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tobyharrixon commented on tobyharrixon's profile post.my biggest mistake was taking antidepressants, and I had already read about how problematic they can be for T, but got convinced that it was just... -
tobyharrixon updated their status.getting T was so easily avoidable (for me). and then it worsening, and worsening, and worsening, was so easily avoidable. but nope, it all had to...
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I've talked to my psychiatrist. What i'm going to do is take clonazepam a bit more frequently for 1 month (0.25mg or 0.5mg every 3-4 days for a...
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@tobyharrixon Don't have to keep the session as a whole short, just take lots of breaks to give your ears a bit of a rest.
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@tobyharrixon It's been years. I was signed to a Universal imprint label for a while, then played in the hardcore scene in San Diego—shared a...
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tobyharrixon commented on tobyharrixon's profile post.@kingsfan do you have music released?
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tobyharrixon commented on tobyharrixon's profile post.thanks for the tips guys. I'll look into the Kali's. Struggle to keep sessions short though since it's my only escape lol.
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tobyharrixon updated their status.I've been producing music everyday for nearly a whole month now, just on my laptop speakers, mostly quiet. i used to produce a lot of music before...
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tobyharrixon replied to the thread Clonazepam (Klonopin, Rivotril).I'd absolutely love to be this drugged up and have no issues lol. Sadly, I foresee it causing more issues than it solves for myself. Surprised...
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tobyharrixon commented on tobyharrixon's profile post.improved after initial onset, then had shoulder injury and stupidly decided to take mirtazapine & zopiclone to sleep, made things worse. got a bit...
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tobyharrixon commented on tobyharrixon's profile post.over 1,5 years. mild for the first 5 months
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tobyharrixon updated their status.my 30th birthday is 30th January, planning to return up into the stars & asteroids then. Tinnitus, unexplained foot pain & crippling depression is...
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tobyharrixon replied to the thread First Time Caller: Tinnitus from Volleyball Impact, Now Worsened by Plane Pressure.Try not to do the Valsalva manoeuvre. Here are some safer alternatives -...
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tobyharrixon replied to the thread Severe Tinnitus Spike After Car Ride and Struggling to Cope.Are you thinking the car engine's low frequencies were to blame for the spike? Car/vehicle low frequencies are tricky, as you mention, sometimes...
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tobyharrixon left a message on delta784's profile.do you mean you don’t wanna live like posting/checking on the forum all the time or do you mean giving up completely aka deleting yourself?
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.i know how you feel. but have you tried absolutely everything? i find it hard to motivate myself to try anything now but i guess that's all we can...
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Remember to be gentle to yourself. This condition is tough, exhausting and sometimes it brings even the best of us on their knees. That's why we...
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tobyharrixon replied to the thread Moving to London with Tinnitus — Access to Healthcare? Other Experiences?.I am with UCLH as mentioned above, and it is pretty much just telling me to be strong and try to live my life as best I can despite tinnitus. They...
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tobyharrixon updated their status.just wanna smoke weed and make music... what's stopping me? oh yea this brain piercing sound
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i know how it feels
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tobyharrixon updated their status.tired of waking in a panic every single morning
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.man i cant tell u that on here and i don't want to facilitate any action you take. sorry.
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tobyharrixon reacted to Noise Ninja's post in the thread Deep Brain Stimulation (DBS) for Tinnitus with.
Well well well... :) https://nltimes.nl/2025/11/18/maastricht-umc-finds-breakthrough-tinnitus-treatment-deep-brain-stimulation -
tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.I completely understand you. I will turn 30 in January. Can't accept this is my life. I've found a method to end my life when I'm ready. Also...
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If i don't believe this happened to me and i am constantly saying its not real am i lunatic? Or am i having hard time accepting this is my real...
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tobyharrixon posted the thread Another Unfortunate Rambling Story: A Year of Tinnitus Setbacks in Introduce Yourself.I’ve grieved losing the future I wanted and everything I worked toward. I try not to feel anything now. I had awful luck but still tried hard...
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.how often are you taking clonazepam? thinking to start it myself but worred about dependancy etc.
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.I've only had T for 1.5 years but am 29 so yeah also young. Quite a few people on the reddit tinnitus are young too. But yea wish I had got...
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I only live for my daughter and my cat, and also because I'm too afraid of not existing even though I didn't exist for 14 billion+ years before I...
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Can someone tell me the reason why am i living like a cockroach instead of being happy all the time? And what's the point of living like this if...
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We come into this life only once. And and getting tinnitus? :( :(
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.im sorry. i just worry about any meds making it worse, as you know. i have taken meds and regret it. i wish i had just combined all the natural...
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tobyharrixon updated their status.sometimes i hit stuff bcos im mad at T and then it makes a bang and spikes T lol :)
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.Ideally avoid meds as you know. You could try all the herbal remedies possible. Lemon Balm, Passion Flower, Gotu Kala, Valerian. Like buy all the...
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tobyharrixon updated their status.death is tempting but so hard to achieve
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.i feel you but easier said than done really. no way is easy and not always guaranteed
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First off, it's a lot harder than you think, second, if you really are going to do it, make sure you know exactly what you're doing or you might...
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tobyharrixon reacted to Hotrock's post in the thread New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing with.I struggle to understand why this device is taking so long to reach the market. If funding is the issue, there are countless individuals —...
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I want to get better. I will have to get better for my family, for my brother and for my girlfriend. I am a good human being and i know it. I have...
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tobyharrixon commented on Kam75's profile post.hey Kam, I would say it's likely the Mirt is making it worse, you could try tapering off and detoxing your body to see if that helps?
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tobyharrixon replied to the thread New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing.Making a presentation...
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tobyharrixon commented on dipp's profile post.Does it require you to hear the frequencies your tinnitus is at?
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tobyharrixon replied to the thread New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing.Those of you outside the US, would you consider traveling to the US for treatment?
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.when you say catastrophic do you mean you hear it over everything?
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tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.i haven't taken pred, but have been very close to after reading people's comments on here. don't blame yourself - some people to get improvement...
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tobyharrixon replied to the thread Reactive Tinnitus and Sound Distortions: How to Move Forward?.Hey, I know it’s a bit late, but I was wondering if your spike went down after the massages?