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Anniz

Member, Female, 26, from UK

Pretty much habituated. I know it sounds crazy how "quickly" I did, I do hate T, but it's not consuming my enjoyment of life anymore. May 9, 2021

Anniz was last seen:: Sep 24, 2021 at 8:23 AM

1. Anniz
  Pretty much habituated. I know it sounds crazy how "quickly" I did, I do hate T, but it's not consuming my enjoyment of life anymore.
  
  May 9, 2021
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2. Anniz
  I openly talk about my tinnitus to people since its a new experience for me. at least 1/5 people i meet has it too. Today alone met 2 with T
  
  May 5, 2021
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3. Anniz
  I got the job! I didn't have to search for too long and a perfect position for me. Nightshift here I come :)
  
  Apr 18, 2021
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4. Anniz
  interview on monday for a new job. Wish me luck guys, it's nightshift so better chances of a quieter environment!
  
  Apr 9, 2021
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5. Anniz
  Lost my hearing on my left ear twice today for a couple of seconds. Any experiences? New to me.
  
  Apr 6, 2021
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6. Anniz
  quit my job today. No idea what's next. I just can't deal with my tinnitus and that specific work place.
  
  Mar 31, 2021
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7. Anniz
  @Orions Pain oh yeah. my neighbour plays music every single day, loud. Today they started at 12am and it's now 12 midnight. still no stop.
  
  Mar 28, 2021
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8. Anniz
  imagine if human freezing was possible. "wake me up when cure for tinnitus has been made" oh boy..
  
  Mar 25, 2021
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9. Anniz
  Love you all, im not even lying. I hope the universe or God treats you all , we are in the same boat. MY favorite community!!
  
  Mar 23, 2021
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10. Anniz
  Drunk today and ears ring, but tonight i dont care. Let it ring!!!
  
  Mar 23, 2021
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11. Anniz
  @roy1159 im sorry life had to be this way... i know you dont know me, but i'm thinking of you, i wish your family could understand this. :(
  
  Mar 21, 2021
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12. Anniz
  @kuromi When I wake up my T feels like my head is inside a machine but during the day i barely notice it? Is it the same for you?
  
  Mar 11, 2021
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13. Anniz
  Day by Day has never meant to me more than it does with T. Today was tolerant-cry-tolerant day.
  
  Mar 7, 2021
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14. Anniz
  I learned that I have to forgive myself. Producing music was not evil or wrong. It's like cooking and causing a fire, it can just happen.
  
  Mar 5, 2021
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15. Anniz
  Just had a way louder T spike that lasted 4 seconds. I hope that T is not coming or is a sign of anything that can happen. :l
  
  Mar 4, 2021
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  2. convolution
    It was likely fleeting tinnitus, very common (I used to have it even before my onset)!
    
    Mar 4, 2021
    
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  3. Anniz
    @convolution I thought it was the passing one yeah. The only difference from before T is that it was this time with T extremely loud compared last time i heard it... but i guess its just how it is eh? thanks for commenting :)
    
    Mar 4, 2021
    
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  4. convolution
    @Anniz Yeah it can be very loud (and scary), but it almost always subsides in few seconds/minutes.
    
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16. Anniz
  My ears and cheeks near the ear get really hot towards the night. I don't understand it.
  
  Mar 3, 2021
17. Anniz
  I have neighbours that party with loud music every single day for 2 years. I wouldn't be surprised if they ended up like me soon. *thinking*
  
  Mar 3, 2021
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  2. Anniz
    I'm not even kidding. Today is the 6th day in a row from last couple days break they had. And It's also the 4 same songs on repeat. Playing currently - Alma, Chasing Heights. Yes, I can hear the lyrics clearly.
    
    Mar 3, 2021
18. Anniz
  Good morning! First dream involving T theme. It wasn't a nightmare, just mirrored my feelings in general. New day, new challenges. :o
  
  Mar 3, 2021
19. Anniz
  Now time to watch snowpiercer latest episode and attempt to sleep. Good as possible night everyone!
  
  Mar 2, 2021
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20. Anniz
  Had chinese food today, btw. Was super mood lifting. It was so good I focused all my senses to enjoy the taste. :)
  
  Mar 2, 2021
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  2. Steph1710
    Nice! Share it with me next time please.:)
    
    Mar 2, 2021
    
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  3. Shelbylynn
    I love Chinese food
    
    Mar 3, 2021
    
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21. Anniz
  My mom and dad have had tinnitus 20 years. They have been my greatest support. They understand and they know how scary it feels. Love them
  
  Mar 2, 2021
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  3. Anniz
    @Tezcatlipoca T lowered for them to a level that they can say "it doesn't bother me." They have to remain careful, as noise exposure (long car drives) can still spike it, but within a day it still always comes down and because of the years of experience, they do not worry about temporary spikes. It always comes down eventually. I agree, we will overcome!
    
    Mar 2, 2021
    
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  4. Steph1710
    This is a beautiful post. Your parents sound amazing! Bless them both. :) I also totally agree with their advice - they clearly know tinnitus very well. You’re in good hands @Anniz. I hope yours settles down too. I’m sure it will. I had super loud T to begin with, and mine no longer bothers me. You’ll get there. <3
    
    Mar 3, 2021
  5. Anniz
    @Steph1710 Thank you for the encouraging words! I am grateful for them indeed, of course hoping everyday that we all have freedom from this. Now when I visit them, I don't have to be in the room worrying if someone will do a loud noise.. We all just want to enjoy that quiet volume TV. :) Bless your heart Steph. <3
    
    Mar 3, 2021
22. Anniz
  Multiple tones, more in the left ear. Some tones are "jumpy" they keep dissapearing appearing multiple times in a second. Most are constant
  
  Mar 2, 2021
  2. Anniz
    Noticed some people call that "morse code". Good word choice there. At least it's not unknown!
    
    Mar 2, 2021
    
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  3. Steph1710
    You’ve just described my tinnitus perfectly. Don’t worry, even I’ve managed to 90% habituate to all these random beeps, tones, and pitches. And I’m the most noise sensitive person around! :)
    
    Mar 3, 2021
    
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  4. Anniz
    @Steph1710 The first days I was extremely sensitive to sound as well.. still am but the sensitivity seems to be fading. Sound is tolerable level currently. Sometimes louder. I also have a thing called Semi-Patulous Eustachian Tube, where I can hear my own voice ridiculously loud. This is occasional though like after excersise.
    
    Mar 3, 2021
23. Anniz
  First treatment started today with betahistamine and prayers continue throughout. Seems to calm down the sharpness of the sound.
  
  Mar 2, 2021
24. Anniz
  Recovering from first shock
  
  Mar 2, 2021
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Jun 27, 1995 (Age: 26)

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https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198035422756/

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UK

Occupation:

Was a music student - now rethinking

Tinnitus Since:

03/2021

Cause of Tinnitus:

Low volume music producing with headphones for years

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