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It's interesting reading other's noise trauma experiences. Mine are so bland - going to mechanic, walking into a restroom. My life is sad. May 3, 2024 at 3:16 PM

    1. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I know I keep posting but this pressure in my ears is insane.I hope it's just coincidentally from allergies or something& not hearing damage
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      3. ZFire
        ZFire
        Dec 24, 2023
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      4. ZFire
        ZFire
        If I was in your shoes, I’d be taking the same exact steps as you have done especially with those supplements. Also Probably spend more time in a quiet setting in the meantime as well just for precaution. To be honest, I’d be weary to take a course oral steroids again unless I went deaf.
        Dec 24, 2023
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      5. ZFire
        ZFire
        But don’t let my reservations about steroids discourage you from considering them if you believe they might be helpful. I just don’t think they’ll provide any permanent tinnitus relief. But definitely check with doctors, see what say about the intense pressure issues you’re experiencing.
        Dec 24, 2023
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    2. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      What does noxacusis feel like? Having painful pressure in my ears after having a conversation. I've never had this before.
      1. ZFire
        ZFire
        Most descriptions of nox I’ve seen include ‘lava or acid burning pain’. There’s also stabbing pains, usually described as having a screwdriver or a sharp knife impaled deep inside your ear.
        Dec 21, 2023
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @ZFire I'm having pain that feels like an ear ache. And my keyboard and even opening mail is triggering TTTS and just feels uncomfortable.
        Dec 21, 2023
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    3. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I may not be around in another month, maybe 2.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Why not? Hope you are coping OK
        Dec 23, 2023
    4. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      TTTS is going haywire in my right ear. Going off with every keystroke. I don't recall ever having it this bad. Ears full.T spiked like crazy
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      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        I do not understand this madness. I am so sorry.
        Dec 21, 2023
      3. SilverFox
        SilverFox
        I've got this, too. Typing on a keyboard triggers it on every key press…
        Dec 21, 2023
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      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @SilverFox Yea I'm getting it extremely bad just opening a ziplock bag.
        Dec 23, 2023
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    5. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      well was stuck exposed to an impact drill while picking up my car from the shop. here we go.
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @ZFire All valid points. I think this is the loudest thing I've been exposed to so far. My watch didn't record the db level since it was in multiple short bursts. Felt like my ears and head were going to explode. Online search says up to 110decibels.
        Dec 20, 2023
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @ZFire I only had my 1of1 custom 26db earplugs in. My ear spiked almost immediately after I left and ears have felt clogged and painful. Just talking is making my ears have a lot of pressure.
        Dec 20, 2023
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @ZFire My right ear was facing the direction of the sound but the whole garage reverberated from it. Then I was exposed to air out of an air compressor for several seconds
        Dec 21, 2023
    6. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      They're chopping a tree down right outside my window. No warning or anything. I swear etiquette is way better in the city.
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    7. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      My hairline has definitely thinned. Angry at dermatologist I saw last May for gaslighting me. Now I am sick, broke, middle-aged, AND ugly.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        @kingsfan Yes I am talking to you :-) I always find your updates very well-written and multi-layered and was wondering if you are a writer / if you are writing anything. I don't know why, it just crossed my mind :-)
        Dec 27, 2023
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Juliane you are way too sweet. No I am not a writer, but you are giving me delusions of grandeur =)
        Dec 27, 2023
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      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        @kingsfan Haha :-) My pleasure! Maybe you will be a writer someday
        Dec 28, 2023
    8. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      what do I have to do to get someone to help me get hired? I've been trying for over a year now.
      1. L along the way and gameover like this.
      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        Hard to say... maybe ask family and friends for advice.. look at your field of talents & what you find a fun & meaningful job.. just respond to different possibilities and see if anything comes out
        Dec 16, 2023
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    9. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      My brain is broken
      1. SilverFox, Juliane, 4Grace and 3 others like this.
      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        It's sorry to hear.. i feel the same way.. i hope that with a lot of resting, the brain can heal again
        Dec 6, 2023
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    10. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      My neighbors' hobby is going in and out of their cars. I hear their doors slam at least once every hour. They leave and come back over &over
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    11. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I never really got a chance to experience life after my fiance left. 2 months later we were on lockdown, 6 months after that T took over.
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Dec 1, 2023
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        @kingsfan I was doing a job I loved with people I connected really well with. Felt more balanced, I guess. Also had T back then but it was manageable and mild.
        Dec 2, 2023
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      4. Cmspgran
        Cmspgran
        Can relate to you both so much, my girlfriend of ten years and I split a year ago, I too had all sorts of plans to move on and then beyond severe tinnitus took over in May.
        Dec 20, 2023
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    12. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Whew. Tried to drive without earplugs yesterday and everything was just so loud, the engine,the wind, the sound of the tires on the pavement
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @DeanD I think so. I'm wondering if I need to stop using earplugs so much. I've been wearing them outside the house for a little over 3 years now.
        Nov 21, 2023
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      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Tryn2BHopeful No spike. My T has been really manageable the past couple of days.
        Nov 21, 2023
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      5. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        I drive on the interstate and go to the gym without ear plugs.
        Nov 29, 2023
    13. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Looking at other designers' portfolios in order to try and find ways to improve mine is very humbling...
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      2. Robster
        Robster
        A lot of people wouldn't admit that, it's shows your character that you're prepared to look at ways you can improve your craft. Good luck in the job hunt.
        Nov 13, 2023
      3. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        Do you have hyperacusis? I was hoping someone could explain it to me.
