tbuzz89

I'd really like to get vaccinated, but there are too many anecdotal reports that all three vaccines have caused T in people. Lovely.

Been a while, TT. Little update, the T is still here and it still fluctuates wildly. I attribute it to inflammation, but who knows.

Another very mild (comparatively) day yesterday, and for the first time, for the entire day. Annoying again today but so far not hell level.

Mild day yesterday, worse day today. One thing that has changed over the last 10 months is the frequency of good vs. bad days.

Evening of 1/14/21 was the closest I've been to silence in 10 months with my worst tone basically gone. Today, the T was back to hell level.

Coffee always makes my T better which goes against what most people experience. The last three days were hell but today it's getting better.

The last month provided more tolerable and maskable T, but it has come back with a vengeance the last couple of days. Hopefully temporary.

Went for a walk around Central Park today. Felt good to be back home in NYC, but even better, didn't hear my T at all while in the park.

There will absolutely be a cure for this nonsense during most of our lifetimes. The only question is when?

After a series of somewhat decent days, T is back to a screaming hell. Amazing how biologically unnecessary T is.

Lately I've had some good days. T is still there but I get days where it isn't as severe. After 8 months maybe a little bit of progress?

I used to stare at the sky, enjoy the brilliant silence surrounding me, and find comfort in the future. Now the future terrifies me.

My main electric buzz sound has developed into a sharp, high-pitched hiss over the last month. Still up and down and always audible.

Having a history of anxiety and depression makes the T so much more difficult to deal with. I thought I knew what hell felt like until this.

Tinnitus is absolutely pointless from a biological standpoint and the brain does nothing but drive itself insane!

There’s never a day I can’t hear it and not a sound that can mask it. This is not what life was supposed to be like.

Four months in. T is up and down and constantly changing still. Just when I think it's getting better it hits me in the face with a brick.

Does T ever actually get better or do the very brief moments of silence exist only to torture us even more?

While the T is still intrusive and unable to be masked, sometimes I feel like the harshness is better than it was a month ago. Hard to tell.

Almost three months from the onset of this intrusive T. Having a difficult time with it mentally.

While I don’t feel sensitive to sounds, noticing my T is fighting against noise and gets louder around sound. This is torture.

Hi @tbuzz89 ! How are you doing today? :)

When one has a relatively quiet day, you hold onto the moment.

Yesterday was the quietest day I've had since onset two months ago. 1.5/10. Now today it's back up to 8/10. The ups and downs are torture!