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  1. BrOKeN_1

    This condition is endlessly frustrating. Had the quietest day in almost 5 years yesterday for no...

    This condition is endlessly frustrating. Had the quietest day in almost 5 years yesterday for no apparent reason. Made me hopeful. Then today happened... and well. You all know I'm sure. Damn the luck.
  2. BrOKeN_1

    I hope it gets better for you brother.

    I hope it gets better for you brother.
  3. BrOKeN_1

    Constant Tinnitus, Jaw Clenching, and Head Pressure After Age 62 — Could It Be Cancer?

    Exactly. This doctor doesn’t have a good understanding of tinnitus or its many root causes. It’s very unlikely that cancer is the cause in this case. I would suggest adding a Magnesium supplement and giving it some time before spending a lot of money on unnecessary medical tests. Don’t let the...
  4. BrOKeN_1

    Having a savagely loud t spike today. GOOD GRIEF!!

    Having a savagely loud t spike today. GOOD GRIEF!!
  5. BrOKeN_1

    @PennyCat dont beat yourself up. It is nearly impossibke NOT to fixate upon it. Continue to...

    @PennyCat dont beat yourself up. It is nearly impossibke NOT to fixate upon it. Continue to stay busy whenever possible and keep a reasonable masking noise handy. Hopefully youll see real habituation in the near future.
  6. BrOKeN_1

    Tinnitus Spike After Starting Amphetamine for ADHD

    Amphetamine is similar to caffeine when it comes to increasing tinnitus awareness. You may need to weigh the pros and cons of the medication and decide if you can manage the perceived level. I drink a lot of caffeine and have accepted that my tinnitus will probably spike when I use it. I hope...
  7. BrOKeN_1

    Maybe it's just me. But anytime I find a public bathroom with a paper towel dispenser I give a...

    Maybe it's just me. But anytime I find a public bathroom with a paper towel dispenser I give a little prayer of thanks. Lol.
  8. BrOKeN_1

    Uplifting Quotes and Words

    I found this under a random bridge one day while taking my daughter out for driving practice. It was the first winter after I developed tinnitus, and it felt like a powerful expression of the way I was feeling inside.
  9. BrOKeN_1

    15 Months of Tinnitus with No Improvement, Except for Occasional Good Days in a Row

    I turned 46 this summer, and I know how you feel. My tinnitus started nearly five years ago and has followed a very similar pattern. Although the pitch has grown louder over the years, I have mostly accepted it and just deal with it in the moment. Bad days are just that, but we get through them.
  10. BrOKeN_1

    My unofficial opinion with the clonazepam is to try and take it closer to bed time and not if...

    My unofficial opinion with the clonazepam is to try and take it closer to bed time and not if your already deep into an anxiety attack. Benzos are a great last resort and you can really minimize side effects if taken sparingly. For what it's worth meditation (Mostly controlled breathing) helped...
  11. BrOKeN_1

    Cheers!

    Cheers!
  12. BrOKeN_1

    Sorry your struggling so much at the moment PennyCat. Wish I could do more then just pray for...

    Sorry your struggling so much at the moment PennyCat. Wish I could do more then just pray for you. I do hope the terrible spike your going though calms soon.
  13. BrOKeN_1

    Find an outlet asap. Do something. Anything to distract yourself from obsessing. Otherwise you...

    Find an outlet asap. Do something. Anything to distract yourself from obsessing. Otherwise you will only continue to spiral. Try meditation and light masking before sleep. And when you wake get moving immediately. Clean. Walk. Watch cat videos on YouTube. Anything but sitting with destructive...
  14. BrOKeN_1

    Chronic Tinnitus After Eardrum Perforation and Tympanoplasty

    Even though my tinnitus did not develop under the same circumstances, I can deeply sympathize with your feeling of joy being drained. Even after nearly five years, this condition is a constant reminder that silence is a gift. In time, you will most likely come to accept it as an obstacle that...
  15. BrOKeN_1

    Another eeeeeeeexciting day day with T. Here we go.

    Another eeeeeeeexciting day day with T. Here we go.
  16. BrOKeN_1

    Wash Rinse Repeat It's how it goes with this condition. You will manage as before I believe...

    Wash Rinse Repeat It's how it goes with this condition. You will manage as before I believe. It can certainly be soul crushing when you feel like your starting from scratch agian. But generally you will manage. And even though it seems rough now. It doesn't usually take as long as the first...
  17. BrOKeN_1

    T is extremely efficient at checking it. Glad you had some good days tho.

    T is extremely efficient at checking it. Glad you had some good days tho.
  18. BrOKeN_1

    2024 US Presidential Election

    IMO THIS IS BY FAR THE MOST USELESS THREAD ON THIS ENTIRE SITE. HANDS DOWN. :notworthy:
  19. BrOKeN_1

    It certainly is.

