Hi guys
I'm a 26 year old Danish woman. I went to a swimming pool last Tuesday, dived an went up too quickly. Since then I've had tinnitus in my right ear. I'm already hard of hearing, which is genetic, and I use hearing aids. At first I noticed a metallic sound, like a loss of bass. I thought it was due to water in the eustachian tube, and the next days I thought my hearing had gone down, and that the new sound was causing my nerves stress and therefore creating the ringing. But they say that my hearing is as it was in 2018. But my own subjective feeling of my hearing in the right ear still is a more metallic kind of sound, and with a constant tone driving me nuts.
I know I should relax and give it a chance to disappear spontaneously.. but what if it doesn't? I can't sleep. What if I loose my new job? I need sleep to work as a nurse. I'm fearing that it will ruin my life, my relationship, my chance of creating a family with my boyfriend. I know I'm panicking and my limbic system is out of control, but I'm really scared. And I need assurance that it'll go away. I've been looked at by a dumb ENT doctor and a nice chief physician at my go-to audiological department. He lent me pillow speakers and said that he believed the tinnitus was due to pressure in the inner ear, which pressed the bones and cochlea.
I guess I'm scared for my mental health in this. I'm not the most robust type of person. I get the sense that it's kind of like dealing with anxiety, acknowledging its present, letting it be there and not let it take control etc.
I deeply respect all of you people struggling with this. And how nice to see that there is a place to go for support and ventilating. It's important not to feel alone.
Can you say anything to give me some hope? Maybe you know a good story similar to mine?
All the best,
RaSa
I'm a 26 year old Danish woman. I went to a swimming pool last Tuesday, dived an went up too quickly. Since then I've had tinnitus in my right ear. I'm already hard of hearing, which is genetic, and I use hearing aids. At first I noticed a metallic sound, like a loss of bass. I thought it was due to water in the eustachian tube, and the next days I thought my hearing had gone down, and that the new sound was causing my nerves stress and therefore creating the ringing. But they say that my hearing is as it was in 2018. But my own subjective feeling of my hearing in the right ear still is a more metallic kind of sound, and with a constant tone driving me nuts.
I know I should relax and give it a chance to disappear spontaneously.. but what if it doesn't? I can't sleep. What if I loose my new job? I need sleep to work as a nurse. I'm fearing that it will ruin my life, my relationship, my chance of creating a family with my boyfriend. I know I'm panicking and my limbic system is out of control, but I'm really scared. And I need assurance that it'll go away. I've been looked at by a dumb ENT doctor and a nice chief physician at my go-to audiological department. He lent me pillow speakers and said that he believed the tinnitus was due to pressure in the inner ear, which pressed the bones and cochlea.
I guess I'm scared for my mental health in this. I'm not the most robust type of person. I get the sense that it's kind of like dealing with anxiety, acknowledging its present, letting it be there and not let it take control etc.
I deeply respect all of you people struggling with this. And how nice to see that there is a place to go for support and ventilating. It's important not to feel alone.
Can you say anything to give me some hope? Maybe you know a good story similar to mine?
All the best,
RaSa