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    How to Deal with the Grief of Tinnitus

    Yeah absolutely Louise. Emotional suppression is like a pressure cooker ;-) And as strange as it may sound, sometimes i really enjoy sadness, sorrow, anger ..etc. (like in art form for example..films , music ...visual art ..etc) I guess i was focusing on those "negative loops" that we can...
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    How to Deal with the Grief of Tinnitus

    Hey Terry I know this post is about mourning the loss of silence, but I gotta say man.... you are doing great! When we first spoke about a month or so ago you seemed to really be in a tough place without a hopeful plan to move forward and now look at you. Getting things done .. eating well...
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    How to Deal with the Grief of Tinnitus

    Haha! Same thing happened to me last week. Walked into a club and realized my earplugs were missing after I was already in ..had to endure a 30 minute set from a band with a talented, but wailer of a singer .. The only thing that was helpful was knowing that I can recover from this. I think...
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    No Music for a While — I Have Tinnitus :(

    Thanks Erik! YEah I've learned to get a better seal now by twisting them in a little. They seem to be doing their job. I guess i really need to stand in front of my Amp with an SPL meter to see exactly how load my normal stage volume is. Then if the 15's can bring down the DBs to below 80 I...
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    No Music for a While — I Have Tinnitus :(

    Hey Erik did you get the 25db inserts or the 15's? I just got mine (from a different company) and got the 15's ... it doesn't feel like much protection at all and I'm a little worried to get in front of an amplifier with them (the doc was out when i picked them up so i could not get more info)...
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    No Music for a While — I Have Tinnitus :(

    Thx again Calin!
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    No Music for a While — I Have Tinnitus :(

    Man this is exactly how I felt in the beginning! Fortunately I'm getting better at living with this every day so I'm able to mix and make music again. Thanks for posting this Calin!
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    I Found Some Great YouTube Nature Sound Videos (1hr each)

    Glad you like!
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    I Found Some Great YouTube Nature Sound Videos (1hr each)

    I am enjoying this one at work right now but this channel/poster has a ton of great nature masking videos (1hr or more each)
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    How can you tell that it's getting better?

    Thx Emma!! I guess i am trying to figure out if I am habituating or if the supplements are calming things down. Ultimately it doesn't matter as long as things are getting a little better. I will probably keep taking the supplements anyway. Extra Zinc and Ginseng are still pretty useful...
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    How can you tell that it's getting better?

    Thx Mario. Just doing the best i can really. I was really thrown off though for a couple of months. Not used to being that upset for a such an extended period like that. I just wonder that if I discontinue the use of the supplements I'm taking, if that would effect my "progress"
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    How can you tell that it's getting better?

    I've had a false alarms before (ringing subsided only to come back) but for the last week or so things seemed to have calmed down a little. I still have the ring for sure, but its much more in the background and I am no longer having hyperacusis attacks every day (only once this week...
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    Tinnitus Masking: MP3s, CDs, YouTube, Other Audio

    Hey Jim. Thx for everything!
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    Warning others about tinnitus

    Yeah I totally do this now. I was online reading some news about how our city mayor (New York city) was going to spend $250k on a new awareness campaign to educate teenagers on the dangers of using earbuds/headphones too loud. ALL of the comments we rants on how it was such a waste of money ...
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    What Clique — If Any — Did You Belong to in High School?

    I was shape shifter .. musicians, jocks, the smokers/leather jacket crew, nerds, band nerds, rednecks, gangstas ... etc. I hung out with em all. I was so into music at the time and played in bands all throughout high school so my gtr got me into many social circles ;)