Recent content by PennyCat

I genuinely don’t know what to do anymore. I reached habituation and then the rug was pulled from under my feet and now I’m worse off than I’ve ever been. I keep getting new tones because my nervous system is shot. I can’t calm down, can’t stop obsessing, researching, crying.

@BrOKeN_1 Thanks for the insight, I really appreciate it. I haven’t been able to pick it up yet because my pharmacy and their warehouse are apparently out of stock, so I have to try to find a different pharmacy that has it and then wait for my psychiatrist to send in a prescription there. The...

@DimLeb It’s not ‘just’ anxiety. It’s so severe and debilitating, I can’t stop vomiting multiple times a day and crying all day. Nothing is helping. If I don’t have the support of medication I don’t think I’ll be here much longer

Ah okay @DorianP that makes sense, I only ever come here on mobile and was wondering why I couldn’t get it to work

I need my fan to sleep but the distortions scare me so much. I’ve vomited 3 days in a row from anxiety and I can’t stop crying all day every day. I don’t know how to get through this anymore

Hi @Hardwell, long time no see. Thanks for taking the time to write to me. It’s oddly comforting seeing some familiar people who were with me at my worst. It’s been really hard dealing with the loss of habituation and the new distortions/tones but I’m doing my best to plug along. Hopefully I...