Recent content by lillah50

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    The Positivity Thread

    I'm so happy that a lot of people DEAL with it so now I'm doing the same. I cried a lot and stayed in my room. No more! I will pretend It's not there and begin my life starting today. Thank you for giving me hope. God bless you all and I pray everyday becomes easier.
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    Please Stop Ringing

    Thanks to everyone that wishes me well. Also, you have to vest 10 years with the state in order to get a pension. They terminated me 9.2 years so I have no pension. I never knew evil existed until I started working with the state. I loved my job. I worked with developmental disabled adults and I...
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    Please Stop Ringing

    also when I started working for the state the tinnitus was very low, easy to deal with. I was happy and my life was going very well. I never experienced racism before so when I was getting teased and constant write ups, it took me a while but I realized they didn't promote African Americans. All...
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    Please Stop Ringing

    politics, they all stick together. It's horrible how people treat the disabled. When I was terminated I had 4 different termination dates. I was a liability to the state but I came to work and did my job. A lot of nepotism went on. I was due for a promotion and didn't get it. I was written up...
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    Please Stop Ringing

    I have and because of the racism no one would help me. It happened in 2009. I wrote the senator, governor ton's of people but no one will help me. I didn't even know I was terminated until I received a phone call from my union rep and she did nothing. The ringing NEVER stops. I stay in my room...
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    Please Stop Ringing

    Tinnitus destroyed my life. I have menieres disease on top of that. I worked for a state facility for almost ten years and was terminated while on FMLA. My supervisors used to tease me saying I came to work drunk. I was out for a week getting Gentymicin injections in my ear. They would say I'm a...