_Shoto_ Jul 25, 2024 Why am I such a severe case? I never attended concerts or parties. I can't believe i have to suffer for the next 40-50 years. Oh my god
Why am I such a severe case? I never attended concerts or parties. I can't believe i have to suffer for the next 40-50 years. Oh my god
_Shoto_ Jul 25, 2024 I'm not sure I can keep going. I'm trying to distract myself with everything. It just getting worse and worse. Pink noise don't help anymore
I'm not sure I can keep going. I'm trying to distract myself with everything. It just getting worse and worse. Pink noise don't help anymore
_Shoto_ Jul 25, 2024 I feel absolutely the worst since the trauma onset 7 or 8 months ago. Absolutely catastrophic. My head hurts so much. Especially inner ears
I feel absolutely the worst since the trauma onset 7 or 8 months ago. Absolutely catastrophic. My head hurts so much. Especially inner ears
_Shoto_ Jul 25, 2024 I feel like my ears are inflamed inside. This is not a life. This is an existence
_Shoto_ Jul 25, 2024 Last 2 days my ears hurt more than usual, ringing is louder. Something is broken and I'll never know that. A nerve? Hair cells? A muscle?
Last 2 days my ears hurt more than usual, ringing is louder. Something is broken and I'll never know that. A nerve? Hair cells? A muscle?
_Shoto_ Jul 24, 2024 Dysacusis is completely gone but T is 9/10 and it's been like this for a week. So probably a new norm for me. Gonna habituate again
Dysacusis is completely gone but T is 9/10 and it's been like this for a week. So probably a new norm for me. Gonna habituate again
_Shoto_ Jul 24, 2024 Can I print out articles from Wikipedia and give them to my neurologist? Is that rude? I just know he knows nothing but I need meds from him
Can I print out articles from Wikipedia and give them to my neurologist? Is that rude? I just know he knows nothing but I need meds from him
_Shoto_ Jul 24, 2024 My dysacusis and diplacusis are gone after one week. Fuck smoke alarms. I genuinely thought this was my new reality. I'm so happy! So happy!
My dysacusis and diplacusis are gone after one week. Fuck smoke alarms. I genuinely thought this was my new reality. I'm so happy! So happy!
_Shoto_ Jul 22, 2024 20 years of Susan's life is my last hope for a better life, or a life at all. I swear, she is like a God to me. I'm in so much pain rn
20 years of Susan's life is my last hope for a better life, or a life at all. I swear, she is like a God to me. I'm in so much pain rn
_Shoto_ Jul 22, 2024 Can some one tell me here why I decided to open that semi-plastic salad box without ear protection? I had earmuffs 5 feet away from me...why
Can some one tell me here why I decided to open that semi-plastic salad box without ear protection? I had earmuffs 5 feet away from me...why
_Shoto_ Jul 22, 2024 Well. It's been less than 2 hours since I opened that damn salad and now I can hear my tinnitus spike. Both ears. Very unpleasant waves...
Well. It's been less than 2 hours since I opened that damn salad and now I can hear my tinnitus spike. Both ears. Very unpleasant waves...
