So I went to another ENT and it basically went better than the last, but I genuinely believed this one would be better than the last. And when I say "believed", you know where this is going...
So I had 15 minutes to start explaining everything from scratch - which is my list of observations. Never saying the T word, until the ENT said it right at the end.
Now I am absolutely convinced that T is the symptom of some other underlying cause, and I explained all other physiological concerns FIRST before saying the magic words "... and there is a noise in my head". This runs contrary to my previous ENT experience where I started with "I've got tinnitus..." and we all know where that conversation went.
No? Well it went the same way is this one.
So I am rattling off a list of experiences and symptoms (love to share with you (later)) and then the Tinnitus. So he concludes that "you've got Tinnitus and there is nothing you can do". And I am like "what about the left ear blockage I am feeling 24/7/365, and the pain to my face's left side, and the s^&* that leaks out of my nose every morning? and more..."
And he is saying "You had a hearing test, right? Well T is caused by hearing loss. And your test shows hearing loss. So therefore hearing loss causes your tinnitus and you feel like you are blocked in that ear."
But I am saying "I can't hear anything during the test BECAUSE of my tinnitus. So maybe T causes my bad test and therefore T causes hearing loss?!?!?!"
And he checks the ears, and the sinuses, and the nose, and the throat and says "Nothing physically wrong with you. and the MRI is clear" and then doesn't speak the unspoken answer [ie. it's all in your head].
Yes. I am convinced - absolutely convinced - that T is a symptom of something else. There IS a blockage somewhere - I can feel it. It is not just some "numbness" that is compensating like for a missing tooth.
The saddest, cruelest part of this is that I have to pay for the opportunity to BEG for someone to take it seriously. Pay for someone to dismiss my pain (actual physical pain) as a result of hearing loss.
Do I need to go to another ENT (strike three) and just not mention tinnitus at all, and see where it goes? Try to GAME the consult to get her/him on my side and try to look for a physiological cause. And basically LIE and withhold information to get someone to give me more the ONE 15 minute session?
Looks like I need an appointment with an audiologist on some day in the future that I will not have the strong tinnitus so I can get a "normal" hearing test, and then wave it in the face of an ENT and say "what hearing loss?"
Your thoughts?
So I had 15 minutes to start explaining everything from scratch - which is my list of observations. Never saying the T word, until the ENT said it right at the end.
Now I am absolutely convinced that T is the symptom of some other underlying cause, and I explained all other physiological concerns FIRST before saying the magic words "... and there is a noise in my head". This runs contrary to my previous ENT experience where I started with "I've got tinnitus..." and we all know where that conversation went.
No? Well it went the same way is this one.
So I am rattling off a list of experiences and symptoms (love to share with you (later)) and then the Tinnitus. So he concludes that "you've got Tinnitus and there is nothing you can do". And I am like "what about the left ear blockage I am feeling 24/7/365, and the pain to my face's left side, and the s^&* that leaks out of my nose every morning? and more..."
And he is saying "You had a hearing test, right? Well T is caused by hearing loss. And your test shows hearing loss. So therefore hearing loss causes your tinnitus and you feel like you are blocked in that ear."
But I am saying "I can't hear anything during the test BECAUSE of my tinnitus. So maybe T causes my bad test and therefore T causes hearing loss?!?!?!"
And he checks the ears, and the sinuses, and the nose, and the throat and says "Nothing physically wrong with you. and the MRI is clear" and then doesn't speak the unspoken answer [ie. it's all in your head].
Yes. I am convinced - absolutely convinced - that T is a symptom of something else. There IS a blockage somewhere - I can feel it. It is not just some "numbness" that is compensating like for a missing tooth.
The saddest, cruelest part of this is that I have to pay for the opportunity to BEG for someone to take it seriously. Pay for someone to dismiss my pain (actual physical pain) as a result of hearing loss.
Do I need to go to another ENT (strike three) and just not mention tinnitus at all, and see where it goes? Try to GAME the consult to get her/him on my side and try to look for a physiological cause. And basically LIE and withhold information to get someone to give me more the ONE 15 minute session?
Looks like I need an appointment with an audiologist on some day in the future that I will not have the strong tinnitus so I can get a "normal" hearing test, and then wave it in the face of an ENT and say "what hearing loss?"
Your thoughts?