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My friend's pain was intervertebral disc. Crushing unimaginable, what we have is serious, but actual pain pain, reach for cocaine.
My friend did a lot of mental health work with me in an imaginary place called healing temple. Dr Jack Kornfield style. The mind is very powerful.
Her house was a storehouse of cocaine. Loneliness. Isolation. She kept her dignity though. @Grace I like your name.
The only thing that relieved her pain was cocaine. Another friend of mine is trained in nursing and was doing palliative care for her.
It's a type of pain, but pain pain is+++++worse. My friend just passed from stage 4 lung cancer.
The meds are not the best thing to be on, they have side effects, but I'll wait it out. My life is shitty. ok. but so what. what else is new.
So I'm on like 6+ meds, and so what if I have music and restful rain soundtrack all night. So I can't get to sleep, all the time. It hasn't...
My doctor put me on tegretol and lyrica, which at least suppressed things. And I'm still working, 10+ years later. The last thing I want is to...
Don't wish to not work. I though I was going to have to quit work, over ten, such as 10+ years ago. My ATA support person in Philadelphia told...
However, anyone can go through my content, and I was hoping, such as wishing hoping, that I would get a fatal illness to finish me off, and that...
I feel the same way, a lot of the time. It is bad, like suicidally bad.
Very true. They narcissistic so it will never affect them.
It's interesting, the CBDV bush finally ripened, I can set my vape to 260℃, which lets me vape fresh cannabis. GTR seeds CBDV and GTR seeds THCV....
I thought my last entry was premature, based only on one day. Last night I slightly overindulged, meaning 100mg s.l. CBD, an hour later followed...
I know this is over 6 months since the last entry, and this thread is almost dead. Here's my today's optimistic entry. My friend is able to...
It will be very annoying, ask them to please be careful. That's all you can do. You will gradually improve. Cumulatively over time it might get...
You're still in a lot better shape than me. Comparing you to me, you still have a lot of mileage left.
I was going to say something stupid, but refrained. I do everything possible until some inevitable disease takes me. I wrote this five years ago...
You're reacting to very low inaudible frequency from that circulation of air through the ducts. Obviously there is something real, and a dB meter...
I find Clonazepam helpful to suppress a spike. Right now I'm on 0.75 mg. If needed, I can go up to 2-3 mg. You can't keep taking that amount...
Thanks for the hugs, hugs are more important than you can imagine. [I never got them when I was a kid and needed them most, thanks guys].
@Tweaker, thank you very very nice and authentic reply. The heart almost seems too soft, but it is real. I almost cannot believe that people do...
Somehow my front dental crown jumped out - it's a dental restoration, they make them out of metal. Maybe I bit on a tiny stone, I don't know, but...
I actually can't even tolerate air travel, so I would still hang on if I were you. There may still be hope.
But obviously I've already had similar thoughts (for years); my preference is either leave the funds to my kids or make charitable donation rather...
not supposed to provide any advice regarding your last idea. I've done a lot of reading on the internet how to go.
I pretty well lost everything. Plus now I've got leukemia and am tired all the time. Got covid + permanent brain fog, tell me about it.
meds like mirtazapine, clonazepam, Seroquel can help with sleep issues, I find that if I manage to sleep, my brain does a bit of recovery and...
Hi Juliane, I often feel the same way. I'm not sure what keeps me going either. All I can offer is tomorrow might be a better day. So many...
@4Grace, I'm with you, and I can't really say anything all that helpful. I think our brains are just wired slightly differently than most people,...
I shot some OTC spray and then a WHOLE bottle nasal steroid up there. It sounded like the toilet bowl flushed and then I could hear again.
Why did you get a dog that barks? I used to have a dog and I really don't remember that dog ever barking. My friend owns a dog that is a notorious...
Hi everyone, I did do what I only know that can be done, which is eat Elonazepam to suppress the spike. Of course I lose several days of life. I'm...
Hi, thanks buddy, my memory isn't all that great, but your name is familiar, thanks for the cheering up. I grew up in Toronto, but have moved to...
My workplace has a defined benefit pension plan, and I opted to take pension 6 years ago. Since then I draw pension, and work on contract, since I...
That happened to me 10 years ago, the spike never subsided. I keep going from bad to worse. It's like I have an internecine constant alarm clock...
Since people are talking CBD isolate, and CBD, I did acquire some excellent CBD herb, and I think I dosed myself at around 250 mg last night....
Thanks for the very detailed reply. I use an SPL meter to adjust the playback volume, I don't normally make any adjustments, the last time I set...
Sounds like we have some bots from St. Petersburg around here, lol, or people that have been misinformed to believe what they are actually saying,...
Unfortunately I got myself into an overprotection trap. For the past 10 years I have played soft Enya Music and Restful Rain CD simultaneously...
My tinnitus must have been going on 40 years now but it gets worse and worse. My cleaning person was over and she was carrying some jigsaw...
Hi, I can't tell you my dose of isoflavones, I don't have access to HPLC, so all I can say is soy sprout is the richest source of isoflavones. As...
I know Canada is small fry, but charitable status here might make a difference. I'm not sure if I'm the only regular monthly donor from Canada, I...
Hi, @AbbaZaba, silver nitrate/sodium thiosulfate pentahydrate is used by growers to "stress" a female to produce male flowers. If she is under...
My experience so far, after several weeks, is the strain with CBDV and THCV, coupled with CBD oil is helping me restore my sleep wake cycle; I'm...
Apparently if you live in the United States, CBDV cannabis is readily available, and it is priced very reasonably. I don't have access to...
Hi all, my friend tells me she is in receipt of 2 strains of CBDV seeds, they come in little vials and she started germinating half the contents...
Hi, pardon me, I must have read the study too quickly: in fact TINY amounts of CBD will convert to THC in your stomach, so I'm at least partly...
Hi, my very good protective friends, sprouting happens in the kitchen, well away from sleeping quarters, I can put ozone idea on timer and run it...
Sample mailed to lab. I took THCV/THC/CBD last evening. My pharmaceutical use is in half. Sleeping better. The THCV is not a "cure all",...
This would be THCV which is referred to as the "THC antidote". In other words, it is a THC antagonist. Last night I did a "cocktail" starting...
Hi all. I haven't got the lab results back but, in the meantime, my friend has some just about ripe Diet Durban, it is supposedly 7% THCV & 7%...
Just as follow up, I did get a quote from the lab, it is $113CDN plus I need to ship it there, they will do a complete cannabinoid HPLC analysis,...
I have noticed, and I'm sure most others have, is that getting proper amounts of sleep is beneficial. It is also good for your general health,...
So, I have some really great news, I think. My friend is allowed to grow cannabis. She grows it for me, allowed by Health Canada license. She has...
Hand clapping is bad for tinnitus. Foam earplugs will be almost overkill, but better overkill than underkill. I would have thought that the...
Hi, I definitely relate and sympathize. It is so frustrating, the wonderful work you did. FWIW, my opinion is you did get a spike, but not a...
My blood pressure drop in 2005 was not from opioids, but I definitely did get a temporary lack of pressure to my brain. With time, I recovered,...
It sounds to me like a dangerous drop in blood pressure. I've had that happen to me. It will take a year or two, and gradually get better. Been...
Hi, it's a delicate balance. Several years ago, I was outside, and a truck backfired from at least 300 feet away. It knocked the sh** out of my...