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Barry098

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Had an unusually low T month but then my ears were blasted this past Wednesday and I’m right back in T-hell. Apr 26, 2024 at 5:08 PM

    1. Barry098
      Barry098
      Looks like I am going to have to buckle in for a bumpy ride. Good news is I needed to lose some weight anyway so back to the distress diet.
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      3. Barry098
        Barry098
        @streifzug Last two major acoustic injuries I lost 30 lbs in about six weeks both times! Severe tinnitus is the most effective diet I’ve tried!
        Feb 12, 2024
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      4. streifzug
        streifzug
        It's really crazy. I hope you get better soon!
        Feb 12, 2024
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      5. Barry098
        Barry098
        Thanks @streifzug I’ll survive it…I have years of practice under my belt. Just disappointed that I’m back at ground zero once again.
        Feb 12, 2024
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    2. Barry098
      Barry098
      40 minute Epsom Salt bath sure helped relax the nervous system and bring down my blood pressure. T lowered to bearable for little while.
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      2. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        Barry098 When I found out I had Tinnitus I was devastated, the noise was so debilitating, my anxiety was so bad I lost 30 some pounds in less than 3 weeks. I have gained 5 pounds back , maybe a little more now need to weigh myself.
        Feb 15, 2024
    3. Barry098
      Barry098
      Choppy sleep last night, and intense distress upon waking this morning…back in tinnitus hell!
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      3. MatthewR
        MatthewR
        Barry you made me really happy with this comment <3
        Feb 11, 2024
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        @MatthewR I’m glad I could cheer you up. I’ve been on this forum for a long time because I am constantly pushing my ears to their breaking point. But I’ve noticed that most people come in super panicky but eventually they lose interest because their tinnitus drifts into the background and they move on with their lives.
        Feb 11, 2024
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      5. Barry098
        Barry098
        @MatthewR not saying it is an easy road to recovery but for me it is unfortunately a very familiar one!
        Feb 11, 2024
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    4. Barry098
      Barry098
      Tinnitus is louder than ever tonight…and so the rollercoaster begins again!
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      3. BellaMia
        BellaMia
        @MatthewR Sometimes it is and sometimes not. People can have it for years and it goes away. It's really just luck.
        Feb 10, 2024
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      4. MatthewR
        MatthewR
        But how can I ever hope on better days if I have permanent hearing loss?? I don’t want to be living like this anymore I’m depressed
        Feb 10, 2024
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      5. Barry098
        Barry098
        @BellaMia sorry to hear about that accident. Mine was once again my own fault. Music rehearsal that was apparently too loud for my glass ears (even though it never registered more than 74db). It’s rough because music is my livelihood so other than going on disability, or changing careers, this will always be a danger for me :(
        Feb 12, 2024
    5. Barry098
      Barry098
      Deep down inside, I must truly love my tinnitus. Otherwise, why would I continue placing myself in situations that make it worse!
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    6. Barry098
      Barry098
      T was pretty much non existent for the last 2 months and then some very low volume electric guitar playing (65db) brought it screaming back…
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Fingers crossed it fades away agian for you.
        Jan 29, 2024
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      3. gameover
        gameover
        You have some a rare ability to erase your T, but seems your sound tolerance is gone.
        Jan 29, 2024
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        @gameover yeah…it is weird, but it seems to fade with time but any little sound exposure and I am right back in hot water. Kind of hard for me to avoid sound though as I am a music teacher!
        Jan 30, 2024
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    7. Barry098
      Barry098
      Yesterday T=8/10, today woke up after a loud party and excessive drinking to almost non-existent T which stayed throughout the entire day!
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    8. Barry098
      Barry098
      Anybody else feel electrical current in your body which vibrates at the same frequency as your Tinnitus?
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    9. Barry098
      Barry098
      Strange how I can go weeks or even months without giving T too much thought then wham it is front and center in my life again.
      1. gameover
        gameover
        @Barry098. Your case still fascinates me. To total remission, then the return and the swings. When it comes to the center again, is the loudness any different? I.e. what is changing? Attention or loudness? Or both, or hard to say?
        Oct 9, 2023
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        @gameover It is definitely a volume change when it gets overwhelming. Kind of feels like being in a field full of cicadas during mating season. It just gets really loud and pretty much drowns everything else out. Then after some time it tones down and I can resume life…
        Oct 21, 2023
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      3. Barry098
        Barry098
        Btw…when I say it tones down, it is still quite loud and ever present…just not utterly debilitating.
