Just found your support forum and am happy to read about your real life struggles, treatment trials and hopefully, treatment success.
The buzzing in my ears started unilaterally while I was in high school. A very high-pitched sound that if I tried to copy the sound myself internally, I could stop it. I would "hear it out." But as the years wore on, the high-pitched sound has become so loud and raging I feel like I am going crazy.
The tinnitus wakes me up when I am sleeping and then I can't return to sleep. I have a fan in my bedroom for white noise and have to travel with a small fan for hotel rooms.
My audio tests reveal I can hear but boy is it a struggle. It is much easier to force my concentration on the ear phones than be in a conversation out in the public where I can make myself zoom in on a sound in a headphone.
This past week has seen an escalation in my ringing and whooshing sounds and it is scaring me. I don't think I can function like this for the rest of my life. I work, have my family and social activities that now are being affected when I can hear over my internal sounds. A lot of nodding of my head when I have no idea of what was said. At some point this will impact my ability to work. And then what will I do?
Thanks for letting me rant here. I pray for a cure.
The buzzing in my ears started unilaterally while I was in high school. A very high-pitched sound that if I tried to copy the sound myself internally, I could stop it. I would "hear it out." But as the years wore on, the high-pitched sound has become so loud and raging I feel like I am going crazy.
The tinnitus wakes me up when I am sleeping and then I can't return to sleep. I have a fan in my bedroom for white noise and have to travel with a small fan for hotel rooms.
My audio tests reveal I can hear but boy is it a struggle. It is much easier to force my concentration on the ear phones than be in a conversation out in the public where I can make myself zoom in on a sound in a headphone.
This past week has seen an escalation in my ringing and whooshing sounds and it is scaring me. I don't think I can function like this for the rest of my life. I work, have my family and social activities that now are being affected when I can hear over my internal sounds. A lot of nodding of my head when I have no idea of what was said. At some point this will impact my ability to work. And then what will I do?
Thanks for letting me rant here. I pray for a cure.