Hello, everyone! I've been lurking around the research news forums on this site ever since I got my tinnitus back in 2017, but I think it's time to drop by and introduce myself!
My name is Anastasia. I'm 22 years old, recent college graduate, and I've been able to hear a barely audible wavering tone in my ears ever since I was 12. The real evil started two years ago though. How it happened: early August, 2017, I was sitting on the couch, talking to my family, when I hear this high-pitched sound in my right ear. I thought it would just be one of those moments where your ears ring for a couple of seconds then go away. Not this time. Pretty much the same story afterwards. I ended up going to see my GP, who gave me a nasal spray for it (not surprising). Went to see an ENT and Audiologist too, told me they couldn't find anything (yeah, we get it). Everyone thought it was congestion, as I do not have any hearing loss, they thought it would go away soon, blah blah blah. It never did.
I remember I felt so anxious and panicked when I got it! I've been musically inclined my whole life, so I was increasingly afraid of getting tinnitus. When I did, I was so dramatic, I felt like my life was over, haha. Well, I won't lie - it does suck having it, especially when it's considered uncommon for people my age, and no doc I've seen can figure out what is causing that ringing! I've tried going on those diets avoiding salt and caffeine, didn't work. I've tried every possible thing. My best guess is that it might be stress related (or maybe even might have something to do with the weather since it spikes around the same time of the year, that August-September period as the air gets drier/colder, I don't even know at this point!) But I've managed to cope with it this far.
The sound that I hear started as a high pitched wavering ring in just my right ear. My left ear started to ring at a different, steady pitch about a midway point from when I first got it and now. Both seem to calm down when I'm calm funnily enough, and my left ear really likes to act up when I don't get sleep. I also hear a distorted little morse-code like ring when I hear particular breezy sounds, like an air vent or my laptop, so that's fun. Everything is easily masked with my fan when I sleep at night (you guys have no idea how thankful I am that I can at least sleep), though my right ear in the past few weeks has become very reactive with that morse-cody sound, and I have no clue what may have set it off. Masking is a little troublesome at night, but I've been getting by! I've been doing a hearing test annually just to monitor my ears and make sure everything is in check.
So, that's me! I actually think I'm tolerating the crazy stuff my ears are going through a lot better now. If I do get a spike (I think in my entire experience with tinnitus, I've had about three now), instead of getting anxious about it, I actually just suck it up and try to relax. I've had a more positive outlook towards life and I've recently applied to nursing school, which I'm very excited about! I'm not so much afraid of my tinnitus anymore, and I'm 100% positive there will be a breakthrough with a cure soon. I'm also more than happy in learning about anything I could do to promote awareness for tinnitus and offer any sort of help that I can. This site actually has a lot of interesting information on it, including research studies and treatment news, and reading stuff like that gives me hope that one day we'll figure out a way to make that ringing stop. I got my undergrad in Psychology, so I get excited about studies and findings. Anyways, I will stop myself here because I think I've rambled enough. It's a pleasure to meet you all!
My name is Anastasia. I'm 22 years old, recent college graduate, and I've been able to hear a barely audible wavering tone in my ears ever since I was 12. The real evil started two years ago though. How it happened: early August, 2017, I was sitting on the couch, talking to my family, when I hear this high-pitched sound in my right ear. I thought it would just be one of those moments where your ears ring for a couple of seconds then go away. Not this time. Pretty much the same story afterwards. I ended up going to see my GP, who gave me a nasal spray for it (not surprising). Went to see an ENT and Audiologist too, told me they couldn't find anything (yeah, we get it). Everyone thought it was congestion, as I do not have any hearing loss, they thought it would go away soon, blah blah blah. It never did.
I remember I felt so anxious and panicked when I got it! I've been musically inclined my whole life, so I was increasingly afraid of getting tinnitus. When I did, I was so dramatic, I felt like my life was over, haha. Well, I won't lie - it does suck having it, especially when it's considered uncommon for people my age, and no doc I've seen can figure out what is causing that ringing! I've tried going on those diets avoiding salt and caffeine, didn't work. I've tried every possible thing. My best guess is that it might be stress related (or maybe even might have something to do with the weather since it spikes around the same time of the year, that August-September period as the air gets drier/colder, I don't even know at this point!) But I've managed to cope with it this far.
The sound that I hear started as a high pitched wavering ring in just my right ear. My left ear started to ring at a different, steady pitch about a midway point from when I first got it and now. Both seem to calm down when I'm calm funnily enough, and my left ear really likes to act up when I don't get sleep. I also hear a distorted little morse-code like ring when I hear particular breezy sounds, like an air vent or my laptop, so that's fun. Everything is easily masked with my fan when I sleep at night (you guys have no idea how thankful I am that I can at least sleep), though my right ear in the past few weeks has become very reactive with that morse-cody sound, and I have no clue what may have set it off. Masking is a little troublesome at night, but I've been getting by! I've been doing a hearing test annually just to monitor my ears and make sure everything is in check.
So, that's me! I actually think I'm tolerating the crazy stuff my ears are going through a lot better now. If I do get a spike (I think in my entire experience with tinnitus, I've had about three now), instead of getting anxious about it, I actually just suck it up and try to relax. I've had a more positive outlook towards life and I've recently applied to nursing school, which I'm very excited about! I'm not so much afraid of my tinnitus anymore, and I'm 100% positive there will be a breakthrough with a cure soon. I'm also more than happy in learning about anything I could do to promote awareness for tinnitus and offer any sort of help that I can. This site actually has a lot of interesting information on it, including research studies and treatment news, and reading stuff like that gives me hope that one day we'll figure out a way to make that ringing stop. I got my undergrad in Psychology, so I get excited about studies and findings. Anyways, I will stop myself here because I think I've rambled enough. It's a pleasure to meet you all!