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    SpiralPath reacted to ASilverLight's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    I'm at the end of my rope. Life at home is horrible and I'm in no position to move out. I've lost so much because of these damn loud intrusive...
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    SpiralPath reacted to ASilverLight's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Still having a tough time. I'm unfortunately one of those people who needs a reason for things and I'll probably never get one for my tinnitus and...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Harley's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    You have my deepest condolences, as your story is very upsetting (just like so many other stories on here). Being permanently exhausted with no...
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    The problem is for a lot of us there is no “global” or “bigger” picture. Our mental distress is a direct result of the physical/biological damage...
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    SpiralPath reacted to ASilverLight's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    I've had my fair share of mental issues before. The two years before getting tinnitus I was making pretty great improvements. Life started making...
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    SpiralPath reacted to acute's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    They believe that I am going to live on my knees. Being a complete waste of space and time. They are crazy. I am in an enormous level of suffering...
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    I don't want a semi-life, I don't want a semi-me like @GlennS explains sometimes. I WANT my FULLY ME. My full myself, what I could have done...
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    @SpiralPath, life sometimes throws us curveballs. Just when we feel on top of the world, a crash can happen. I have had so many ups and downs in...
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    @Mark F., Thanks for the kind words. I just hope you are right, and that there are better days ahead for all of us. This hope is truly all I have...
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    I understand the pain you are in. I was there too. I would bet that most, if not all of us here, have been through it. The first six months were...
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    Hey @Mark F., Thank you so much for the response. It really means a lot to me because I feel so lost right now. I am worried because I feel like...
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    SpiralPath reacted to HootOwl's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    I’m so fucking sorry acute. 3 years ago when my tinnitus worsened considerably I had a breakdown and told my mom I just wanted to swallow all my...
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    SpiralPath reacted to acute's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    lol I have had to spend two days locked in the hospital. They have forced me to say what they want to hear about tinnitus and suicide. Awful...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Labyrinthine's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    I'm so close to giving up. Literally everything hurts. This is so unjustified and unfair. Unbelievable. I am so heartbroken and powerless... I...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Orions Pain's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    I am struggling so much guys. When I initially came here I thought it was just tinnitus (which is already terrible). Then I realized my...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Kriszti's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    This. And that's what people don't understand. That this fear is not irrational. It's our reality. Everything I enjoy either requires quiet...
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    More than anything I’m missing the feeling of freedom. Buying concert tickets without second thought, saying yes to a vacation getaway and walking...
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    SpiralPath reacted to FGG's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    It's victim blaming essentially.
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    SpiralPath reacted to Orions Pain's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    THIS!! I’ve called almost every hospital in my area to find out what kind of MRI machine they use to find a quiet one and each time they’ve told...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Autumnly's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    WTH - ALL people!? How did people like Hazell ever get taken seriously??? I really hope we'll see a bigger patient movement eventually that pushes...
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    I would pay good money to witness the following experiment: 1) Mr Jonathan Hazell recieves a well placed kick in the groin with a steel toed work...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Capstan's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    I had such a good life until this shit stole it. I now sit on the suicidal thread and forums. This is such an unfair and horrific ending.
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    SpiralPath reacted to acute's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    It’s so fucking loud. Stupid thing. Stop. I wanna off myself so bad, as soon as I can. This fucking disease is torture.
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    I'm having a very bad day after having a very bad night. Lately I've been sleeping much better, but tonight I went to bad with an awful headache...
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    Your feeling of distress is as real as it gets. Don't let anyone tell you how you should or should not be feeling. Do not slip into the whole "I...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Agrajag364's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    If only there was a quick and painless method... I always used to hate to say stuff like that on this forum in case it encouraged anyone but oh my...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Bill Bauer's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Four hundred trillion is 400 million millions, which is 2* the probability that Two (and not 100,000) people independently selecting the winning...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Zugzug's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Honestly, I'm less upset that ENTs can't help than I am that they don't report the truth back to the researchers and create some form of advocacy...
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    This is how I feel too. I’m too early into it to actually be able to kill myself, I’m too Scared of that pain. So far the pain of my life hasn’t...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Christopher805's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Your description of the meltdown of your brain is truly accurate. My wife who has been my support the last 10 months recently contracted a...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Orions Pain's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Each time I have a good day, I'm reminded of my limitations. Tinnitus & hyperacusis are absolute torture. Being in discomfort 24/7, living in fear...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Tweedleman's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Tinnitus isn't simply bent hairs in the inner ear, and there is no way your Dr. examined your inner ear.
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    SpiralPath reacted to Harley's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    The fact that this is the most popular thread on Tinnitus Talk kind of speaks for itself. Because as of right now, there are still only 2 options...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Yuuls's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Getting harder and harder to hang in there every day. What is the point of being here if I am miserable daily. What am I living for? Like there is...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Stan M's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Wow, I hate this stuff. Tinnitus continues unabated 24/7 since 2/06/19. Constant. I am suicidal on and off. How could I not be? It keeps me...
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    But seriously, what is the point of continuing to live if nothing brings you happiness anymore. I can’t travel because air planes will probably...
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    At least cancer patients know if it gets worse there’s a treatment option. If treatment doesn’t work, they will die. They also get the sympathy of...
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    SpiralPath reacted to gameover's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    Yes, voluntary assisted death should be a human right. It should be easily available. One should be able to order a pill and take it as they...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Norm23's post in the thread Suicidal with
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    We have to suffer more than animals. It is absolutely inhuman. Tinnitus is the cruelest illness on Earth.
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    Hey! I read your story, and I think your emotional response to the onset of tinnitus is very similar to mine. Unfortunately, I am in the same trap...
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    Hi everyone, I wanted to give a brief update on where I currently stand, partly to create a bit of structure for myself, and also in the hope...
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    THIS! I totally understand, as I’m sure most of us here do. Welcome to a club of torture that few of us even knew existed. All I can say is to...
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    Hello everyone, After the success stories on this forum kept me from becoming completely suicidal for a few months, I have finally managed to...
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    Trigger warning: depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation, and emotional distress. Hey. This is going to be a long and sad story, so maybe grab...
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    I understand your frustration, but with all due respect, it is not appropriate to respond in such a harsh tone. If we are on Tinnitus Talk, it is...
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    I didn't get better at all in terms of tinnitus and ear related stuff but I'm kind of doing better in life compare to 10 months ago. At least I'm...
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    SpiralPath reacted to Elmer B Fuddled's post in the thread Chit Chat and All That... with
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    Homemade pizza on the new Traeger grill and smoker.
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    You seem to give very black and white answers. One size does not fit everyone, and I disagree with a lot of what you are saying here. Reading...
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    I am so unhappy and angry. This life is not worth living.
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    I left my band today. I had to give up another thing that I loved. Everyone was outraged and no one could understand it. After all, nobody had T...