I think today may be the best day I have had yet. I really believe the fading is real. I will probably change my mind about that a million times today, but right now I feel pretty positive. I slept like a log last night. The temperatures are cooling off here, and I was so cozy in bed with the heat off, four blankets, and a nice fluffy pillow. I thought my "better" ear was acting up right after I woke up, but when I shifted six inches on the pillow, I could not hear it anymore, so it must have been a hum from an appliance.
Now that I am up, the volume of my tinnitus is maybe a 1 or 2. I am walking around the house, doing things, and not really noticing it. I notice it a bit when I sit down, but not much. I do have sound playing—a fountain sound from my Amazon Alexa layered with birds and river sounds from my phone—but the volume is low, so I only hear it when I am sitting. Looking back to where I was two months ago, this is a world of difference. The fading is slow, but I think I am on a positive trajectory.
I did have one of those half-awake, half-asleep dreams where your environment works its way into the dream right before you wake up. I dreamed I had gone to a tinnitus therapist, and the evaluation I got at the end said simply: Complaint: Tinnitus. Habituated? Not fully.
Hopefully, this will just fade into oblivion.
Now that I am up, the volume of my tinnitus is maybe a 1 or 2. I am walking around the house, doing things, and not really noticing it. I notice it a bit when I sit down, but not much. I do have sound playing—a fountain sound from my Amazon Alexa layered with birds and river sounds from my phone—but the volume is low, so I only hear it when I am sitting. Looking back to where I was two months ago, this is a world of difference. The fading is slow, but I think I am on a positive trajectory.
I did have one of those half-awake, half-asleep dreams where your environment works its way into the dream right before you wake up. I dreamed I had gone to a tinnitus therapist, and the evaluation I got at the end said simply: Complaint: Tinnitus. Habituated? Not fully.
Hopefully, this will just fade into oblivion.