution I thought it was the passing one yeah. The only difference from before T is that it was this time with T extremely loud compared last time i heard it... but i guess its just how it is eh? thanks for commenting :)
        Mar 4, 2021
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      4. convolution
        convolution
        @Anniz Yeah it can be very loud (and scary), but it almost always subsides in few seconds/minutes.
        Mar 4, 2021
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    14. Anniz
      Anniz
      My ears and cheeks near the ear get really hot towards the night. I don't understand it.
    15. Anniz
      Anniz
      I have neighbours that party with loud music every single day for 2 years. I wouldn't be surprised if they ended up like me soon. *thinking*
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      2. Anniz
        Anniz
        I'm not even kidding. Today is the 6th day in a row from last couple days break they had. And It's also the 4 same songs on repeat. Playing currently - Alma, Chasing Heights. Yes, I can hear the lyrics clearly.
        Mar 3, 2021
    16. Anniz
      Anniz
      Good morning! First dream involving T theme. It wasn't a nightmare, just mirrored my feelings in general. New day, new challenges. :o
    17. Anniz
      Anniz
      Now time to watch snowpiercer latest episode and attempt to sleep. Good as possible night everyone!
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    18. Anniz
      Anniz
      Had chinese food today, btw. Was super mood lifting. It was so good I focused all my senses to enjoy the taste. :)
      1. Steph1710
        Steph1710
        Nice! Share it with me next time please.:)
        Mar 2, 2021
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      2. Shelbylynn
        Shelbylynn
        I love Chinese food
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    19. Anniz
      Anniz
      My mom and dad have had tinnitus 20 years. They have been my greatest support. They understand and they know how scary it feels. Love them
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      3. Anniz
        Anniz
        @Tezcatlipoca T lowered for them to a level that they can say "it doesn't bother me." They have to remain careful, as noise exposure (long car drives) can still spike it, but within a day it still always comes down and because of the years of experience, they do not worry about temporary spikes. It always comes down eventually. I agree, we will overcome!
        Mar 2, 2021
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      4. Steph1710
        Steph1710
        This is a beautiful post. Your parents sound amazing! Bless them both. :) I also totally agree with their advice - they clearly know tinnitus very well. You’re in good hands @Anniz. I hope yours settles down too. I’m sure it will. I had super loud T to begin with, and mine no longer bothers me. You’ll get there. <3
        Mar 3, 2021
      5. Anniz
        Anniz
        @Steph1710 Thank you for the encouraging words! I am grateful for them indeed, of course hoping everyday that we all have freedom from this. Now when I visit them, I don't have to be in the room worrying if someone will do a loud noise.. We all just want to enjoy that quiet volume TV. :) Bless your heart Steph. <3
        Mar 3, 2021
    20. Anniz
      Anniz
      Multiple tones, more in the left ear. Some tones are "jumpy" they keep dissapearing appearing multiple times in a second. Most are constant
      1. Anniz
        Anniz
        Noticed some people call that "morse code". Good word choice there. At least it's not unknown!
        Mar 2, 2021
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      2. Steph1710
        Steph1710
        You’ve just described my tinnitus perfectly. Don’t worry, even I’ve managed to 90% habituate to all these random beeps, tones, and pitches. And I’m the most noise sensitive person around! :)
        Mar 3, 2021
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      3. Anniz
        Anniz
        @Steph1710 The first days I was extremely sensitive to sound as well.. still am but the sensitivity seems to be fading. Sound is tolerable level currently. Sometimes louder. I also have a thing called Semi-Patulous Eustachian Tube, where I can hear my own voice ridiculously loud. This is occasional though like after excersise.
        Mar 3, 2021
    21. Anniz
      Anniz
      First treatment started today with betahistamine and prayers continue throughout. Seems to calm down the sharpness of the sound.
    22. Anniz
      Anniz
      Recovering from first shock
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Jun 27, 1995 (Age: 25)
    Home Page:
    https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198035422756/
    Location:
    UK
    Occupation:
    Was a music student - now rethinking
    Tinnitus Since:
    03/2021
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Low volume music producing with headphones for years
    Anniz#2778