    It certainly is.
  20. BrOKeN_1

    Begone Satan! I will not submit!

    Begone Satan! I will not submit!
  21. BrOKeN_1

    @kingsfan I feel like I've been lucky so far that my t has mostly stayed constant. Even though...

    @kingsfan I feel like I've been lucky so far that my t has mostly stayed constant. Even though it's insanely loud I cope pretty well overall. I know I'm playing with fire doing some of these activities but I'd rather take some risk then fold completely.
  22. BrOKeN_1

    Amusement Parks are hazardous. Even with ear plugs I'm probably gonna pay for today's...

    Amusement Parks are hazardous. Even with ear plugs I'm probably gonna pay for today's festivities. Just wanna live a little before I die.
  23. BrOKeN_1

    Setback After Progress: Struggling with Sleep and Louder Tinnitus

    Success is understanding that there will be days that completely overwhelm you. This is the irony of living with a chronic condition. Spikes are extremely common and can certainly take a toll. Be patient. You are making progress. Spikes are simply a part of that journey forward.
  24. BrOKeN_1

    Rrggg. My head hurts. Just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.

    Rrggg. My head hurts. Just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.
  25. BrOKeN_1

    Trying keep you on your toes I guess. Stupid azz T!

    Trying keep you on your toes I guess. Stupid azz T!
  26. BrOKeN_1

    @DamagedJoe @kingsfan Maybe my fatty liver will take me out. Lol. In the mean time I'll just sit...

    @DamagedJoe @kingsfan Maybe my fatty liver will take me out. Lol. In the mean time I'll just sit on the side of my bed with that numb stalled out brain feeling...
  27. BrOKeN_1

    My denomination uses the Organ and I cannot stand the sound of it. Needless to say I have become...

    My denomination uses the Organ and I cannot stand the sound of it. Needless to say I have become mostly inactive this past year.
  28. BrOKeN_1

    God forbid we live a little. Hope it settles quick.

    God forbid we live a little. Hope it settles quick.
  29. BrOKeN_1

    Feeling this today as well. Some of these spikes are certainly intense enough to break through...

    Feeling this today as well. Some of these spikes are certainly intense enough to break through past resolve. I pray we find the physical and emotional energy to fight on. You are not alone friend. We deserve peace
  30. BrOKeN_1

    I love my life, my wife, and my kids. So its a shame tinnitus gets to steer the ship. Everything...

    I love my life, my wife, and my kids. So its a shame tinnitus gets to steer the ship. Everything now revolves around this horrid condition and I hate it.
  31. BrOKeN_1

    Piano Teacher Needs Some Advice on Ear Plugs

    @PeteJ, hindsight is a cruel mistress.
  32. BrOKeN_1

    "No Rest For The Wicked" I must be an evil man. Or so the saying would insinuate.

    "No Rest For The Wicked" I must be an evil man. Or so the saying would insinuate.
  33. BrOKeN_1

    Possibly. Although I had my generalized anxiety and depression nearly completely under control...

    Possibly. Although I had my generalized anxiety and depression nearly completely under control before tinnitus onset. Ever since few of those methods work anymore.
  34. BrOKeN_1

    N-Acetylcysteine (NAC)

    More than likely. Unfortunately, NAC is more of a preventive supplement for hearing loss. There is a chance that the sudden increase in volume or pitch just happens to coincide with the use of this product. Hopefully, you return to baseline quickly—or better yet, to baseline and beyond!
  35. BrOKeN_1

    T just can't let you have a Lil fun. I'm having new tires put on the motorcycle Tuesday and wr...

    T just can't let you have a Lil fun. I'm having new tires put on the motorcycle Tuesday and wr will see what a bad idea that is. Haha. The weather is nicer and I hate having the bike rot away in a corner of the garage.
  36. BrOKeN_1

    Definitely "Raaaaaaaaaagh". I never know how to congratulate someone on these big occasions. So...

    Definitely "Raaaaaaaaaagh". I never know how to congratulate someone on these big occasions. So lest just go with FUCK TINNITUS! But seriously. Hope your coping reasonably well. Big Hugs!
  37. BrOKeN_1

    I always wonder how musicians such as Ozzy Osbourne, Eric Clapton, Chris Martin, Neil Young...

    I always wonder how musicians such as Ozzy Osbourne, Eric Clapton, Chris Martin, Neil Young, Phil Collins and I'm sure a few others continue to have successful careers in the industry while also dealing with this condition. At what point do you start not giving a f**k?
  38. BrOKeN_1

    Gotta find yourself an introvert. Girl who likes to read. Lol

    Gotta find yourself an introvert. Girl who likes to read. Lol
  39. BrOKeN_1

    Finally Had My Long Overdue Breakdown — Regret, Loss, and the Unbearable Weight of Tinnitus

    One of favorite quotes. Living with chronic unilateral tinnitus is not easy or fun. It can be very difficult to steer your thoughts from depression and suicidal ideation. Not impossible, but extremely difficult. I hope you have some good days soon.
  40. BrOKeN_1

    A Cautionary Tale Regarding Bone Conduction Headphones (Aftershokz OpenComm)

    This is good to know. I’ve been considering trying bone conduction headphones for a while now but never went through with it. You definitely put that idea to rest for me. Sorry to hear you’re dealing with this.
  41. BrOKeN_1

    @Tryn2BHopeful I love that for you. I live for my kids! They a great motivator to fight on.

