I've been living with my condition for 1 year and three weeks. It started rather harmlessly, when I sought out a hearing aid last year. I tried the hearing aid for about a month but handed it back to the audiologist, because it blocked out the more intimate conversations I wanted to hear, while raising the volume or din of the crowd. Soon after, I began hearing a ''roaring'' sound, which was joined by a ''whooshing'' sound about 3 months later. I`m inclined to think that a sound therapy that I hastily signed on to, called Sound Therapy International, from Australia, played a role in exacerbating my tinnitus, hence the ``whooshing sound``.
That's it in a nutshell save to say that I , like everyone else has tried to understand and cope with what we have in our own unique ways. I have read reams on the internet, everything pointed to ''PT'', but I haven't officially been diagnosed by a doctor as of yet. I did experience the usual ''you'll just have live with it'' from an ENT doctor in Winnipeg, Canada, waiting 6 months for a 10 minute appointment. For the most part we've been forced to make do on our own haven't we ?
Like everyone else who tries to live with tinnitus and PT, I too am always listening to my body, trying to make sense of the symptoms. When I do such and such, or eat such and such, this happens, etc., ironically this has been the most helpful method or way to educate one's self re: tinnitus. Don't underestimate the curative power of forums such as these.
I could go on with all my experiences, the panic, anxiety, the stay in hospital overnight on suicide watch, the hours spent on the internet, traveling all over the country looking for a cure, spending money on sugar pills from the internet, here's what I've come to understand about my tinnitus.
I believe I have pulsatile tinnitus given the symptoms, i.e., a pulsating sound with a heartbeat undertone, as well as a whooshing sound. Maybe I have both regular tinnitus and PT, rarely or sometimes I have another smaller roaring sound, all which occur in my right ear. I've listened and read the many ''ringing tinnitus'' accounts, my experience is different.
I've had 2 audiologists tell me that my tinnitus has a ''vascular'' component, the roar could easily be described as a hum. I've read other people who remark how their tinnitus changes a lot, ''ditto'', especially when one assumes various positions, re: the jaw or applying pressure on certain sides of the face or other parts of the body. Obviously this is confirming how one can change their tinnitus a little, as it pertains to their blood pressure.
Another peculiarity, lately, it's probably been a few months,where I've seen my tinnitus change once more. When I sit or lay down,my whooshing sound becomes louder, as opposed to when I stand or walk around, being busy or distracted . It's not the distraction as much as the change in posture that affects it, though I've come to appreciate how being busy can distract someone away from their tinnitus, is an important coping skill.
Many tinnitus sufferers swear by hearing aids, but my experience has been negative. This too indicates how very different we are despite sharing the many stories and symptoms of our tinnitus. I believe, as does my shrink and various others I've conferred with, that depression and anxiety triggered my anxiety. I turned a corner somewhat, when I started taking SSRI's. I dropped Zoloft due to the side effects, and ended up with Cymbalta 6omg. I also found a nutraceutical called Picamilon on the web, check it out.
About 12 years ago, I had angioplasty and have been a musician all my life, more noteably I play saxes. A tinnitus recipe if ever there was one. Perhaps I experienced tinnitus right after my attack, I do remember hearing some funny sounds some time after the attack when I was taking meds, but I habituated to the sound and never heard the sounds more than 4 - 5 times in a decade. I do have hearing loss in my right ear, the affected one, but didn`t experience a traumatic event (save the hearing aid) such as a rock concert that precipitated the tinnitus. I still play music, it decreases my anxiety and this is more helpful than not playing at all. My symptoms don`t get better when I stop, nor do the appreciably worsen when I play. I just wear cheap foam ear plugs.
I try to control my anxiety. This is it for me, easier said than done. We all chase our tails, symptoms cause anxiety, anxiety causes symptoms to rise. Again I have tried the meds to control the anxiety, as there is nothing yet that can control the tinnitus. I have also tried lateral inhibition as well as residual inhibition sound therapies, which also are worth checking out. In this regard, check out ``Audio - Notch`` from McMaster University, it`s very inexpensive as compared to the others on the net.
