Agreed. I have been trying so hard to not let it take top priority in my brain. Allowed myself to have a more normal day yesterday, but went to bed anxious about consequences of doing so, and then when you wake up to it every day, it’s the worst reminder and immediate downer.
I keep trying but it's hard. I even try to see the bright side that it has gone down in volume monumentally from the beginning. But I started out severe/catastrophic and now completely feel I have PTSD from it knowing how LOUD it can go.
It's like knowing you have a grenade in your head that can go off anytime the rest of your life. I was that person that slept in complete dark and silence every night and you grieve all the moments you took for granted.
@LostinTX you said you have constant buzzing in your head. Mine is in my ears and head constant.Do you mean it’s on like the top of your head or your whole head?
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