    @Tryn2BHopeful I love that for you. I live for my kids! They a great motivator to fight on.
  42. BrOKeN_1

    @MindOverMatter @Tryn2BHopeful Thank you for your hopeful comments. Not having a lick of...

    @MindOverMatter @Tryn2BHopeful Thank you for your hopeful comments. Not having a lick of silence since 2020 has been hell. At times I'll feel like I've got this condition managed nicely and then one of these awful spikes can leave you wanting to just throw in the towel. Something has to give. I...
  43. BrOKeN_1

    This current spike is gradually and expertly eroding the layers of psychological defense I built...

    This current spike is gradually and expertly eroding the layers of psychological defense I built over the last few years. Tinnitus is just Evil. Plain and Simple.
  44. BrOKeN_1

    Sorry to hear your spiking. I believe it will settle. If I may? What kind of factory do you work in?

    Sorry to hear your spiking. I believe it will settle. If I may? What kind of factory do you work in?
  45. BrOKeN_1

    "You Can Do It!"

    "You Can Do It!"
  46. BrOKeN_1

    "You Just Do".. I couldn't say it better myself. God knows how we can manage to keep it...

    "You Just Do".. I couldn't say it better myself. God knows how we can manage to keep it together with tinnitus that makes onset look laughable. I can only attribute this to time served.. hope your day finds you distracted in more pleasurable activities. :)
  47. BrOKeN_1

    Well. It was nice while it lasted. Nothing like a good spike to remind you how obnoxiously...

    Well. It was nice while it lasted. Nothing like a good spike to remind you how obnoxiously relentless this condition is.
  48. BrOKeN_1

    *knock on wood* having alot of good days lately. Pain and noise tolerance is up. Anxiety and...

    *knock on wood* having alot of good days lately. Pain and noise tolerance is up. Anxiety and depression are at a low ebb. T is still loud and all encompassing but doesn't seem to be in the driver's seat for now. Wishing everyone here better days.
  49. BrOKeN_1

    2025 fingers crossed

    2025 fingers crossed
  50. BrOKeN_1

    [MEDIA]

  51. BrOKeN_1

    T is in the driver's seat tonight. Destination to be determined.

    T is in the driver's seat tonight. Destination to be determined.
  52. BrOKeN_1

    Sorry to hear your still homebound my friend. But glad to hear you have gotten a break from the...

    Sorry to hear your still homebound my friend. But glad to hear you have gotten a break from the pain. Small improvements are better then none I suppose. Be well.
  53. BrOKeN_1

    It's crazy... I don't think I would have made it long in this life if I had it this severe early...

    It's crazy... I don't think I would have made it long in this life if I had it this severe early on. But who knows.
  54. BrOKeN_1

    Wedding receptions are not chill! Not even a little. Wow... I think I'll wait in the car.

    Wedding receptions are not chill! Not even a little. Wow... I think I'll wait in the car.
  55. BrOKeN_1

    Feeling Raw today. Failure to distract or mask on all levels. Just a spike... just a spike. Hope...

    Feeling Raw today. Failure to distract or mask on all levels. Just a spike... just a spike. Hope all my friends here are coping well enough. Much Love!
  56. BrOKeN_1

    I hope that's the case. Even lower then base line would be great. Lol.

    I hope that's the case. Even lower then base line would be great. Lol.
  57. BrOKeN_1

    Curious how you gauge it as less intrusive even though it has worsened? When my T worsened and...

    Curious how you gauge it as less intrusive even though it has worsened? When my T worsened and became unmaskable it became incredibly intrusive yet I became subjectively less emotionally reactive.
  58. BrOKeN_1

    Seems cliche af. But Mondays are always hell on my tinnitus. It's definitely my work schedule...

    Seems cliche af. But Mondays are always hell on my tinnitus. It's definitely my work schedule adjusting back to graveyard shift after the weekend I assume. But dammit it's like slowely acclimating all week just to go back to square one. *sigh*
  59. BrOKeN_1

    Long time no see. Hope that mean good things on your end.

    Long time no see. Hope that mean good things on your end.
  60. BrOKeN_1

    4 years and counting... silence is but a distant memory. Found a Lenire resource. Tempted.

    4 years and counting... silence is but a distant memory. Found a Lenire resource. Tempted.