I'm struggling with both new T and H and the menopause which also followed months of stress and now depression. I guess I'm a text book case for T coming back bad but I'm so struggling. I cant control my anxiety if its menopause related or hormone related I'm on a crazy unstable roller coaster and can see no way out. menopause can last for years and i cant see how I can habituate again if I'm so very unstable. I've put up my antidepressants which in turn makes anxiety worse before it makes it better. This is just hell.