I recently decided to turn my life around how great eh ! wahoo so awesome (extreme sarcasm) . I quit smoking weed , which was great. got my highschool diploma after dropping out. Im now 21 and i decided to quit drinking because i was basically an alchoholic. I did this all in about 4 months, as when i want to do something i go out and get it. So much for doing myself better after i quit drinking I got extreme panic attacks. and apparently had an underlying anxiety disorder to begin with. So now i did all these things to better myself but instead i came out with being off balance, floaters all over my eyes and flashing lights. oh and the best of all A LOUD FCKING LOUD HISSING SOUND IN MY GDAM EAR IM READY TO BLOW MY BRAINS ALL OVER THE PAVEMENT TO GET FCKIN RELIEF FROM THIS FOR THE LAST FOUR MONTHS IVE HAD NO GOD DAM SLEEP IM ON A VERY THIN LINE and i am so stressed out im even excersing. litterally eating the best i ever have and getting more excersice then i ever have. I did all these things to better my life and look what i come out with. my mother committed suicide at 24 and sadly i might go this route becuase i cant deal with this shit anymore apparently i have neurological damage and without ATIVAN or seroquel i will go fckin insane. fck