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    1. Manny!!
      Manny!!
      Hey there, I remember seeing something that you had some custom earplugs made using 3-D scan was wondering how was it did it hurt etc. etc.
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Yea I have a couple pair of custom molds. Having the molds taken is painless and only takes a minute or two. Feels like shaving cream or whipped cream in your ears.
        May 16, 2024
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      2. Manny!!
        Manny!!
        That’s great. So nothing really to worry about. Thanks appreciate it
        May 17, 2024
    2. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I wonder if magnesium glycinate might be spiking me. Looks like it has happened to people here. I'm taking it for non-tinnitus reasons
      1. Pinhead
        Pinhead
        It gave me new temporary tones that would wake me in the middle of the night. They stopped as soon as I switched to Magnesium L-Threonate. It doesn't help the screeching, but it helps me sleep.
        May 15, 2024
      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Pinhead Yea I've taken L-threonate without any issue
        May 15, 2024
    3. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Played my electric guitar unplugged yesterday with only fingerpicking. Was nice, but immediately spiked me and has carried over into today.
      1. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        I miss playing my Guitar so much
        May 14, 2024
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    4. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Am I really worried that clipping my cats nails without hearing protection will worsen me? Got that TTTS pressure in my right ear now
      1. JeffToob
        JeffToob
        When I worsen ALL sounds scare the shit out of me. Then a few day go by, I'm still alive, my nerves calm some. But while I'm in that state I do overprotect. After that my ears crack and flutter adjusting back to no plugs. Its better than damage on top of damage.
        May 12, 2024
      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @JeffToob Yea I have ups and downs with it, but it's always 2 steps, 1 step forward with my tinnitus. So I'll get better, but never back to the previous level.

        It's always been up and down with TTTS as well. It will get better. I'll stop protecting for every little thing, then eventually it comes back and I'll begin overprotecting again until it settles. Rinse and repeat.
        May 12, 2024
    5. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I'm just baffled that a few seconds of a hand dryer WITH earplugs would increase my T so much. I survived it 100 times before with less pro
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Stop using hand dryers. Honestly. Not worth it. How about a towel?
        May 14, 2024
      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Juliane I didn't use it. Some teenager turned it on right as I walked in the door.
        May 14, 2024
      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        Oh :-(
        May 15, 2024
    6. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I was hoping 1of1 would have a mother's day sale as I really want to get custom solids. I don't want to wait until memorial day
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      3. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        Thank you so much. Can you recommend the best ones to get from them?
        May 12, 2024
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @snizzleberry They are having a 15% off sale today and tomorrow. I caught the email they sent me a little late, the sale started last week.

        I personally like the Pro-20 and Pro-27 as they don't attenuate low frequencies as much and sound better in every day situations.

