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  • delta784
    I think i have cochlear synaptopathy due to glutamate excitoxicity which methylprednisolone caused rare as f
    delta784
    I had tinnitus my whole life basically very low level only right ear never bothered by it exploded after intravenous methylprednsilone became bilateral, gave me visual snow dysacusis and ear pain. the funny part is i used that medication for mild sound exposure i was actually aware how shitty severe ear problems are how idiot i am health anxiety and ocd ruined my life and my future. im only 30 im %100 sure i damaged my inner ear structure and i am last person on earth to deserve that shit i never been in loud stuff im asocial
    delta784
    I broke up with my girlfriend i supposed to marry we've been together 6 years thanks to my ears
    delta784
    I miss my old life going out without any problems seeing world clearer hearing much better. I will never forgive that doctor and myself never ever.
    delta784
    If my ocd goes away and i can go back in time i can heal myself september 25 2024
    S
    Have you seen any improvement at all in any way over the last year?
    delta784
    no mine got worse despite staying at home most of the time. its been 11 months
    S
    Hang in there. This stuff takes a long time to resolve. Some people don't see improvements until after 1 year. I'm 7 months in myself, going into month 8. This stuff rarely lasts forever. Are you getting any help for the OCD? That can exacerbate your symptoms as well.
    delta784
    This is my full name and where i live

    Alpay Tunc AGE 29

    Istanbul/Bayrampasa 34035

    I cannot bear with this anymore. I don't have guts to hurt myself but im tired my heart cannot take it anymore i never thought this will be my life but here we are please hug to your loved ones. If you have mild moderate tinnitus you can live, i never done loud things. mine is medication induced because of clueless ENT take care.
    H
    Are you managing to sleep at all, if not that something you can try to help first. Are you still taking clonazepam?Is it helping at all?
    delta784
    I am an idiot i couldn't do it and today new high pitch in right ear screams worst of the worst tone 15 khz i hope it goes away it happened many times always went away this time it feels different consistent high pitched why though? i dont even go outside i swear i never went to parties ever ever in my life If that high pitch doesnt go away im ruined im done
    M
    Hi delta784, just wondering how youre doing now. Im looking for some hope to get me through these bad times. My tinnitus is so extreme i just want to jump.off something high and die too. I know this would hurt my boyfriend and mum incredibly but i dont know what else to do. It is relentless and so painful. I don't see how anyone can habituate to this.
    delta784
    Today is the last day for me on planet earth hope you guys get better love y'all <3 Alpay out from Turkey
    H
    I dont know what to say besides we all understand. I hope you find the strength to keep fighting, we all love you.
    Kam75
    I hope you're not serious?! Don't do something like that. Tinnitus can improve, please be patient. It takes years.
    You have your whole life ahead of you, don't do anything foolish :(
    delta784
    I can't believe my life ended due to health anxiety and wrong medication usage for basically nothing. Now all i think about ending my life. I had no other option + i don't wanna live like a cockroach at the age of 29 thanks to my genes and thanks to my clueless brainless ent
    Kam75
    Hi mate, I lost mine at the age of 28. I'm 34 now. I know this horrible feeling. I'm like a zombie everyday because of the lack of sleep. I live isolated in my room, doing nothing. It is terrible. Personaly I don't want to kill myslef, but I don't want to live like this for the 40 years to come...
    delta784
    Should i break up with my girlfriend we've been together since 6 years i dont wanna waste her time.
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    delta784
    @Maruashen embrace what brother i cannot go outside without clonazepam my ears are hurting i didnt had any trauma all started after methylprednisolone intravenous damaged my ears and brain im stupid i have visual snow syndrome (i can live with it) i have terrible head tinnitus + and ear pain if my auditory shits got better i can live with vss easily.
    Maruashen
    I know it sucks. I cannot go outside either right now, but i know that time is crucial to healing and try to make small steps every day. Life is not easy, but it can be very rewarding, but sometimes to get to the rewarding spot we need to fight through the hard times.
    Ask yourself, what can i do today, to improve tomorrow? Try to get out of the negative loop, give it time, and take baby steps. You will get better.
    delta784
    sadly its torturous for me every single day it was so rewarding before all this. i never thought i would su*cide or jump out from a bed from a panic attack
    delta784
    I will suicide soon i have no other option at the age of 29. One simple mistake i read from these forums methylprednisolone intravenous ruined my life. My life was heaven. I never went to loud places i was asocial but one f'ing medication ruined my life. I have visual snow syndrome some nox dysacusis and tinnitus most bothersome is tinnitus by far
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    S
    Maybe just spend some more time healing. Peace and quiet for a few months. Get some CBT and work on yourself inside. I know how it feels to want to die because of these conditions. I never did loud things either and got this from an ear infection. I had zero control.
    4Grace
    Hang in there. You are not alone in your suffering. It could get better for you. Hope. Please hang on to hope. Anything can happen.
    dreamer16
    Don't do it, it might fade over time and get better. ♥ Update us when it inevitably gets better.
    delta784
    mine is caused by prednisolone which i used to avoid tinnitus i was so mild why? is it because of my veins?
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