_Shoto_

I feel okay today. But I definitely can't go to a busy restaurants anymore. Just some fast food big chains alongside highway where 90% of ppl are going to drive-thru instead of going inside. Very sad because I loved buffets :c

It's funny how I don't notice my moderate hyperacusis at home or parks but any real loud place and my head is going to explode even with foam earplugs. Goodbye restaurants lol. Thank god I still can tolerate big fast food chains where they have only 5-7 tables inside because everyone is going to drive-thru

One more night of no sleep. I cannot understand how people can live in apartments. My neighbor #1 play games and screams slurs. Neighbor #2 and #3 left their dog on the balcony. It's 12am... I mentally can't take this anymore. 3 neighbors and all are awful pieces of shit :/

I wish I had some family members that live somewhere in the mountain village that has population of 22 people. No motorbikes, ambulances, barking dogs from all 3 directions. Just a small house in a village with garden at backyard and a forest nearby

Every day in a city is hell. And I don't have noxacusis. I can't imagine living in a city with nox...

Be very careful with that high dose benzo. I limit myself to 0.5 mg Lorazepam once every 3 days. And that Clonazepam dose you took is 6 times as potent and a much longer half life. People report tolerance building pretty quickly, even when taken only 2 or 3 times per week at a lower dose.

Hi @RunningMan. Thanks for the comment but don't worry. I use clonazepam only once every 30-60 days, but at bigger dose. I want to keep tolerance as low as possible, but enjoy my T/H-free day as much as possible. Low doses do nothing and big ones upping tolerance very fast, so I would like to experiment with moderate doses once a month/two

So many narcissist dog owners

It didn't work. I could hear my neighbors typing on their keyboard and breathing. I have no idea why they make walls from paper in the USA. I have been to many countries in Europe and I have never experienced anything like this. I didn't even know it was possible to make walls off paper/cardboard. Anyway, I'm just going to sleep on my back in earmuffs for gun shooting. Discomfort over pain

I still can't believe I'll have to live in this apartment for another year. Not only are there loud barking dogs in every single apartment, but there is also a motorcycle that passes by every single morning at 4:55 am. And HVAC units of the 2nd floor are right below my bedroom windows, which means it's always 70-75 db inside the room. This is so much hell for my ears. I want to live in forest somewhere in Vermont

Tell me about it, I built a pc right before my T appeared and the gpu has coil whine that makes my T flare up smh

@SumGuy I ordered 2 new pairs of headphones 2 days before my T onset and they arrived the day after this tragedy :') I was soooo pissed. I still tested them out but on very low volume lol

4 mg is a huge dose. It's 16 times as potent as the benzo dose I take. It should help with anxiety when you first start using it, but it will build tolerance and become less effective when you take large doses frequently. And worse effects if you try to wean off.

we are close in age, such a shame we are cursed by this. Lets hope for the best

@_Shoto_ for what it’s worth, I think everyone or nearly everyone has visual snow in darkness. I think that’s fairly natural from what I’ve read. That being said, Trobalt isn’t very safe.

Where can you even get trobalt now?

@Gateway in pharmacies in Spain and Mexico. Online as well. Probably labeled as a research chemical and shipped from China or something

Tbf in the grand T/H world that isn't very long atall. I didn’t see improvement in my T till atleast 8 months in and it was a very very small improvement.

Don't say that too loudly lol apparently there is no such thing as overprotection!

You might of had sound sensitivity from over protecting your ears.

Can you modulate your T with neck or head movements?

@Utdmad89 no but 3 months ago I accidentally did something and my T got louder for 10 seconds. Yesterday was the second time this happened. However, I can't do this whatever I want. I try to open my mouth, yawn, touch neck and face but nothing happens. So weird

That does sound weird. I don't think yours is somatic. But tbf Doc Shore said mot was somatic even if you can't do it with movements.

@_Shoto_ i should definitely get into it then, I’ve heard it was good!!! I haven’t been watching much lately, last thing I watched was probably either one piece or blue lock

@lanterns&coffee ohh I loved blue lock! When you have time I also suggest to watch Noragami. Probably my favorite anime of all time. It's very unique too! So far all my friends liked it lmao

@_Shoto_ I’ve heard of noragami but never really watched it, maybe I should :-)

Child-free apartment too