Dizziness

i recently summarized my very convoluted story in the hyperacusis section not too long ago.

https://www.tinnitustalk.com/threads/my-auditory-challenges.3056/

for the past 2 days i've been experiencing very intense dizzy spells yet again, associated with a constant new clicking tinnitus sound in my left ear that sounds like a game wheel being spun (think wheel of fortune.) the clicking always comes with the dizziness, and the dizziness is normally only temporary, but it's been almost constant for the past 2 days now.

i'm terrified and incapacitated, it is taking all of my energy to type this message. what the hell is wrong with me?

my ear problems already cause terrible suffering, how is it fair that i now have to endure even more? it's just one chronic problem after another. what kind of awful existence is this? it's not even worth the energy to feed myself at this point, i just want to fall over and die.