        Oct 21, 2023
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    10. Barry098
      Barry098
      Ears were pretty stable and relatively quiet for the past few months…Flu vaccine got them screaming again. (I’m not an anti-vaxer BTW)
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        @Mo8409
        You were right. T backed off after about 10 days. Now it is back to the normal loud but manageable level.
        Oct 21, 2023
      3. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        Oct 22, 2023
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        Thanks for the support @Mo8409 I had been crawling out of my skin for a few days…
        Oct 22, 2023
    11. gameover
      gameover
      @Barry098, how was your H originally? And now? I asked in your success story thread, maybe you can respond there, not sure you saw it. Thanks.
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        H was out of control and utterly debilitating in the beginning. Now it is quite manageable. Fortunately H is sort of treatable…unlike T
        Oct 5, 2023
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    12. 4Grace
      4Grace
      Barry - that sounds like a dream. Do you hear your T loud when you cover them like that? When you talk with them on is your voice too loud? Do you eat with them on?
      Thank -you
      1. Barry098
        Barry098
        I’m not sure what you are referring to. The post about noise canceling headphones?
        Aug 1, 2023
      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        When you use double protection. Is your T not much louder in that silence or are you listening to soft sounds.music?
        Aug 1, 2023
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      3. Barry098
        Barry098
        They do get a bit louder, but for some reason it doesn’t bother me. Maybe because it changes the quality of the outside sound I’m hearing and removes all the bass frequencies so by contrast the tinnitus doesn’t feel heavy? Not really sure actually but I do love this setup!
        Aug 2, 2023
    13. Barry098
      Barry098
      4 days sitting at the beach and like magic my ears were whisper quiet today. Wish I could live on the sand!
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        @gameover rainforests are healing places. My ears stopped ringing back in 2019 after a few days in Corcovado.
        Aug 2, 2023
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      3. gameover
        gameover
        Well, T did not stop for me. But rainforest was the only place besides the shower that could mask it (not all the time, but for a good chunk fo time).
        Sep 7, 2023
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        Great to hear that @gameover
        We all need breaks from this from time to time…even if just a brief respite.
        Oct 5, 2023
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    14. Barry098
      Barry098
      15 hour flight, still jet lagged but wearing Bose noise canceling ear buds underneath Bose noise canceling headphones really works wonders!
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        Not sure about the physics but surprisingly it does work. But even just one set makes a huge difference.
        Jul 9, 2023
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    15. Barry098
      Barry098
      Well, saved a baby bird tonight from my cat. I hope it will survive the night so I can take it to a rescue center tomorrow.
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        @Mo8409 Glad to know there are other people out there taking care of the little creatures! My T was pretty well behaved until a few hours ago when it started just screaming like a banshee. Tinnitus is a total mystery isn’t it?
        Jun 19, 2023
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      3. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        @Barry098 This whole condition doesn't make any sense. It changes for no reason. I don't even know why it exists. It's a horrible thing to have but life must go on and we must adjust. I hope your T gives you a break soon. My is loud at the moment because I'm home from work.
        Jun 19, 2023
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        @Mo8409 I got a few days rest from my T and now it is back with a vengeance. I agree with you about the pointlessness of this condition. It is a serious design flaw. I have no problem dealing with the low level T but no matter how long I have it, I can’t seem to habituate to the peak levels…I hope yours recedes and gives you a break soon.
        Jun 30, 2023
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    16. Barry098
      Barry098
      I would say that tinnitus gave me severe PTSD but since my trauma is regularly occurring every waking moment, I may need to change it to TSD
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    17. Barry098
      Barry098
      Screaming tinnitus! It’s just the way I like to roll!
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    18. Barry098
      Barry098
      It’s funny how tinnitus is one of those problems that only exists for people who have a problem with it.
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      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        My brother also has screaming T. My dad just went deaf. Not great aural genetics in my family!
        Jul 1, 2023
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      3. Barry098
        Barry098
        I got it from my many years of working as a professional musician. Its funny that contractors would never enter a job site without a hard hat but hardly any musicians think to protect their ears. Crazy how low the public awareness is for tinnitus.
        Jul 1, 2023
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    19. Barry098
      Barry098
      Got stung on the ear by a bee last weekend and T went whisper quiet all week…it’s back now though
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      2. Damocles
        Apr 30, 2023
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      3. ECP
        ECP
        Was it on the earlobe or upper part of the ear? Behind the ear or on the flappy thing that's in front of the ear? Just wondering if the placement of the venom had anything to do with your symptom relief.
        Apr 30, 2023
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        Those little guys stung me all over my head, my ears, my arms and my leg. It was ridiculous! Last time (30+ years ago) I was stung once I ended up in the ER. This time I was pretty sure I was going to die. But no… Tinnitus will not so easily be cured!
