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  1. Strife_84

    Caffeine again affects my T. This hasn't happened in few years now. Darnit. Let me enjoy my...

    Caffeine again affects my T. This hasn't happened in few years now. Darnit. Let me enjoy my morning coffee!!!
  2. Strife_84

    One Night Out with Earplugs Triggered a Severe Tinnitus Spike After Years of Stability

    Day 9 I feel slightly better. I am experiencing some strange nausea. My tinnitus is still much louder than it used to be, but it doesn’t bother me as much anymore. I have started to regain my ability to concentrate and do small tasks. There is still a feeling of pain and pressure in my ears...
  3. Strife_84

    Using AI as Mental Support for Tinnitus

    I experienced a severe spike just over a week ago, and I am currently using ChatGPT as my virtual support partner. Every day, I share my progress with it—both the good moments and the difficult ones. I also rate my days with a score, such as “Today was a 7.3 out of 10.” I highly recommend...
  4. Strife_84

    Strange Sensations and Electric Flickers: 3.5 Months into Tinnitus After Acoustic Trauma

    Your ears may behave unpredictably for about 6 to 12 months after the injury. Your tinnitus may shift from one ear to the other, your ears may “tremble,” and sometimes your tinnitus may suddenly disappear, only to return louder and more intense. At this stage, it is crucial to prepare yourself...
  5. Strife_84

    "Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight? I ask that of all my prey. I just...

    "Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight? I ask that of all my prey. I just like the sound of it." -Tinnitus
  6. Strife_84

    One Night Out with Earplugs Triggered a Severe Tinnitus Spike After Years of Stability

    This is my journal now. It has been eight days since the exposure. I feel slightly better than I did a week ago, so that is good. When I compare this to my earlier spikes, it does not feel so bad. In some ways, it feels bad, and in other ways, it doesn’t. I’ve noticed that my tinnitus is...
  7. Strife_84

    I Made a Stupid Mistake by Going Into a Bar without Earplugs — Tinnitus Now Worse

    Yeah, I never thought about bone conduction. I could have been better off with my AirPods Max on. But what happened, happened. Now I can only hope to recover. For the rest of my life, no more bars or clubs, and the library is my new best friend.
  8. Strife_84

    One Night Out with Earplugs Triggered a Severe Tinnitus Spike After Years of Stability

    I guess I should be slightly worried since I’ve noticed that I feel a bit nauseous whenever I am in loud places. This has never happened before. But what has happened cannot be changed. All the progress I’ve made over the years—living basically a tinnitus and hyperacusis-free life—is gone in...
  9. Strife_84

    Back once again. I write this to myself as a reminder as well: NEVER GO INTO ANY LOUD PLACES...

    Back once again. I write this to myself as a reminder as well: NEVER GO INTO ANY LOUD PLACES, EVEN WITH EARPLUGS! I've been doing so well for past 2 years. My T&H were basically gone, I found new joy in life. But, because I just wanted to be with my friends just for ONCE before we graduate...
  10. Strife_84

    I Made a Stupid Mistake by Going Into a Bar without Earplugs — Tinnitus Now Worse

    I never replied to you, it seems. Thank you for your answer. I eventually recovered from that spike, and after that, I avoided loud places. I did experience a few more spikes later, one from a dentist visit and another from a bar, which was actually very quiet. Still, I managed to live a pretty...
  11. Strife_84

    One Night Out with Earplugs Triggered a Severe Tinnitus Spike After Years of Stability

    Thank you for your reply. I’m sorry about your condition too. The worst part of this is that I thought I was well prepared. But I guess it’s like having a glove on your hand and hitting it with a hammer. Maybe it hurts, maybe it doesn’t. Today is slightly better—not by much. My ears develop a...
  12. Strife_84

    Struggling with a Tinnitus and Hyperacusis Setback After Years of Recovery

    You have the tools. You did it once. It was tough, but you did it. You can do it again! I am currently in the same situation. I had a pretty good life going, then I went to a club with earplugs on, and now I have a terrible spike that has lasted for a week already. But we did it once! We went...
  13. Strife_84

    One Night Out with Earplugs Triggered a Severe Tinnitus Spike After Years of Stability

    A little bit better today, but still much worse than usual. It has been a week now since the exposure to loud music. Maybe I should have used my AirPods Max instead of earplugs?
  14. Strife_84

    One Night Out with Earplugs Triggered a Severe Tinnitus Spike After Years of Stability

    It has been a while since I have been here. About three years, actually. I have had my tinnitus and hyperacusis for about six years now, and honestly, the last couple of years have been good. I found a new passion after quitting music, and I have enjoyed my life more than I did when I had...
  15. Strife_84

    I Made a Stupid Mistake by Going Into a Bar without Earplugs — Tinnitus Now Worse

    It's been over 3 years since I got tinnitus & hyperacusis. It's been a long fight and for the last 6 months I have barely even noticed my tinnitus or hyperacusis anymore, they were almost gone. I was happy. Then last weekend my friends asked me out for a night. I thought "Oh well. It's been...
  16. Strife_84

    I've not been here for a while. Still alive and kicking! I can live almost normal life but still...