_Shoto_ Jul 22, 2024 I will never go to kitchen without double protection ever again lmao. So far no worsening, but "81" is still too loud, even if it's just sec
I will never go to kitchen without double protection ever again lmao. So far no worsening, but "81" is still too loud, even if it's just sec
_Shoto_ Jul 22, 2024 Opened the salad that was packaged in a semi-plastic container. The sound was 81db according to smartwatch. Felt like 200. I almost fainted
Opened the salad that was packaged in a semi-plastic container. The sound was 81db according to smartwatch. Felt like 200. I almost fainted
_Shoto_ Jul 21, 2024 My local Walmart has speakers on every entrance and they are set to 112-125 decibels according to my smartwatch AND my db meter from Amazon
My local Walmart has speakers on every entrance and they are set to 112-125 decibels according to my smartwatch AND my db meter from Amazon
_Shoto_ Jul 19, 2024 Just found out about Diplacusis. It has four types. I think I have Diplacusis binauralis or Diplacusis dysharmonica. I'm not sure lol
Just found out about Diplacusis. It has four types. I think I have Diplacusis binauralis or Diplacusis dysharmonica. I'm not sure lol
_Shoto_ Jul 19, 2024 Proud to be pretty severe case of all things on this forum. At least I'm good at something: collecting extremely rare disabilities
Proud to be pretty severe case of all things on this forum. At least I'm good at something: collecting extremely rare disabilities
_Shoto_ Jul 19, 2024 Dysacusis is very irritating. I hope I'll get used to it just like I got used to hyperacusis and tinnitus. Barely got used to but accepted
Dysacusis is very irritating. I hope I'll get used to it just like I got used to hyperacusis and tinnitus. Barely got used to but accepted
_Shoto_ Jul 19, 2024 Trying to enjoy small things because enjoying big things is no longer possible for me lol. Bought ice cream for $4 instead of usual $2.99
Trying to enjoy small things because enjoying big things is no longer possible for me lol. Bought ice cream for $4 instead of usual $2.99
_Shoto_ Jul 19, 2024 Nurse practitioner in my family doc office asked to remove earplugs and then screamed in my ear. I have no words but I'm not surprised lol
Nurse practitioner in my family doc office asked to remove earplugs and then screamed in my ear. I have no words but I'm not surprised lol
_Shoto_ Jul 19, 2024 I'm gladly want to announce that now I'm officially diagnosed with dysacusis in my left ear. Credits to smoke alarm with 120(!) decibels yay
I'm gladly want to announce that now I'm officially diagnosed with dysacusis in my left ear. Credits to smoke alarm with 120(!) decibels yay
_Shoto_ Jul 19, 2024 I feel absolutely the worst. Probably cuz of 16 mg methylprednisolone. Ears hurt. Everything is disturbing my ears. Hopefully it's temporary
I feel absolutely the worst. Probably cuz of 16 mg methylprednisolone. Ears hurt. Everything is disturbing my ears. Hopefully it's temporary
_Shoto_ Jul 18, 2024 Less than a year ago I was a fully abled person with *okayish* future. I had everything. I lost everything. And will continue to loose all.
Less than a year ago I was a fully abled person with *okayish* future. I had everything. I lost everything. And will continue to loose all.
_Shoto_ Jul 18, 2024 My T will be getting worse in the future no matter what I do and how much I protect. These thoughts are really heavy. The truth hurts.
My T will be getting worse in the future no matter what I do and how much I protect. These thoughts are really heavy. The truth hurts.
_Shoto_ Jul 18, 2024 Going to PCP tomorrow to get referred to neurologist. I hope PCP will prescribe extra methylprednisolone for as needed basis. They won't tho
Going to PCP tomorrow to get referred to neurologist. I hope PCP will prescribe extra methylprednisolone for as needed basis. They won't tho
_Shoto_ Jul 18, 2024 My good ear got dysacusis. And all of this because of 3 seconds smoke alarm in a next room. Took methylprednisolone rn. 3 days later. 8mg
My good ear got dysacusis. And all of this because of 3 seconds smoke alarm in a next room. Took methylprednisolone rn. 3 days later. 8mg
_Shoto_ Jul 17, 2024 My faint wind tone in left ear is still raging up. I hate it so much. I can't sleep. Fuck fire alarms above 100 decibels. 75 is enough!
My faint wind tone in left ear is still raging up. I hate it so much. I can't sleep. Fuck fire alarms above 100 decibels. 75 is enough!
_Shoto_ Jul 15, 2024 Half a day after smoke alarm and so far my tinnitus is only 10% worse. Left ear got a new tone that's not that loud but still...I feel angry
Half a day after smoke alarm and so far my tinnitus is only 10% worse. Left ear got a new tone that's not that loud but still...I feel angry
_Shoto_ Jul 15, 2024 I'll unplug all smoke alarms in my new apartment I don't give a fuck. Holy shit how much pain I feel rn in my ears. Like lava inside of them
I'll unplug all smoke alarms in my new apartment I don't give a fuck. Holy shit how much pain I feel rn in my ears. Like lava inside of them
_Shoto_ Jul 15, 2024 I'm not eligible for SSI disability support and never will be. That means I'm stuck to 100% being homeless in the future. What a nice day...
I'm not eligible for SSI disability support and never will be. That means I'm stuck to 100% being homeless in the future. What a nice day...
_Shoto_ Jul 15, 2024 Mom triggered smoke alarms and now my ears in pain. I'm crying. This was the only time when I was not in my headphones/earplugs. Crying
Mom triggered smoke alarms and now my ears in pain. I'm crying. This was the only time when I was not in my headphones/earplugs. Crying