        The Pro-17 and Pro-26 have more low freq attenuation and probably sound better for concerts with large subwoofers.
        May 27, 2024
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      5. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        May 27, 2024
    7. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Once again, dealing with more than just my tinnitus. My body is a wreck.
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      3. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        Same here brother hang in there. The last 6 months of my life has been a total wreck.
        May 6, 2024
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      4. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        Yep 18 months of this crap. When will the suffering end
        May 7, 2024
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        I've been dealing with this particular health problem for about a year now. It's extremely painful, I slowly rehabilitate, only to re-injure and continue the cycle. I feel like it's just going to continue and never really fully heal.
        May 7, 2024
    8. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      It's interesting reading other's noise trauma experiences. Mine are so bland - going to mechanic, walking into a restroom. My life is sad.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @4Grace No I only took it the one time
        May 5, 2024
      4. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        It’s not too late to start living again. We only live once.
        May 6, 2024
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @snizzleberry I've been trying. Being unemployed and unable to snag a tinnitus-safe job for almost 3 years has really hindered me. I did get to witness the total solar eclipse a month ago though, so that's something. Saw it alone though.
        May 6, 2024
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    9. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Seems this elevated head hiss/static will be the norm now.Static in right ear has elevated to an uncomfortable level.It used to b a nonissue
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    10. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I don’t know what’s happening. My tinnitus is astronomical right now. Intense static in both ears. Louder than ever. Intense pressure
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        May 5, 2024
      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        May 5, 2024
      5. Juliane
        Juliane
        I worry I might have that condition myself. It would be very difficult to escape
        May 5, 2024
    11. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Another day of recruiters contacting me on LinkedIn and then ghosting me. Down to my last dollar. Yet another worsening. My end is nearing.
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I keep hearing about more tech layoffs. Two family members have lost IT jobs in the last year. Neither has found a new one.
        Apr 30, 2024
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        How about unemployment benefits?
        May 1, 2024
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    12. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I cant handle my right ear.The static is too loud and harsh and the tone too variable.ear feels clogged bc the static is blocking my hearing
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @kingsfan / this is insane. So sorry. Just no words. Last year you had mentioned mirt. Did it help? Gabapentin - help? Any medication that helped? I have Nox and need something.
        Apr 30, 2024
    13. 4Grace
      4Grace
      @kingsfan - hey long time. Sorry I’m spamming today, how have you been doing?
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    14. Juliane
      Juliane
      I am worried about you. How are you @kingsfan?
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        One of my cats passed away. I regret every decision and my indecisiveness while he was in the ER, and now he is gone.
        Mar 21, 2024
      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        Mar 24, 2024
      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        ❤️
        Mar 29, 2024
    15. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Are earplugs a waste of time? Ive been wearing them since the beginning. Ive experimented with many different kinds.But I continue to worsen
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      2. Joshua Macleod
        Joshua Macleod
        They've been really beneficial for me, I think.
        Feb 28, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Joshua Macleod I think I'm just going to get custom solids. Filtered don't seem to be enough, and I use the strongest filters available for my customs (ACS Pro26).
        Feb 28, 2024
      4. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        I’ve gotten worse from wearing them. That’s why I stopped pretty much.
        May 1, 2024
    16. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      At this point, this Auricle device will only get me to less horrible tinnitus. If I could have had it before Dec. I may have been saved.
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      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        It wont save me either :(
        Feb 28, 2024
      3. cyberspace
        cyberspace
        Need to combine it with XEN-1101
        Feb 29, 2024
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    17. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      The alarm going off on me at target has definitely made things worse. I'm hanging on by a thread.it's crucial i find a job in the next month
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        But how can I with this much adversity? It's a struggle to function. If I owned a gun I'd have used it already.
        Feb 28, 2024
      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        @kingsfan Don't say that. I know life feels unbearable. It does for me too. We have to believe in better days. I have hope for you
        Mar 4, 2024
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        We have to believe these hardships will end for us
        Mar 4, 2024
    18. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I cant take this stress anymoreTruck besideme set off itsalarm as I was changing earplugsin my carThen setthe alarm off at the grocery store
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        the gabapentin.
        Feb 28, 2024
      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Sorry to hear this. Really am. Hopefully with time it goes back down. I feel like it’s like trying to avoid air when we go out. Stressful and impossible.
        Feb 28, 2024
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @4Grace I'm surprised anyone could read my rambling. I was on my phone in the parking lot just having a mental breakdown.