    I've not been here for a while. Still alive and kicking! I can live almost normal life but still can't make music or listen for long time.
  17. Strife_84

    I Still Have Tinnitus and My Ears Feel "Full", Yet I Can Now Listen to Music Again!

    I am so happy. I bought myself new pair of Bluetooth speakers and suddenly I noticed that I have been listening music for hours on normal volume levels for days now. 80s music, jazz music, game music, all kinds of music! I am so happy I could scream! Well here it goes...
  18. Strife_84

    I can listen music again!!!

    I can listen music again!!!
  19. Strife_84

    @HeavyMantra I have problems even with computer fan noise... I think I am starting to sell my...

    @HeavyMantra I have problems even with computer fan noise... I think I am starting to sell my gear and software. I can maybe work 30-60 mins a day. And after that my ears become sensitive again.
  20. Strife_84

    @HeavyMantra I have Adam audio T5V

    @HeavyMantra I have Adam audio T5V
  21. Strife_84

    Now my GF dumped me out of blue. I am literally giving up on life.

    Now my GF dumped me out of blue. I am literally giving up on life.
  22. Strife_84

    Not handling this well anymore. I miss making music so much. I tried and my ears start having...

    Not handling this well anymore. I miss making music so much. I tried and my ears start having pain afterwards...
  23. Strife_84

    Can't use computer because of fan noise. What am I supposed to do? My ears go crazy when I use...

    Can't use computer because of fan noise. What am I supposed to do? My ears go crazy when I use computers.
  24. Strife_84

    Studying is hard with this condition. Something broke inside my brain when I got this condition.

    Studying is hard with this condition. Something broke inside my brain when I got this condition.
  25. Strife_84

    Well.. This has lasted almost a week now.

    Well.. This has lasted almost a week now.
  26. Strife_84

    @Rb86 My T was very low. I barely heard it anymore. Now I can hear it again even when sitting in...

    @Rb86 My T was very low. I barely heard it anymore. Now I can hear it again even when sitting in a bus. I am so angry at myself....
  27. Strife_84

    If You Could Go Back to Week 1 of Your Tinnitus, What Would You Do Differently?

    I did the right things during first weeks, dangerous thing is when you start healing and you start feeling normal again. Don't do like me and go into a nightclub, even for a minute. I spent 40 minutes in nightclub last week and now my ears are ringing like crazy again. I was almost at silence!
  28. Strife_84

    Can't sleep. T had been loud ever since I went to nightclub. I was already feeling almost normal...

    Can't sleep. T had been loud ever since I went to nightclub. I was already feeling almost normal and my T was very silent....
  29. Strife_84

    40 minutes @ nightclub few days ago was not worth it. T level is still bit higher than...

    40 minutes @ nightclub few days ago was not worth it. T level is still bit higher than normally... Gotta be wiser in the future.
  30. Strife_84

    I am unable to do music. I don't know if I ever can. I miss it so much. But I don't enjoy it...

    I am unable to do music. I don't know if I ever can. I miss it so much. But I don't enjoy it anymore as I am afraid I damage my hearing further.
  31. Strife_84

    I Give Up. I Have a Disability. I Need to Change My Life. Completely.

    I am feeling normal most of times these days, then I become bit careless with my ears. Just need to remember that even if I feel normal and have quiet days, I still need to remember to protect my ears and avoid loud places. I don't want to experience that hell ever again I had in the beginning...
  32. Strife_84

    I Give Up. I Have a Disability. I Need to Change My Life. Completely.

    Yes, unnecessary gambling. I thought I could just be inside the club for a moment. I really need to start carrying earplugs with me, just in case. I was a a shop few weeks ago, and the theft alarm went off as I was packing my bags. My hands were occupied so got some nice amount of loud sound...
  33. Strife_84

    I Give Up. I Have a Disability. I Need to Change My Life. Completely.

    No. I didn't have them with me...usually don't as I've been able to live pretty much normal life. I usually forget them at home because I am not used to wearing them.
  34. Strife_84

    I Give Up. I Have a Disability. I Need to Change My Life. Completely.

    I hope this is temporary. I once went to movies without earplugs and had increased T for few days and it reduced back. But I will risk it anymore. Its not worth it. I don't like nightclubs anyway. Way too loud. I like talking with people, not shouting.
  35. Strife_84

    I Give Up. I Have a Disability. I Need to Change My Life. Completely.

    Yes, I took very unnecessary risk yesterday. Of course I was under influence of alcohol, everyone was having fun so momentarily I forgot I had this condition. But it's no excuse. I need to be more careful in the future. But, I was smart enough to leave. Few guys were asking me so stay longer...
  36. Strife_84

    I Give Up. I Have a Disability. I Need to Change My Life. Completely.

