GBB

I miss naps...

Now the sound is like a sea of metal rice grains being poured over one another - largely atonal - still loud in silence - still can't nap...

Tinnitus seems to be changing. I seem to have lost the EEEEEEEE of the first two months, except for when I put on Peltor.

The thing about having a good day - particularly a drug-induced good day - is I am terrified of tomorrow. Severe T is heartbreaking.

Dysacusis/distortion is still very much present and everything has a grating squeak to it.

Almost hear silence today - I get this more often recently - but it feels so fragile. I feel inanimate. Maybe I have PTSD.

Does anyone else experience “fake” silence? When most tones temporarily disappear and you realize there is still one underlying...sucks

My tinnitus sounds like a brassy wall of ultra-high pitched frequencies.

Day 47. High pitched tinnitus that feels like my ears are being subjected to nails on a chalkboard. Still have distortion/reactivity.