Recent content by DamagedJoe

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    What have i done...

    What have i done...
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    Bilateral Tinnitus After a Single Band Rehearsal without Hearing Protection

    You really scare me. Can you explain how your tinnitus developed and why it has become catastrophic over the past eight years? Thank you for your reply. I understand that you’re trying to help, and I appreciate the intention behind your words. But I have to be honest, I don’t feel that my...
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    My Success Story: Noise-Induced (Chainsaw) Tinnitus + Mild Hyperacusis

    I envy you, I really do. You are very lucky. Protect your ears from now on.
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    Bilateral Tinnitus After a Single Band Rehearsal without Hearing Protection

    Thank you for your replies. I’m very drunk today, so please be gentle with me. It’s been nine months now since everything changed. Just thirty minutes of noise exposure—and my life took a permanent turn. I’ve been left with aggressive, high-pitched tinnitus that has only become sharper, more...
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    My Hearing Has Slightly Improved Since 2019

    I am very interested in the details of your story and healing process. Did you habituate, or did the noise actually decrease? Could you elaborate further?
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    Bilateral Tinnitus After a Single Band Rehearsal without Hearing Protection

    Hi everyone, I wanted to give a brief update on where I currently stand, partly to create a bit of structure for myself, and also in the hope that some of you might recognize parts of your own story in it. It has been around eight months since the acoustic trauma. Unfortunately, the tinnitus...
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    Gray. Hopeless. Pointless. Final. Worthless.

    Gray. Hopeless. Pointless. Final. Worthless.
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    I am very happy for you! Gives me hope for my own future. I can not accept i will have this for...

    I am very happy for you! Gives me hope for my own future. I can not accept i will have this for life...
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    I'm Fine — Tinnitus Is Basically Not a Thing Anymore

    I read your story, and it sounded very similar to mine. This feeling of having seriously harmed myself out of stupidity… it is truly terrible. The guilt, the remorse — I no longer feel like myself. I have lost a part of who I was. I am no longer fully present in my relationship. I am so sorry.
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    I'm Fine — Tinnitus Is Basically Not a Thing Anymore

    It was October 2024, about eight months ago. My hope is starting to fade…
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    I'm Fine — Tinnitus Is Basically Not a Thing Anymore

    Thank you for your positive attitude. I really need an “it can be done” story because I am really struggling right now. Could you elaborate on your path to healing? When and why did you notice the first positive changes? How long did it take? I try to keep a neutral mindset about this, but I...
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    It is just hell. I feel that i have already given up. I just know that i will never improve.

    It is just hell. I feel that i have already given up. I just know that i will never improve.
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    Had a complete mental breakdown today. Sobbing like child, my T suddenly exploded in my ear...

    Had a complete mental breakdown today. Sobbing like child, my T suddenly exploded in my ear. Today i was convinced that my body wanted to drive me insane and to commit suicide. Now i am really tired and exhausted.
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    [ATTACH] That was the db level. I was so naive again an thought my ears could handle it. Is it...

    That was the db level. I was so naive again an thought my ears could handle it. Is it enough to further damage my hearing? I got new tones....
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    And how was your T before your Spike?

    And how was your T before your Spike?