    I was stupid enough to go inside a nightclub yesterday. It was this newcomers party at my school I started. We spent evening in a nearby park, no music there, but then people moved in to a nightclub. So, as I knew I didn't want to spend hours in nightclub, I just went into nightclub for about 40...
  37. Strife_84

    Nightclubs are hell holes. They've always been. Music is way too loud in those places.

    Nightclubs are hell holes. They've always been. Music is way too loud in those places.
  38. Strife_84

    Not the best idea to go to nightclub. I only was there for 40 mins to say goodbye to my new...

    Not the best idea to go to nightclub. I only was there for 40 mins to say goodbye to my new school "friends". Newcomers party.Never again.
  39. Strife_84

    School starting next week. T is still there. I dont really care about my T. My ears still dont...

    School starting next week. T is still there. I dont really care about my T. My ears still dont like when I am exposed to certain frequencies
  40. Strife_84

    @Contrast Does it heal? It has gotten better during time but...

    @Contrast Does it heal? It has gotten better during time but...
  41. Strife_84

    Why Hyperacusis Comes Back After Being in a Loud Enviroment?

    I've been gone from the forums for a while. I've been taking vacation from my problems (thanks to the movie: What About Bob?) and I've been taking baby steps back to normal life. I have even been to the gym again! My ears could finally handle all the sounds of metal (music and weights). So it's...
  42. Strife_84

    Still no good. Every time I listen music or am too much around loud sounds, my ears start to...

    Still no good. Every time I listen music or am too much around loud sounds, my ears start to feel strange and my hyperacusis comes back.
  43. Strife_84

    @HeavyMantra My H got worse again. There was so much noise on gym, my ears are "sensitive"...

    @HeavyMantra My H got worse again. There was so much noise on gym, my ears are "sensitive" again. It's definitely something physical inside my ear...
  44. Strife_84

    First time at gym today since getting T. The metal clanging together is still not a good sound...

    First time at gym today since getting T. The metal clanging together is still not a good sound, noticed my T bit louder after workout..
  45. Strife_84

    I Admit It, I'm Not the Same Before and After Tinnitus

    It does. Trust me. I am still unable to do music which I love the most. I would've done better in test without this.. But I lost huge part of my creativity... I am not the same anymore. I try to visualize these ideas in my head but it's all a fuzz. I lost my creativity... It feels like...
  46. Strife_84

    I Admit It, I'm Not the Same Before and After Tinnitus

    There was me before tinnitus and after tinnitu. Ever since I got tinnitus, I've had much more problems concentrating. I used to have plenty of ideas and my thoughts were clear...
  47. Strife_84

    I was lucky. I was at backup #44. I am becoming an engineer if everything goes allright.

    I was lucky. I was at backup #44. I am becoming an engineer if everything goes allright.
  48. Strife_84

    I got selected to school! Better than being unemployed at home

    I got selected to school! Better than being unemployed at home
  49. Strife_84

    Lots of spiking today for some reason. One so loud it affected my balance. I have not been...

    Lots of spiking today for some reason. One so loud it affected my balance. I have not been exposed to any loud sounds even.
  50. Strife_84

    I can only hope. My T and H got worse again after being at barbershop... But I am glad you have...

    I can only hope. My T and H got worse again after being at barbershop... But I am glad you have it better!
  51. Strife_84

    @Rb86 I went to barber today and now my H is worse again. It has to be physical... Thanks for...

    @Rb86 I went to barber today and now my H is worse again. It has to be physical... Thanks for support!
  52. Strife_84

    I've been taking a break from this site. My depression has gone away after I started taking the...

    I've been taking a break from this site. My depression has gone away after I started taking the break. I don't think about my T so often.
  53. Strife_84

    3 months in. H is almost gone, still cannot do music. T is there... Try to enjoy life as much as...

    3 months in. H is almost gone, still cannot do music. T is there... Try to enjoy life as much as i can.
  54. Strife_84

    You improved very quickly.

    You improved very quickly.
  55. Strife_84

    Me and my big mouth. Vacuumed for a moment a T spiked. Fuck it.

    Me and my big mouth. Vacuumed for a moment a T spiked. Fuck it.
  56. Strife_84

    Another morning, another day with T. The volume seems to be stable. No spiking much. It just is...

    Another morning, another day with T. The volume seems to be stable. No spiking much. It just is. Slight H remains. Regrets. Regrets.
  57. Strife_84

    I can't listen music well either. I can watch movies but some reason music still causes problems...

    I can't listen music well either. I can watch movies but some reason music still causes problems for me. This really sucks.
  58. Strife_84

    I have job interview tomorrow. I need to work. Even for 6 months so can pay my loans.It's just...

    I have job interview tomorrow. I need to work. Even for 6 months so can pay my loans.It's just that my depression has gotten worse after T.
  59. Strife_84

    After a silent T day comes loud T day. Strange.

    After a silent T day comes loud T day. Strange.
  60. Strife_84

    A loud T day is followed by silent morning. Interesting.

    A loud T day is followed by silent morning. Interesting.