so I went to my doc and he put me out on a short leave of absence from work. My tinnitus was actually worse than it has been in months. Separation anxiety (from the forum)? Anyway, I took the time off and it was great. My tinnitus was very manageable. Then I went back to work and it got louder again. I have to work, no choice. I did experience 2 days of low tinnitus this week so I am hopeful. It just could be that tinnitus is just too unpredictable for me to know what is the 'new normal' as my tinnitus seems to cycle and I'm overreacting to a cycle. At work I am using masking again--not all the time but sometimes when it gets too loud. It gets so loud that I can't hear out of my left ear sometime. That's a first.
Mostly, I'm okay--even when it's loud. I don't have an emotional reaction and am not distressed. I am occasionally annoyed--so I guess I have some CBT work to do.
Anyway, I'm not sure that a break from the forum is all it's cracked up to be.
Mostly, I'm okay--even when it's loud. I don't have an emotional reaction and am not distressed. I am occasionally annoyed--so I guess I have some CBT work to do.
Anyway, I'm not sure that a break from the forum is all it's cracked up to be.