        Nov 16, 2023
    14. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      capitalism is a joke
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      3. Watasha
        Watasha
        @kingsfan Whether or not capitalism is about infinite growth or not and if that's possible doesn't matter. It will always be about the efficient allocation of resources. I agree CEO's are overpaid, but senior management often times have a vision that everyday workers do not have so sometimes their pay is justified.
        Nov 14, 2023
      4. Watasha
        Watasha
        @ZFire The US Tax code is progressive and despite what politicians like to say, there simply isn't enough income to tax on the wealthy to fund these programs. I'd prefer the bare minimum at the federal level. Unfair to millions of people who'd prefer a different system/strategy in their home states.
        Nov 14, 2023
      5. Watasha
        Watasha
        @ZFire Also, you see right and left leaning ultra-wealthy businessmen fleeing high tax areas for lower tax states. The same will happen if we tax too high at the federal level. But in the end the math doesn't math, the middle class will have to pay more to fund these programs.
        Nov 14, 2023
    15. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      Kin kings fan I saw that you shared something about hair cells. It was. Rey long, but wondering if you could explain more. I have hair cell damage.
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @SharonBell What had I shared exactly? I have very poory memory recollection
        Nov 4, 2023
    16. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Didn't get the job. I think I'm done with all this.
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Nov 4, 2023
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      3. gameover
        gameover
        Tough times in this space now. Blame pandemic overhiring. It shall pass. Do not give up.
        Nov 4, 2023
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      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        Don't give up @kingsfan. Looking for a job is a pain but I'm positive you will eventually succeed.
        Nov 11, 2023
    17. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Sorry it took so long to reply to you all. Been super stressed and out of my mind.
      1. Cmspgran
        Cmspgran
        Good to see you back
        Nov 1, 2023
    18. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Please let today be the first day of rebuilding my life.Please let me get this job offer.Keep imagining telling my daughter Ill see her soon
      1. LilSass, tpj, Sammy0225 and 4 others like this.
      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        I'm holding my breath with every email notification, hoping it's not a rejection letter.
        Nov 1, 2023
      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        If ever I felt that I wanted something to work out for someone it is the Job for you. I so hope and pray you get this!!! May God bless you
        Nov 1, 2023
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      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        good luck! hope you get it.
        Nov 1, 2023
    19. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Interview today.Not prepared at all.Hate talking about myself.Just want to work without all the self-infatuation & nepotistic office culture
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      2. ZFire
        ZFire
        Good luck to you.
        Oct 30, 2023
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      3. Robster
        Robster
        Hope you get it. Totally agree with your comments about office culture.
        Oct 31, 2023
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        How have you been doing?
        Oct 26, 2023
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Nov 1, 2023
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Nov 1, 2023
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    21. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Need to find a trustworthy person to take care of my cat.I'm not doing this much longer.The shame of going from having everything to nothing
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @DeanD Yea I'm not letting this tinnitus drive me down anymore. I've experience the depths it can pull you. I'm trying to rebuild my life, but nothing seems to be going my way. It's tough to keep going with the enormous weight tinnitus puts on our shoulders.
        Nov 1, 2023
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Cmspgran I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine losing either of mine. I only have one of them currently, the other is with my daughter.
        Nov 1, 2023
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      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Juliane You seem to always be here picking me up. you're way too sweet. Thank you
        Nov 1, 2023
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    22. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I'll be dead soon if no one gives me a fucking job
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      2. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        @Juliane hard to find people who understand in general lol. My family don't even understand.
        Oct 7, 2023
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Oct 8, 2023
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Ryan Scott It really is hard to get a job with tinnitus. I probably would have just applied to be a UPS driver or something. Seems they make more than I do in my web dev career. But it would destroy my ears and probably my back =P
        Nov 1, 2023
    23. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Turned off my phone, wrapped it in a towel, and stuffed it in a suitcase in a closet. Taking no chances.
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I got mine. It wasn't too loud on my phone.
        Oct 4, 2023
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    24. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      The PVCs and PACs are back from the stress. It's exhausting when your heart can't pump oxygen/remove CO2 throughout your body properly.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        :-(
        Oct 3, 2023
    25. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Another day, another slew of rejection letters.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Oh no @kingsfan :-( Looking for a job is a full time job! I hope you will soon be invited for an interview and land a great well-paid job.
        Oct 3, 2023
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    26. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Got a week off from the electrical hiss. Of course I still had horrible tinnitis, but it was bliss. Started up again for no reason...
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Why do you think the hiss went away?
        Sep 30, 2023
    27. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Sore throat even though I'm the only person who masks in probably the whole county. People walking around hacking their lungs out in public
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Lets see if insurance still pays for Covid tests. Hopefully my tinnitus doesn't get even worse...
        Sep 27, 2023
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        For sure, I'm not seeing many people wearing masks when I go into public places.
        Sep 27, 2023
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    28. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      T sucks but I'm carrying a mountain of other problems as well.
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      3. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        You're not alone. ❤️
        Sep 26, 2023
      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        Sad to hear that. And no, you are not alone ❤️
        Sep 26, 2023
      5. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @kingsfan - I am very sad to hear that for you. You are not alone. This T is making my pile much much bigger.
        Sep 28, 2023
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    29. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Gabapentin, my only escape...
    30. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      This is how badly T has my mind messed up. I just now found out today is not Saturday. All day yesterday I thought it was Friday...
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      2. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        I mean to be fair when you have severe tinnitus, does the day really matter anyways lol. New day same BS. Nothing too look foward to regardless.
        Sep 23, 2023
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Ryan Scott Every day is different with me. It's exhausting.
        Sep 23, 2023
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    Gender:
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    Location:
    A town near you
    Occupation:
    Writer & Producer of Cleaver
    Tinnitus Since:
    9-17-2020
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    turning everything up to 11