I have taken this drug on and off post-tinnitus. I don't feel any dependence whatsoever to it, but it have happen that I have waken up the next day and an extra pill is gone. I never put the pills in the same room I sleep. That means I have been sleepwalking to another room and taken it, but with no memory of doing it. Scary. However, this was easy solved by letting my family hide them from me.
Last night, I took this pill for the first time in two weeks. Everything went as normal. But my family forgot to hide them. I didn't think of it. I observed that they was at the kitchen, but did not think much about it.
After that. I have a complete blackout from around 00.00 to 12.00 next day. This is some of the stuff I have been doing:
- I have been playing online-poker, around 400 hands. (I have a poker program that logs everything I do)
- I have been to the super marked buying tobacco. (Luckily, I walked)
- I have taken a shower.
- I blocked my visa card, and opened it again after talking with a bank-dude on the phone. (I record phone-calls)
Then, the most scary part:
- I took seven!! more pills some time during the night. I don't know if I have been taking them all at once or partly through the night. But my family found me 5 in the morning walking around confused in the house. They got the picture when they found a empty pill box. My mother called 911, but it was not needed. They just said: "Give him a lot of milk, and get him to puke it out again.
I've read about other people doing crazy shit to. Like walking around naked out in the day, drive and crash, been violent. Gosh, I could never forgive myself if did something violent stuff to my family.
Nope, this drug is history for me. My family though I looked completely normal. Crashy Shit..
Last night, I took this pill for the first time in two weeks. Everything went as normal. But my family forgot to hide them. I didn't think of it. I observed that they was at the kitchen, but did not think much about it.
After that. I have a complete blackout from around 00.00 to 12.00 next day. This is some of the stuff I have been doing:
- I have been playing online-poker, around 400 hands. (I have a poker program that logs everything I do)
- I have been to the super marked buying tobacco. (Luckily, I walked)
- I have taken a shower.
- I blocked my visa card, and opened it again after talking with a bank-dude on the phone. (I record phone-calls)
Then, the most scary part:
- I took seven!! more pills some time during the night. I don't know if I have been taking them all at once or partly through the night. But my family found me 5 in the morning walking around confused in the house. They got the picture when they found a empty pill box. My mother called 911, but it was not needed. They just said: "Give him a lot of milk, and get him to puke it out again.
I've read about other people doing crazy shit to. Like walking around naked out in the day, drive and crash, been violent. Gosh, I could never forgive myself if did something violent stuff to my family.
Nope, this drug is history for me. My family though I looked completely normal. Crashy Shit..