        May 6, 2023
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    20. Barry098
      Barry098
      Existentially exhausted...
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      3. Ryan Scott
        Ryan Scott
        @Barry098 Same here man the last couple weeks for some reason have just been something else.
        Apr 12, 2023
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        Tinnitus is relentless @Ryan Scott . You never truly get a break from it. No one who doesn’t have it really understands the physical toll it takes on us.
        Apr 12, 2023
      5. Barry098
        Barry098
        @BrOKeN_1 lol white sands…I’m about ready to settle for some dirt in a hole in the ground, just to get some RNR!
        Apr 12, 2023
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    21. Barry098
      Barry098
      Developed pulsatile T recently…overall not giving too much energy to my ear problems these days though. They are what they are…
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    22. Barry098
      Barry098
      Went on a trip out of town. Nervous system relaxed…ears quieted down to a non bothersome level. Back in town and they are ramping up now.
      1. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        Same here, i was out of town for 7 days and relaxed and played some golf and T and head felt great- now in a big spike. Must need to do something to relax.
        Mar 23, 2023
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      2. brixenbrixen
        brixenbrixen
        Know this shit
        Mar 23, 2023
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      3. Barry098
        Barry098
        Tinnitus is a physical manifestation of anxiety for me.
        Mar 27, 2023
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    23. Barry098
      Barry098
      On two recent occasions I had huge spikes right after eating a bunch of sugar. Body felt tremulous too like the T was vibrating throughout
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      Barry098
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    25. Barry098
      Barry098
      Is my anxiety a result of my tinnitus or is the opposite true? I used to be so convinced the former was the case, now I’m not so sure…
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      3. Barry098
        Barry098
        Thanks for all of your thoughts and input on this thread @Strawberryblonde , @Lurius , @Ryan Scott , @DimLeb this was a really interesting conversation. Makes total sense why there is no cure. We are all over spectrum with our preexisting conditions.
        Feb 28, 2023
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      4. Lurius
        Lurius
        I feel like I was misunderstood. Of course not everyone with anxiety have tinnitus. What I'm saying is that anxiety can be a trigger in a perfect storm, the straw that breaks the camels back. If you already have hearing loss, you're overwhelmed, maybe in the middle of a divorce, your house burned down, you got fired etc and you have an incident after a long period of prolonged stress/anxiety, it can trigger tinnitus.
        Feb 28, 2023
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      5. Barry098
        Barry098
        @Lurius I got you and I agree with what you said.
        Feb 28, 2023
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    26. Barry098
      Barry098
      Do you often find yourself saying, "it's fine, it really is...it's just a really loud distressing sound in my head that never turns off..."?
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    27. Barry098
      Barry098
      Ears were ringing off the hook last night. Could hardly get any sleep all night long. Hoping today will be easier.
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Hope today is a better day for you :)
        Feb 26, 2023
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        Barry098
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    28. Barry098
      Barry098
      Started eating processed food and sugar and T is loud again…coincidence? I may need to run another sugar detox to test this correlation out
      1. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        Processed foods wreak havoc on the body over time so there is no wonder the T gets worse but could be a coincidence . Im gonna try a diet packed with greens and anti inflammatory foods if not for the T but the health benefits. @Barry098
        I just like my Sugar and sweets to much, there is nothing quite like a big bar of choccy.
        Feb 23, 2023
      2. Barry098
        Barry098
        Yep @Strawberryblonde choccy is the best! But I’m learning to live with less sugar. Ears are screaming today though so you are probably right about the coincidence. @Damocles is right. Living with this level of T is a nightmare most people will never experience…
        Feb 25, 2023
    29. Barry098
      Barry098
      Any vegans on this forum? I just watched Forks over Knives and I am ready to give the plant based diet a go.
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        No harm I guess. You can see how you feel after a few weeks.
        I'm trying gluten free, just can't stand gluten free bread lol
        Feb 8, 2023
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      3. Barry098
        Barry098
        Going to get some blood work done pretty soon… I am beginning to think I might actually have diabetes… regardless, a diet change is in order!
        Feb 10, 2023
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      4. Barry098
        Barry098
        No diabetes so that is good news…and the switch to low glycemic index foods has brought the level of my T way down!
        Feb 14, 2023
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    30. Barry098
      Barry098
      I think habituation should be redefined as resignation to a constant state of suffering…
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      2. brixenbrixen
        brixenbrixen
        great
        Mar 23, 2023
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    Gender:
    Male
    Occupation:
    Musician
    Tinnitus Since:
    02/2017
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Loud Music
    I'm a musician with some messed up ears...