Gabriel
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Gabriel

Member, Male, 31, from France

But at least I don't really have friend anymore, no lover anymore, I am changing work and will have no colleagues anymore. Aug 11, 2023

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    1. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      But at least I don't really have friend anymore, no lover anymore, I am changing work and will have no colleagues anymore.
      1. ECP
        ECP
        Please don't give up hope. Tinnitus changes a lot. Yours might improve again, and so may your other life circumstances. We are here for you.
        Aug 11, 2023
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        It will all come back around in time!
        Aug 11, 2023
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    2. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      All parents want is their kids to be happy and not die sad at 30 years old. Worst is I have a twin so each bday will be without me
    3. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Now, I don't see any more future. I can't see myself having kids, travelling, or simply being happy anymore. I feel sad for my parents
    4. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      1 year ago, I was finally "cured" from tinnitus, finally living a good life. Today, I am at my worst. I thought T was behind me for good.
      1. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        What happened?
        Aug 11, 2023
    5. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Just came to the reflexion that some people with terminal illness can enjoy their last days of life but with tinnitus I can't even
      1. gameover likes this.
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        I know, I've had that thought many of times and it gives me anxiety.
        Aug 11, 2023
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    6. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I will be under total anesthesia in September. I hope when I wake up my T will be gone. Or to not wake up at all
      1. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        Don't say that! I have to have a tumor removed here soon. Maybe you'll wake up in silence. Who knows?!
        Jul 27, 2023
    7. Mo8409
      Mo8409
      Hello Gabriel, I came across a post of yours. Did you get your Tinnitus from Busphar? Do you have hearing loss? I got mine from 5mg of Busphar for 3 weeks and was wondering if you were the same case?
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      2. Gabriel
        Gabriel
        Hey.
        No I got my tinnitus from nothing actually.
        It got bad during a depression and got worse after taking ashwaganda and laroxyl, but more likely ashwagandah alone
        Jun 21, 2023
      3. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        Seriously?! My God. You have the same luck I do! I'm so sorry. It hasn't gotten any better?
        Jun 21, 2023
      4. Gabriel
        Gabriel
        Sorry I haven't been online since a while.
        Yes it got slightly better but still far from what it was after first onset unfortunately. But I am trying
        Jul 24, 2023
    8. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I won't post anymore. I lost all hope. But I hope for all other people. It will get better for you. Take care all
    9. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Well, unfortunately, it was just a fake hope.
    10. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      What if ? Never loose hope
    11. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Or was it the amitriptyline? Hnstly idk rn. Reading my notes again, shit happened 2 days after stopping it but I only took it 1w at 4mg max
      1. Strawberryblonde likes this.
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        After stopping Amtriptiline or ashwagandha?
        Jul 21, 2023
      3. Gabriel
        Gabriel
        Stopping amitriptyline. But more likely it was ashwagandah. I took very low amitriptyline
        Jul 24, 2023
    12. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      More than one month later and the "side effect" of ashwagandah are still there. If only I knew...
    13. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I hope this phase of my life end soon. My gf broke up (I was waiting for it honestly), I am living at my parents, not working anymore
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    14. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I still don't understand why this spike didn't resolve like it did before, why it went the opposite way.
      1. Strawberryblonde likes this.
    15. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Yep, read my notes, ashwagandah f*CK me up. My not noticeable two sounds are nottliceably loud every day, + a shhh right ear, + sensitivity
    16. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      It might work great to sleep but once you stop you're fucked
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    17. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I think I can confirm the ashwagandah was actually the problem, not the lexomyl. Now each time I go out I have that high pitch T
    18. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Ive been waking up now with 2 big waving sound every morning + my ears are sensitive in the way that if I go out it'll trigger high pitch T
    19. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I thought I was close to success story but since I stopped ashwagandah and arkopharma with gaba, it has been worth than ever
    20. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Be careful with ashwagandah. It's actually the stopping of it that triggered a weird spike. But taking it definitely do something
      1. stacey and SarahMLFlemmer like this.
    21. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Now I l going to take a break from tinnitustalk. If anyone wondered. See you again sometime
      1. Sammy0225 and tpj like this.
    22. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Also my sleep has again improved a lot. Even if it's not as good as 2 months ago, and still wake up coz of T. I hope it will pass
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    23. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Protip : I withdrawn too fast from benzo, and taking it again seems to work. Now I can taper slowly, hopefully will be ok
      1. Sammy0225 and tpj like this.
    24. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I was prescribed amitriptyline drops for sleep. I read so much about it I don't know what to do. Are little drops safe ? Like 5 mg. Advices?
      1. Strawberryblonde likes this.
    25. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I need to convince myself that it will pass. That this noise can change, fade and go away. Mind dictate brain
    26. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      I think I've read too many bad stories and convince myself it would be this because of withdraw or would never pass.
      1. Strawberryblonde likes this.
    27. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Or what if I convinced myself because of what I read here that it will be this way ? Actually, its how my T was born
      1. Strawberryblonde likes this.
    28. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      Also I wonder if why triggered my electrical horrible T was cutting raw B6 and other supplements ? I am lost at this point
    29. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      The irony, I was forced for the first time to take benzo yesterday coz big anxiety, I never had until now.
    30. Gabriel
      Gabriel
      This is new, the T never act up because of noise it was actually the opposite the past month. Noise would kill it
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Nov 15, 1992 (Age: 31)
    Location:
    France
    Tinnitus Since:
    01/2019
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    I focused on verifying if I had tinnitus
    I have the most weirdest T ever.
    It appeared when I looked for it.
    And I had maybe.. 10 differents sounds over the 10 last months ?
    Now I have just 2 or 3, with spikes that create very high electrical T.

    Basically my main T sounds is a 2415 Hz morse code.
    My second T sounds is a weird sound like the wind whistleing, going up and down between 850 and 950 Hz.
    I also have distortion, with this wind T, that distort white noise and make it sound like the T.