Variables....?

[Jazzer]

My tinnitus noise is constant.
My suffering however is not.

Sometimes - some whole days - I suffer like hell. (I want to die....)
Sometimes - some days - I seem to be okay.
(I want to live....)

Active sufferance - Passive sufferance?

When I become interested in what I am reading, what I am writing, what I am doing, things go better for me.

Does this ring true for anybody? (Oh sorry)
Does this have the ring of truth? (Oh shit!)
Er.....does this occur to anybody else.....?