L along the way

L along the way

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  • 4Grace
    Help ! Sooo loud. My God so loud and painful.
    L along the way
    oh man.. i feel you.. wish i had answers.. sometimes i just tell myself i have to sit it out, and one day will experience natural health & wellbeing again.. but it has been a long harsh road already.. we got to give it time i tell myself.. it's brutally harsh.. it will get better
    Yellowblue44
    @4Grace did the mri show anything?
    4Grace
    @L along the way - hello!!! How are you doing? If ever anyone sees me back here … it's a sign I am much worse. My God am i progressing. I have not been able to talk due to pain for over a year. I'm also in the best shape of my life because I bike 26 km a day. It's saving me and killing me at the same time.
    L along the way
    oh dear.. sorry to hear that.. but happy to read that you're in good spirits biking a lot. Myself... also ups & downs. Finding calmth for sleep has been an issue.. but it's been a bit better recently. Besides the physical pain from t, i'm also feeling a lot of emotional pain and sadness linked to it i guess.
    L along the way
    But well.. day by day.. trying to find inspiration too, distract myself a bit with gaming, eating healthy and going for long walks each day too.. i still kinda live on hope for a recovery with time
    4Grace
    @L along the way - good to hear from you. Yes, the physical pain is the worst. I find the only way I have a chance is to live a little but everything I do makes me worse. It's crazy. I did an MRI the other day. Nothing. Ufffff my ears are screaming. I could do T no pain maybe.
    4Grace
    Hey buddy. ❤️
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    L along the way
    Also, working less, going out more for walks, and finding some more comfort in distractions.. and doing daily mindfulness meditations and inspiration and such. And a better connection with family and friends i'm grateful for.
    L along the way
    A friend of mine has the perspective on T to accept.. i've been contemplating, but i don't know.. i'd say i still live on a hope that it will heal (lifestyle, time & sleep) or even for a next life that things will be better.
    L along the way
    But at the same time.. just going day by day.

    To just feel at ease, healthy & well.. it's worth the world eh.. i pray some day it will be so.

