Recent content by orenge01

Same, same. But more than 5, closer to two weeks :(

Hey, at least you had a good day I guess. :/ This condition is so damn relentless, I'm going through a spike currently that doesnt want to fade away no matter how hard I seem to try, sleeping quality is decreased too. All we can do is keep our hopes up I guess.

Yeah exactly, I think I've realized this too. The more I'm scared of the sound the more likely I will spike. There seems to be some correlation there.

@Sodlin Yes you are so right, thank you for reminding me. It's also anxiety that starts the downwards spiral, thinking of the cumulative damage and all, times I should've used ear pro but didn't, talking hours of exposure to 80db noise. But all that matters is what I do now and still doing my...

@DorianP No humming, no rumble, just this loud hissing, like a dying lamp :/

Reading this, I think we might have a very similar spike in terms of characteristics, this gives me some more hope that this will in fact subside, thank you :)

Couldn't've said it better myself. 1 step forward and 2 steps backwards is exactly what it feels like :/

90-95db personally already sends me into panic mode especially if its sudden. I realize I'm definitely not over T in anyway that I've previously falsely stated. It's more that my true setbacks and panics come in waves that I seem to ride subconsciously and start dwelling and worrying. :/

We seem to be quite similar in the fact that I also didn't use this site at all because I was generally doing fine, but now with this mega spike I'm back here again. So it goes. Hopefully this passes soon, I'm tired of this monthly emotional rollercoaster which is T :/ I'm glad you got a lot...

@Scruffiey Well I can say you were right. I was not smart to be reckless like this. And of course I don't want it to get worse, navigating through a world full of noise seems to be a near impossible task. :grumpy: Unfortunately it seems to get worse way quicker than it getting better. I'm tired...