I don't know what to do more - it was bad enough to have my tinnitus sounds, usually 4 or 5 different ones at the same time, between ringing and car engine, but at least I could mask them with music, TV or going to the balcony.
For 6 days now that it is stronger and impossible to mask. Today is worse than ever: the drone/vibration is loud and fast and I can't even think.
I feel totally lost and desperate - is this getting worse? Will it never get back to "normal" (I mean, able to mask with outside sounds)?
If we are talking of hair cells here and I feel the T stronger, especially the low frequency one (the drone / motor/ vibration) does it mean my hair cells are now even more damaged?
I don't know what to think. I want to be strong and I was finally accepting this thing, but now it's impossible to bear and I don't know what to do. I don't want to cry, but I'm so scared.
For 6 days now that it is stronger and impossible to mask. Today is worse than ever: the drone/vibration is loud and fast and I can't even think.
I feel totally lost and desperate - is this getting worse? Will it never get back to "normal" (I mean, able to mask with outside sounds)?
If we are talking of hair cells here and I feel the T stronger, especially the low frequency one (the drone / motor/ vibration) does it mean my hair cells are now even more damaged?
I don't know what to think. I want to be strong and I was finally accepting this thing, but now it's impossible to bear and I don't know what to do. I don't want to cry, but I'm so scared.