    Happy to hear from you, wishing you a good day my friend!!
    L along the way
    Man.. I would give so much for natural wellbeing. That is such a precious gift of life. My only hope, is hope, that it can be so one day.. these past years have been so harsh.. pff.. i feel like the only way i can continue is with the hope of it healing.
    orenge01
    Keep that hope up, I'm sure the time will come some day :)
    4Grace
    Hey buddy. I miss you and love you. So happy to hear your sleep is better.
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    L along the way
    Can I add.. i still have hope in the healing journey.. that's basically what I live on I guess.. The thing is.. without dramatisation.. t just is such a discomfortable affliction, and it interfered with my daily life in the form of having a good night's rest.. and just to experience wellbeing. Man.. I pray for these things
    4Grace
    You speak of euthanasia and it makes a tear run down my face. Life does not accommodate this horrific condition. I want to tell you that I understand. You are not alone. Your feelings are valid. It's okay to feel what you feel. I isolate due to extreme pain but loved ones see this is as a sign of weakness. Isolation in itself can become impossible for some.
    4Grace
    I wish at the least my words would be understood with my family. At this point I struggle to see how human compassion is zero. I love you brother keep the hope.
    L along the way
    I have been able to sleep a lot lately. Im grateful for that. Sleep is a basic need, and it has been an issue for long sadly enough. A good night's rest is very valuable.
    L along the way
    This is just ridiculous.. sorry.. i've been really going through it lately. The belief that it can get better in time is my only hope. This is absolutely ridiculous.. pff.. i hope we can experience wellbeing, calm & stillness some day
    L along the way
    Pff.. neighboors annoying sounds at night... doesn't help for a relaxing night's rest. I wish i could live somewhere more quiet
    L along the way
    And truly, my only hope is that with enough time, the body can rejuvinate and restore wellbeing with time. Wellbeing is the highest weallth
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    L along the way
    @4Grace wow.. intriguing/hopeful to read that. I'm not sure i understand, but still.. i find it positive too, the peace part. As for here... yesterday i went to sleep at 11, still were awake at 4am. This sort of thing has been plaguing me for months. My ears basically really feel injured, and then sometimes i get so many negative thoughts while laying there, waiting to fall asleep.
    L along the way
    Acoustic harm has caused a physical injury, which i can hear as the t... invisible.. it's a scary thing frankly. Still i live on the hope that it can get better over time. But allow me to complain.. it really has been hard and enduring so much. Better days to come i keep telling myself.
    L along the way
    There are moments of peace, but real more lasting peace is what i long for. Following a natural lifestyle & praying for wellbeing indeed. Wishing a good day brother, cool and ease
    L along the way
    I'm repeating.. but well.. i try to live a healthy lifestyle, give it time, sleep when i can, distract with comedy something, calming sounds
    L along the way
    I find tinniituss really a harsh reality of acoustic torture, caused by acoustic harm/damage. It's so disruptive in many ways to me..
    L along the way
    I haven't had a good laugh for some time.. but that show really is funny if you ask me. Go check, now, and let's just be still. Uff heh..pff
    BrOKeN_1
    Good ol dumb humor. I'm just finishing up the office myself. A good comedy can help lighten the load.
    L along the way
    Man.. i'm repeating.. but i really hope for some day things may be well
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    L along the way
    @4Grace the strange thing is though.. i see myself writing positive comments on here, but in actual life.. sadly, negativity has been more my experience.. man.. longing for just wellbeing
    L along the way
    I don't know, it's like i don't want to upset here.. but in myself.. i've had just so much negative repeating thoughts about this so much of the time (this is torture, this is suffering).. by itself it's already tiring, i get tired of myself. It has basically been enduring.. pff.. hope we will find rest & wellbeing in time to come.. man.. respect
    4Grace
    L along the way
    Also been watching movies again lately.. distractions for now..
    4Grace
    That's good news. Distracting with a movie if you can. I really feel like you are going to be okay. Honest. Just some time.
    L along the way
    I'm learning here, with the feedback. I mean.. it sounds so simple.. give it some time, everything fine. The sad truth is, i also don't know. I guess it's also.. because of the discomfort/suffering.. the moment is just not.. pleasant.. the idea that something better can come in time may be just a coping mechanism, but i mean.. it's helpful to be able to endure the situation. But man.. how i just long for a good day..
    L along the way
    Wellbeing.. looking forward to experiencing a day of ease & wellbeing once again
    4Grace
    It's coming. You have the perfect mind set.
    L along the way
    Well, that's kind, but it's not so.. my mind set swings all the time quite frankly. Sometimes i feel like i'm fooling myself with positivity talk, because sadly my situation hasn't been enjoyable these past years. Hope that something better can come.. i dunno.. it feels like it helps me through..
    L along the way
    Today i'm not in the mood for tinnitus..
    BLUESTAR1955
    How did yours get that way the tinnitus is it more than one reason
    L along the way
    Acoustic harm :( i went to rave parties in my youth.. and one of them (volume) was beyond all proportions.. man.. i think they should inform or protect the public, especially youth who at young age weren't aware (i didn't know at all what i was getting myself into).
    L along the way
    Luckily nowadays i hear around me more that youths are having earplugs with them when they go out. For me, i just hope it is possible that t from acoustic harm can actually heal with time
    L along the way
    I keep telling myself to have patience, to give myself as much of plenty of time, i hope we can experience wellbeing once again some day
    L along the way
    I hope i can at least sleep well again some time. Man.. just rest.. sleep is like a medicine i believe. I pray that some day things be well
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    L along the way
    My friend @4Grace , please don't feel this way. You're not a burden at all. Can we remind that we didn't ask for any of this in the first place. I appreciate your kinds words to me, and all your honest sharings. Any authentic expression, is a real expression.. i mean.. i wish life were just blissful, but sadly for some reason.. sometimes it's hardship and suffering..
    L along the way
    I wish i had a good mindset always, but there have been days where i just prayed.. to just fade away.. felt so done with this.. exhaustion.. crying, burning t.. racing thoughts, desperation.. insomnia.. just feeling of this being injust and suffering so badly.
    L along the way
    I don't wish others to suffer, but reading from others gives me some sense of not being alone in this. Thank you friend for sharing authentic, i wish we reach a better day. Natural wellbeing seems like heaven. I try to have hope that it is possible again in time.. an easeful day
    L along the way
    I feel sad about this, this has been so much suffering, caused by acoustic harm. I just wish rest. Healing. I pray it is possible, a new day
    4Grace
    Hey my friend. Hope you are doing better. Love you and I keep praying for you.
    L along the way
    Thank you. Ups and downs. Trying to follow a good flow, trying to not stay down. It has been harsh, but may things eventually get better, day by day, some life areas have improved, while some areas.. i just felt frustrated and down sometimes. The hurt and harm.. i hope it will heal.. I just try to do my best to follow a good flow on the new day. I hope you are well too buddy, I pray too.. love & greets
    ellees
    have you tried gabapentin? if so, did it worsen your tinnitus?
    L along the way
    Haven't tried it.. i sometimes take anti pain meds or a drink before sleep.. other than that i try to live a healthy lifestyle.. resting a lot, plant based food, inspiration and sometimes just distracting myself. But a balanced and healthy lifestyle feels valuable and inspiring, it gives me hope for a better future
    L along the way
    There's just a lot of sadness here.. last few weeks have been very rough. I try to allow the emotions. Praying for things to get better
    L along the way
    If there be a a 0.1% improvement by the day, i would directly sign for that. I wish a good outlook for the future. A new day, a better day
    L along the way
    A new day, hoping for a better day
    4Grace
    This will keep you going. I pray one day it will be that better day for you and everyone on here. Sharon is proof it can be done. Sadly I do not feel this applies to me.
    L along the way
    Thank you friend, i appreciate it a lot. But to be honest, i'm also not sure at all.. :( this stuff is absolutely berserk. I pray too, one day everything will be okay for us all who have to suffer from this. I don't know why, but let it all be not for nothing please, we've come too far. Endured so much.. Wishing strength & ease.. some better day
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