In finishing, I have some appointments with ENT doctors, and a neurologist. I still am at a miss to figure out if my tinnitus has gotten worse or better, am I just coping better now, probably. Anyways,hope someone out there finds some solace from my words.
Roger
That's it in a nutshell save to say that I , like everyone else has tried to understand and cope with what we have in our own unique ways. I have read reams on the internet, everything pointed to ''PT'', but I haven't officially been diagnosed by a doctor as of yet. I did experience the usual ''you'll just have live with it'' from an ENT doctor in Winnipeg, Canada, waiting 6 months for a 10 minute appointment. For the most part we've been forced to make do on our own haven't we ?
Like everyone else who tries to live with tinnitus and PT, I too am always listening to my body, trying to make sense of the symptoms. When I do such and such, or eat such and such, this happens, etc., ironically this has been the most helpful method or way to educate one's self re: tinnitus. Don't underestimate the curative power of forums such as these.
I could go on with all my experiences, the panic, anxiety, the stay in hospital overnight on suicide watch, the hours spent on the internet, traveling all over the country looking for a cure, spending money on sugar pills from the internet, here's what I've come to understand about my tinnitus.
I believe I have pulsatile tinnitus given the symptoms, i.e., a pulsating sound with a heartbeat undertone, as well as a whooshing sound. Maybe I have both regular tinnitus and PT, rarely or sometimes I have another smaller roaring sound, all which occur in my right ear. I've listened and read the many ''ringing tinnitus'' accounts, my experience is different.
I've had 2 audiologists tell me that my tinnitus has a ''vascular'' component, the roar could easily be described as a hum. I've read other people who remark how their tinnitus changes a lot, ''ditto'', especially when one assumes various positions, re: the jaw or applying pressure on certain sides of the face or other parts of the body. Obviously this is confirming how one can change their tinnitus a little, as it pertains to their blood pressure.
Another peculiarity, lately, it's probably been a few months,where I've seen my tinnitus change once more. When I sit or lay down,my whooshing sound becomes louder, as opposed to when I stand or walk around, being busy or distracted . It's not the distraction as much as the change in posture that affects it, though I've come to appreciate how being busy can distract someone away from their tinnitus, is an important coping skill.
Many tinnitus sufferers swear by hearing aids, but my experience has been negative. This too indicates how very different we are despite sharing the many stories and symptoms of our tinnitus. I believe, as does my shrink and various others I've conferred with, that depression and anxiety triggered my anxiety. I turned a corner somewhat, when I started taking SSRI's. I dropped Zoloft due to the side effects, and ended up with Cymbalta 6omg. I also found a nutraceutical called Picamilon on the web, check it out.
About 12 years ago, I had angioplasty and have been a musician all my life, more noteably I play saxes. A tinnitus recipe if ever there was one. Perhaps I experienced tinnitus right after my attack, I do remember hearing some funny sounds some time after the attack when I was taking meds, but I habituated to the sound and never heard the sounds more than 4 - 5 times in a decade. I do have hearing loss in my right ear, the affected one, but didn`t experience a traumatic event (save the hearing aid) such as a rock concert that precipitated the tinnitus. I still play music, it decreases my anxiety and this is more helpful than not playing at all. My symptoms don`t get better when I stop, nor do the appreciably worsen when I play. I just wear cheap foam ear plugs.
I try to control my anxiety. This is it for me, easier said than done. We all chase our tails, symptoms cause anxiety, anxiety causes symptoms to rise. Again I have tried the meds to control the anxiety, as there is nothing yet that can control the tinnitus. I have also tried lateral inhibition as well as residual inhibition sound therapies, which also are worth checking out. In this regard, check out ``Audio - Notch`` from McMaster University, it`s very inexpensive as compared to the others on the net.
In finishing, I have some appointments with ENT doctors, and a neurologist. I still am at a miss to figure out if my tinnitus has gotten worse or better, am I just coping better now, probably. Anyways,hope someone out there finds some solace from my words.
Roger
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