I Don't Want to Be Here Anymore

@derpytia:
Auris Medical sent me an Email.
the potential of am101 is not full exhausted. it can be much more effective than it is now.
am102 is at the beginning of the study.

 

but how do you know its not going to go down again?

 

Everybody experiences and copes with things in different ways. For some people tinnitus can be so bad that nothing short of a cure will give them relief. Others are happy to live with it.

 

@valeri
@Marlene

I'll make a thread about it in the near future, and I will notify the two of you when I come around it.

 

That's kind of you Vincent.every thing helps .X

 

@Derbytia, I've had those thoughts too. It is a long tedious process, but after a while you will be just fine. The sound will lose its terror no matter how ugly it is. Just believe it.

 

I know how hard it is to believe everyone here . No one but people with tinnitus actually know how you are feeling. So you must trust us when we tell you , you will adapt.... It will happen . Your brain will eventually put it on the back burner and carry on . That will happen when you least expect it and you will be shocked when you have gone an hour without it bothering you . No sleep made go crazy 8 months of it. I would only fall asleep if I was exhausted from crying. Ask your dr if he/ she would recommend anything to help with that. Being rested helps tremendously .

 

@derpytia hope you're feeling slightly better. We got this thing called habituation that might start to work its way out of this for us. Your brain is stronger than you imagine it is. It may seem like slow progress but it is progress nonetheless. Yes, there will be back steps and missteps where you think you're almost there and then its back to square one. However, it is possible to get there steadily - and in your own time. Keep believing you can get through another day of this and you will.

 

@derpytia I hope you feel better.

 

@derpytia Please reach out to us and let us know how you are doing. PLEASE... don't stay alone!!! we are here to help!!

In the meantime, big hugs xx

 

I hope everyone especially the topic creator is in a better place mentally. It really is difficult. We've all or a lot of us including myself have wandered down that ugly road. Friends and family have helped me a lot. I'm still not used to this and it's been a few years already. Mine is high pitch EEE and now recently I'm also getting a vibrating dryer spinning next door sound as well. I tell myself to stay positive and to think about my wife and kids.
It's not easy but we need to try.
Please to whomever mentioned the meditation, please share it with us. I definitely could use any help. Thanks.

 

Hopefully you get better! Do you take any meds?

 

She has gotten better and has written her success story here:

https://www.tinnitustalk.com/threads/hey-remember-me-im-a-little-better.8853/

This is quite awesome considering how desperate she was at the start. Never give up hope.

 

This is exactly what happened to me after 7 months of hell and learning to cope this morning I woke up with Constant loud low frequency buzz in left ear. Is there any hope? I found this thread in a Google search and this story is the same as mine. I am also a musican and I've had enough.

 

@Rachel78 I had a low humming noise on and off for a week only. It has not returned. So yes, there is definitely hope. Stay strong. X