I have a question but will have to provide some context first. Please bear with me!
My T could be termed 'reactive'. I'm a professional musician (keyboard player) in the pop world and I find that for some days following a gig I will experience T (and H). Eventually the T will start to diminish until it reaches the point where it's fairly minimal.
If I then do another gig the T will be reactivated, again lasting for some days. At the actual time of the gig I do not experience any great issue, only afterwards.
When the T is in full force it's extremely unpleasant and I certainly would not want this to be my default condition.
All this started in 2015, at which time I was repeatedly exposed to some crazy-loud sound - my T and H were caused by noise damage.
To preserve my ears, I am now taking steps to reshape my musical career so that I move away from live playing, but right now am in a dire financial pickle, having turned down so much musical work because of these issues.
I have been offered one major tour that will, frankly, completely 'save me' financially and set me up to start my other ventures, so it's very, very tempting to do this as 'one last thing'... And as far as such tours go it is not particulary 'ear unfriendly', it must be said. So I find myself in a dilemma...
My question boils down to this: If I expose myself to levels of sound that repeatedly prompt my reactive T and H (but that would not normally be deemed loud enough to do harm to ears) is that actually likely to worsen my T and H long term? Is it likely to make what is at present a mostly reactive condition a continuous one?
All thoughts welcome!
My T could be termed 'reactive'. I'm a professional musician (keyboard player) in the pop world and I find that for some days following a gig I will experience T (and H). Eventually the T will start to diminish until it reaches the point where it's fairly minimal.
If I then do another gig the T will be reactivated, again lasting for some days. At the actual time of the gig I do not experience any great issue, only afterwards.
When the T is in full force it's extremely unpleasant and I certainly would not want this to be my default condition.
All this started in 2015, at which time I was repeatedly exposed to some crazy-loud sound - my T and H were caused by noise damage.
To preserve my ears, I am now taking steps to reshape my musical career so that I move away from live playing, but right now am in a dire financial pickle, having turned down so much musical work because of these issues.
I have been offered one major tour that will, frankly, completely 'save me' financially and set me up to start my other ventures, so it's very, very tempting to do this as 'one last thing'... And as far as such tours go it is not particulary 'ear unfriendly', it must be said. So I find myself in a dilemma...
My question boils down to this: If I expose myself to levels of sound that repeatedly prompt my reactive T and H (but that would not normally be deemed loud enough to do harm to ears) is that actually likely to worsen my T and H long term? Is it likely to make what is at present a mostly reactive condition a continuous one?
All thoughts welcome!