My t has hit an all time high! It's awful, feels like my head is buzzing. Noise aggravates my t so it's not like I can mask it. I just took a walk and it's on full blast again. What did it? The birds chirping? This is hell. It's torture and no one should have to live with this this. Why isn't anything known? How could I even do TRT now if I react this badly to sounds??!! Someone, anyone, please HELP. @here2help will this spike go down? What is this? How do continue on? I am so afraid and unsure how to cope. I know you will say see trt specialist, I am waiting for my oae test. YES STILL! bloody Canadian health care..The test is on 21st and I see ent again on 28th and he said he would sign trt forms them. Please any positive advice..i dont want to resort to a triple dose of clonazepam. I feel like hiding I my room but if I do I'm afraid it will be game over for me or psych ward. I cannot take anymore isolation. I cannot handle pure silence. I just cannot believe there are no proper answers from doctors for this. I feel like a freak. Why have my ears gone mad?! I realize I sound a little out of my mind today but frankly I have just reached rock bottom. This last setback did me in emotionally. I think I might need antidepressants or something. I am just worried they will make me worse.