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    tired of waking in a panic every single morning

    tired of waking in a panic every single morning
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    man i cant tell u that on here and i don't want to facilitate any action you take. sorry.

    man i cant tell u that on here and i don't want to facilitate any action you take. sorry.
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    I completely understand you. I will turn 30 in January. Can't accept this is my life. I've found...

    I completely understand you. I will turn 30 in January. Can't accept this is my life. I've found a method to end my life when I'm ready. Also dealing with chronic foot pain which makes even going for a walk and sleeping even harder. I get stressed and panicked every day but that just keeps...
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    Another Unfortunate Rambling Story: A Year of Tinnitus Setbacks

    I’ve grieved losing the future I wanted and everything I worked toward. I try not to feel anything now. I had awful luck but still tried hard, then I messed up, then more bad luck, then I messed up more, and all of that brought me from mild tinnitus, where I was almost getting over it last...
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    how often are you taking clonazepam? thinking to start it myself but worred about dependancy etc.

    how often are you taking clonazepam? thinking to start it myself but worred about dependancy etc.
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    I've only had T for 1.5 years but am 29 so yeah also young. Quite a few people on the reddit...

    I've only had T for 1.5 years but am 29 so yeah also young. Quite a few people on the reddit tinnitus are young too. But yea wish I had got further/more stable in life before this hit.
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    im sorry. i just worry about any meds making it worse, as you know. i have taken meds and regret...

    im sorry. i just worry about any meds making it worse, as you know. i have taken meds and regret it. i wish i had just combined all the natural remedies to create as strong effect as possible because that is better than potential med damage. i guess maybe try gabapentin as suggested above? all...
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    sometimes i hit stuff bcos im mad at T and then it makes a bang and spikes T lol :)

    sometimes i hit stuff bcos im mad at T and then it makes a bang and spikes T lol :)
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    Ideally avoid meds as you know. You could try all the herbal remedies possible. Lemon Balm...

    Ideally avoid meds as you know. You could try all the herbal remedies possible. Lemon Balm, Passion Flower, Gotu Kala, Valerian. Like buy all the loose herbs or supplements and combine them as much as you like for a stronger effect. Also, you live in Turkey right? Is there somewhere naturally...
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    death is tempting but so hard to achieve

    death is tempting but so hard to achieve
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    i feel you but easier said than done really. no way is easy and not always guaranteed

    i feel you but easier said than done really. no way is easy and not always guaranteed
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    hey Kam, I would say it's likely the Mirt is making it worse, you could try tapering off and...

    hey Kam, I would say it's likely the Mirt is making it worse, you could try tapering off and detoxing your body to see if that helps?
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    New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing

    Making a presentation...
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    Does it require you to hear the frequencies your tinnitus is at?

    Does it require you to hear the frequencies your tinnitus is at?
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    New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing

    Those of you outside the US, would you consider traveling to the US for treatment?