        Too many mistakes on my part. I should have been just doing curbside orders instead of going into stores these past 3 years. I probably would have avoided a lot of misfortune. Feels too late to bother now.
        Feb 28, 2024
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    19. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Cool cool cool. Set off the alarm at Target twice. That thing is at ear level when you walk through it. Not gonna freak out....
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        My ears have that pressure like they need to pop again, but my eustachian tubes are completely clear. Worrying. I can't believe I forgot there was a security tag on my stuff. I'm never careful enough. I really think I have ADHD and it's a terrible combination with Tinnitus.
        Feb 27, 2024
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    20. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Not T related,but I'm losing the hair on my legs and they burn when I wear pants. I look goofy & even uglier now
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    21. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Just the usual, "I would do anything to have my tinnitus the level it was previously" post...
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      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        Give me Nov 2023 or give me death :(
        Feb 25, 2024
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    22. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      wow my tinnitus is insane tonight. It's like a plasma gun charging then resets, causing a zapping sensation, then charging up again.
      1. 4Grace
        4Grace
        :(
        Feb 22, 2024
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        Same here…mine is seriously pissed off about something!
        Feb 22, 2024
      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Suffering is interesting. I have had pain in my ear. Kinda went away. Now massive soar throat for months. Swollen lymph node. If the pain goes away I feel like this blasting T won’t be so bad. The pain is unbearable. I would appreciate just T. A least for a short while.
        Feb 22, 2024
    23. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I was actually stringing together some decent days until I ran some errands today. Back to end of December levels.
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    24. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      What's the point if AI will replace anything I've worked hard to learn. Might as well put the barrel to my head now and save time.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        Human beings have really made a point out of making this planet inhabitable. In so many ways
        Feb 19, 2024
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Juliane Our purpose is to fulfill the ultra wealthy. That whole "a nice recession will [solve the return to office dilemma]" that mega-wealthy CEO said and Bob Iger saying that actors losing their homes will force them to end the strike is messed up.
        Feb 26, 2024
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      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @RunningMan And the AI bootlickers solution is to "transfer to new roles specializing in prompt-writing" is ridiculous. Artists, designers, engineers don't want to sit around and write prompts. They want to create hands-on.
        Feb 26, 2024
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    25. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Few things hurt quite like hearing your teenage child tell you they are saving up to visit you bc you can't afford to visit them...
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        I'm about to just let my tinnitus worsen and get a job at a factory or construction or something, anything to get out of this shame
        Feb 15, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Widening your net is probably a good idea. Good luck in your search. Sucks about the tech layoffs.
        Feb 15, 2024
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    26. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Just found a piece of my cat's string toy is missing. I think he ingested it. Distraught whether to go to get x-ray, but I have little $$$
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Tryn2BHopeful maybe 2 inches of a thin, stretchy, elastic string. I have read it can entangle around the intestines and kill the tissue. I just don't know if it's long enough for that to happen.
        Feb 13, 2024
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      3. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        hrm.... you would think if it was on a cats toy it would be safe! I get what your saying though.
        Feb 13, 2024
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      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Tryn2BHopeful I already had to take him before because he ate a toy. That one was like a fluffy worm. I usually put everything away when unsupervised, but I guess I forgot this one time.
        Feb 13, 2024
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    27. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Those stupid little alarms in Best Buy went off twice while I was there today. My watch only said 67dBa, so fingers crossed.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @ZFire @Barry098 I bought the watch specifically for that a couple weeks into my tinnitus nightmare.

        It was mainly bc I was so accustomed to loud sound I had no idea of what healthy volumes were.
        Feb 12, 2024
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      4. ZFire
        ZFire
        Seems really useful!
        Feb 13, 2024
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      5. Barry098
        Barry098
        I might get one. I’m constantly wondering about SPL’s in my environment
        Feb 14, 2024
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    28. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Anhedonia is a $%^&*
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    29. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      It's like my family knows when I'm having a bad T day and make all the noise they can.
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      2. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I asked my wife as she was about to start vacuuming right next to me what she was doing and I got a disgusted response that she was going to vacuum. I said we'll can I leave the room? She doesn't get it.
        Feb 4, 2024
      3. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I don't want to be this way, but a little empathy and understanding would go a long way.
        Feb 4, 2024
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      4. gameover
        gameover
        @Tryn2BHopeful I am sorry. I cannot imagine such a reaction from a partner.
        Feb 6, 2024
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    30. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      weird how I can go a couple of days without this nasty new ringing, and then it just pops up in the middle of the day out of nowhere
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      2. BellaMia
        BellaMia
        Happens to me too. New rings come and go. Also the heartbeat in my left ear comes and goes. What a strange condition.
        Feb 3, 2024
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @BellaMia I've had the heartbeat thing on and off many times. Seems to always appear when my tinnitus has permanently worsened and then goes away after a couple months. Still waiting for it disappear again this time.
        Feb 3, 2024
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    A town near you
    Occupation:
    Writer & Producer of Cleaver
    Tinnitus Since:
    9-17-2020
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    turning everything up to 11