Recent content by Marina Moon

from the bottom of my heart I enjoy going on walks, but it wasn't until tinnitus that I hadn't become aware of all the loud sounds around me. Today I was more cautious while going for a walk and covered my ears while passing by landscapers, but now it makes me want to cry. A normal and relaxing...

@ECP Thank you! I can already tell that it feels better week by week :D I thought about this earlier and it really does feel strangely gratifying in perspective to everything else. The improvement reminded me how fast healing can occur, for some things. Being stuck in my chronic health issues...

Chronic pain stripped away any little freedoms i had left....but at least i can drive.

something is wrong with me. this isn't a simple textbook case of tmd, and i hate myself for self-diagnosing myself because now it has turned into a weapon used against me. My parents treat me like a normal case, like i have normal pains. 'if i grind my teeth i'll end up like you,' my dad told...

i hate my body. Why is my body my enemy? Why is it hurting me so? I want to be free from this existence.

in a hypothetical situation, say i fell down the stairs and couldn't get up, My sister would look down from the top and never lend a hand. There would be me, pleading for help, while she'd look down in disgust and codemn me for yelling. Just today, she wouldn't even open the door for me because...

But i got my hopes up and i'm no better or worse. No doctors or PTs want to bothered to investigate a confusing case like mine. They should do their damn job. i hate medicine, i hate how cowardly these 'professionals' are all acting. Cowardly, mean, dismissive. Only someone who has a problem...

I told him about all the other pain of my body, how so much of it is left sided and between my shoudler blades. He really...dismissed it like the other PTs who dismiss my facial pain. From both of their perspectives, neither pain is related to the other. It was a depressing session. I seriously...