Thank You :)

I want to thank every one for those of you who have supported me directly, and you know who you are, and everyone else that has indirectly thru your posts. It has been an hellish education to say the least. I have a ton of respect for those of you who can work thru this hell. I think I see the light at the end of the tunnel, finally, I realize I might be able to someday tell a success story. I am not there yet, far from it, but I have a focus finally and slowly building some strength to slay this dragon. I actually for the FIRST TIME I BELIEVE I can make it. Thanks again everyone.

 

So good to hear this, @Blair14. You will be writing that success story soon, I can feel it. Believe in yourself and your power to persevere.

 

Perhaps you can explain to me how someone who is been seeking help for 13 weeks can be viewed by an agency as being the problem. If you speak up and be assertive, you are knocked down and told you are being argumentative, and uncooperative and there is a process and it is unfortunate that it does fit with my expectations of services. I'm lost, I just don't get it, I was having such a good day and making progress and then once again someone comes along and craps on my day, and now I relapsing backward again, just like that!

 

Thanks Karen, I am just sick of being kicked in the teeth, on top of depression and tinnitus that started this all going.

 

Blair, hope you feel better again. Don't know who crossed you but here we all support you and wish you have a great day. Don't worry about distraction. You follow your own light towards final habituation. We are here cheering you on. Take good care and God bless your recovery.

 

Thanks everyone, in a matter of 5 hours they wiped out progress, just .. no words.