Kain

I am once again struggling with my self-worth and happiness.

This beautiful, cruel world.

Firework went off so close to me, this might be the end. I have no insurance what do i do if it's bad?

Would be cool if my TMD and ETD stopped so I gauge my T without them interfering.

Yeah going thru a spike. Feel like it’ll subside at some point (hopefully), since it’s not too bad but still pretty noticeable.

Truck honking their horn which sounded like a train horn. No idea how loud it really was, i was on the freeway. I can’t catch a break :/

It’s crazy just how loud the world is when it’s too late.

Someone dropped their hydroflask in class, IM PISSED.

I just wanna disappear and live in a small cottage near a lake or sumn

Need me some time in the bacta tank.

Man, I’m really gonna need some luck after this exposure.

When I plug my right ear with my tragus i hear air(?). What is this?

Legacy of the Scuffed Right Ear continues

Busy work week starting tomorrow, let’s hope my ears are up for the task :/

Roommate is going to a concert tonight and asked me for earplugs. I feel proud lol.

o yeah my 6 year tinniversary was a few days ago… weeeeee

Keep getting these brief moments throughout the day where my right ear tenses up and T slightly increases. Feel like it may be ETD related.

man.

T doesn’t seem too bad lately. Perhaps a little. Distortions/reactivity are acting up a bit though. You win some and loose some I guess…

set off the smoke alarms while cookin. probably less than a minute, thankfully i was wearing muffs. here’s to hoping they were enough.

need a break man

had a migraine for the first time. that SUCKED.

T seemed pretty loud today after a nap. Trying not panic as much. IDK how some people can handle it, you are all stronger than you know.

i suck bro

Is it odd to develop pulsatile T after almost 6 years of regular T?

Visual snow seems to have gotten a bit worse and I’m not sure why :/

I want to be a stronger person.

shinzōu wo sasageyo

Ya this new tone is kinda annoying. Hate playing the waiting game to see how it progresses. Hoping it decreases within a few weeks. Idk.

Been having a rough few days. Hopefully everyone else is managing okay! <3