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MPP CELEBRATES TODAY A NEW SUPPORT FORUM FREE OF TYRANNY AS WE MARCH TOWARDS OUR 100th PAGE!

Ukraine removes Soviet era statues

MEME TOWARDS THE CURE!

 

Today is a glorious day

 

wew

Lenin statue fail

Edit: 100th post

WEW

 

I don't want to sound scary but maybe you should try to see if you don't have any brain conditions that could be the root cause of all your problems ?

 

I think the worst thing is that it destroys your imagination and immersion, most of the life is based on images rather than reality, but once you cannot immerse to anything, life becomes meaningless...at least to me. It's brainfog 24/7.

The evolution didn't count on people blasting loud as fuck sounds. You have to remember electric tools and music only have existed for 200 years or so.

But anyway, this whole tinnitus experience has really taught me that we are just another animals species, nothing else really. The whole immersion of we're being anything more kinda got torn out from me once this happened, because you kinda realize that we really are just living meat and bad shit happens everyday in life for no reason. Animals get stuck on things and die, people get in car accidents, that's how the universe and nature works, life isn't as precious as we think. We only think that because we ourselves have survived long by miracle, maybe even longer than nature originally intended.

I've already kinda started to accept that I will never heal from this, because there are so many people in this world who got injured from something and never healed. It still doesn't mean that you have to accept or cherish a life like this if it has no quality and no meaning. I don't think there is a prize at the end or if there is, it's gonna be the same for everyone.

And I do not want to start shit, but I did find it kinda ironic that the same people who talked about ending a suffering pet because it has no quality of life are the same people who say keep living if you have T. What gives?

And seriously, when I first got T, I thought that maybe, just maybe there is something more to live with T, but nope, the search is over, after doing tons of researching and talking with many many people who has it, the universal truth seems to be it's all about coping. Unless you have a bigger picture what you want to achieve from life before dying, you are simply put: fucked, because T really takes away "smell the roses" and " *strecthing* hmmm what should I do today?" aspect of live. And people who say otherwise, tend to come back because they were relapsed or T got worse. That's how it is.

Rant over.

 

Great Post.

 

keep posting so we can get to page 100

 

Just to get to page 100

 

google images yields some gems from time to time

@threefirefour

 

Hugh died so we could have a cure to tinnitus.

 

LIFE WITH SEVERE T @threefirefour does your sound like his?

The Noise

 

That was depressing to listen to with headphones.

God i hope a cure arrives before mine ever has a chance to get that obnoxious

 

Mine is a bit lower than his is in terms of pitch. Mine also can be heard just like his everywhere.
I sleep much better than last month when I slept 1-4 hours per night. Now I sleep about 6 but its broken sleep.

 

This is how my tinnitus sounds like but just a bitch more high pitched than this.

YouTube DENTIST DRILL SOUND EFFECT - HIGH PITCHED

 

Mine is a hissing that used to be that bad, but now it's a fraction of that volume.

 

moshi moshi

thread bump desu

 

100 (hope i got it)

 

nah its mine

 

think again

 

lol

 

i claim page 100

 

I don't have enough post deletes left to kick you off the page again

 

MEME TOWARDS THE CURE!

 

wp jontron and MPP for making it this far

 

actuall you can call me Contrast, i have no idea why I decided to spell my username Contrast, I'm not a Jon I just choose that name out of random when one of my usual names on the internet is Contrast.