Tinnitus Talk Support Forum

I wish we could talk outside this place. I can relate to your suffering so much. Your life has meaning.

@4Grace I wish we could too. Your life has meaning too.

But I fear that I have taken the wrong turns every time life gave me opportunities to expand it. I made decisions that instead made my life smaller. I have been unforgiving towards people in my life. I guess I am paying the price now.

I have been very self-righteous and consumed by how people wronged me in the past. I could not see my own faults. I really think that is what I am paying for now.

@Juliane - these two posts above. I could have written them. Wow! My T H N is bad but I have been suffering just as much for the things you mentioned above. To a degree that I cannot put in words. I have OCPD. Not proud of it. It's horrible. I am trying so change. With this condition it's so hard.

@Juliane - Jesus forgives you. He died on the cross for us. I have been learning about his sacrifice on the cross. It's a true story of incredible love. He has already paid for our sins. Suffering is hard. We love you!

Thanks so much @4Grace. It means the world to me. Love you back!

Do you think your OCPD has anything to do with your symptoms?

I feel you @Juliane . Im sorry you're having to go through all of this. I also long for rest.. peace.. this life has been.. pfff... going day by day.. love