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WTF is wrong with me!? :X :(

Bed, quiet, T began sounding like PacMan, then my HR went skyhigh, then I hear "ahh" pulsating fast bilaterally and vision flashing white.

Quercetin seems to be making pulsatile T worse. Lower hearing scores on my tests. And perhaps worse distortion. I now have a ribbit ribbit..

Mirtazapine and Diuretics might actually help the distortions. But holy cow batman exhaustion. Bromelain and Quercetin next!

Lasix appears to have done very little. My "good" ear also now growls as it does in the morning....clue?

Trying Lasix again being desperate,...Split second low tones each second to live with isn't living.

Wishing so badly I could escape into music without hearing distortions. Getting more suicidal by the week.

Benzos/Kava still eliminates a good 50% of the distortion. It's nice to be able to speak without hearing shit in my voice.

Distortions everywhere, in my voice, in her voice....fml. Seriously gonna blow my head off if this keeps up or worsens...It's just too much

Distortions in my voice, everyone's voice.

@kingsfan your post sounds like something similar Ive had. It did go down.

lost hearing in left ear but only 30dB at a SINGLE frequency (8khz)...it came back but shitty T as 8 months ago is back.anyone?

Huge spike new fucking annoying buzzing flies in right ear now. Thought they were real, been looking around like an idiot. Benzoing this bs!

T gets better on exercise. Worse for no reason. A Vacuum in the ear canal makes it go Wah WAaaah.ENTs should try to fix that shouldn't they?

Went from doing better to doing worse.

droning up and down the scale of notes, in my ears, every damn morning. Is this hydrops?

Tinnitus alarm clock at 3am goes VerrrroooOOOMMM! One ear then the other then he'll why not both ears! Every night for weeks now. W.T.F!?!

How do you deal with T related job performance issues where you panic/distracted from the noise and about to get fired? Yes they know I T

Been trying Ginko again with carnitine. Getting new noises, other ones have diminished greatly.

I worked out, and took a zopiclone, was heavenly. Then had low doppler zzaaaAAP!! sounds from both ears randomly at 3am. Real god damn fun.

I worked out, and took a zopiclone for work. First time in a while.

Having a job where shit collapses if you aren't there only helps distract you from the insanity. At least I can still work.

Seashell from hell last night. I was asleep and it woke me up. Was epically loud. Like drowning Then my brain must've inhibited it.Terrified

Well. Clonazepam still works. And still spikes me with Satan noise once it wears off. High T is one thing but distortion..#walkintotraffic

So the only thing I did differently was worked out intensely, hours later get a new tone in my ear, loud. Ear went deaf for 5 seconds and E!

Just got a brand new mid loud as hell tone in my mostly silent ear. FML.

Ah well was good while it lasted for 5 minutes. Feels worse than ever now.

Today is a better day.

Windy outside. Taking a new diuretic/betahistine. Didn't. Hear. Any. Distortion.

No change in sodium blood level...oddly...but T is being affected, exchanging thumps for twinkles.