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Will more than likely be dead this week. I have had enough. Goodbye.

This is the month im killing myself if i dont see improvement. I have my suicide kit ready for use and I have no regrets whatsoever.

Eagerly awaiting my 3 tesla mri results...

Getting MRI with contrast of inner and temporal bone CT scan with specific instructions by my neurotologist... heres hoping i dont spike

I would kill a family in exchange for trobalt

I have had enough. Enough.

The mississippi river shall receive me if shit doesnt improve.

A severe PTSD attack lasting several hours gave me new tinnitus tones. How the fuck.

Sayonara to this shitty world on April 15 2021 if my health doesnt improve

Today is a better day for my ears. But a bad day for the rest of my body.

Low freq hearing gradually came back while taking potassium supplements, waiting to get betahistine and moduretic.

Anyone else here love to listen to free improvisation? It's the only type of music I can stand with my hearing problems.

מיר וועלן זיי איבערלעבן

My bloodwork results are absolutely crazy, hope doctors find out whats the cause of my hearing problems.

Pulsatile T and bass tinnitus very loud today. Feels like a rave is happening in my skull. Can my cochlear hair cells stop taking MDMA?