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    tired of waking in a panic every single morning
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    tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.
    man i cant tell u that on here and i don't want to facilitate any action you take. sorry.
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    Well well well... :) https://nltimes.nl/2025/11/18/maastricht-umc-finds-breakthrough-tinnitus-treatment-deep-brain-stimulation
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    I completely understand you. I will turn 30 in January. Can't accept this is my life. I've found a method to end my life when I'm ready. Also...
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    If i don't believe this happened to me and i am constantly saying its not real am i lunatic? Or am i having hard time accepting this is my real...
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    I’ve grieved losing the future I wanted and everything I worked toward. I try not to feel anything now. I had awful luck but still tried hard...
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    tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.
    how often are you taking clonazepam? thinking to start it myself but worred about dependancy etc.
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    I've only had T for 1.5 years but am 29 so yeah also young. Quite a few people on the reddit tinnitus are young too. But yea wish I had got...
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    I only live for my daughter and my cat, and also because I'm too afraid of not existing even though I didn't exist for 14 billion+ years before I...
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    Can someone tell me the reason why am i living like a cockroach instead of being happy all the time? And what's the point of living like this if...
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    We come into this life only once. And and getting tinnitus? :( :(
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    tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.
    im sorry. i just worry about any meds making it worse, as you know. i have taken meds and regret it. i wish i had just combined all the natural...
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    sometimes i hit stuff bcos im mad at T and then it makes a bang and spikes T lol :)
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    tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.
    Ideally avoid meds as you know. You could try all the herbal remedies possible. Lemon Balm, Passion Flower, Gotu Kala, Valerian. Like buy all the...
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    death is tempting but so hard to achieve
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    tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.
    i feel you but easier said than done really. no way is easy and not always guaranteed
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    First off, it's a lot harder than you think, second, if you really are going to do it, make sure you know exactly what you're doing or you might...
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    I struggle to understand why this device is taking so long to reach the market. If funding is the issue, there are countless individuals —...
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    I want to get better. I will have to get better for my family, for my brother and for my girlfriend. I am a good human being and i know it. I have...
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    tobyharrixon commented on Kam75's profile post.
    hey Kam, I would say it's likely the Mirt is making it worse, you could try tapering off and detoxing your body to see if that helps?
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    Making a presentation...
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    tobyharrixon commented on dipp's profile post.
    Does it require you to hear the frequencies your tinnitus is at?
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    Those of you outside the US, would you consider traveling to the US for treatment?
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    tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.
    when you say catastrophic do you mean you hear it over everything?
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    tobyharrixon commented on delta784's profile post.
    i haven't taken pred, but have been very close to after reading people's comments on here. don't blame yourself - some people to get improvement...
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    Hey, I know it’s a bit late, but I was wondering if your spike went down after the massages?